I Know That She Does Not Miss Me Because She Never Loved Me In The First Place.

I know that she does not miss me because she never loved me in the first place. 

I let her destroy me and now I am paying for it. I wish she would come back to me, but I know she is his. I know that I lost. 

Did you destroy me?

Or did I let you destroy me?

-M.N

If I said something before you left, would it make a difference to our story? Would it make you change your mind? Would it make you stay?

Late night thoughts #97  (via hereliesmybrokenheart)

There was nothing that I could have said to make her stay, and I think that is why I am hurt. I am hurt because deep down I hoped that I could say something that would make her stay with me. 

i think “i miss you” means even more than “i love you” because you can love a lot of people but there are really just a few you can miss

Camila Cabello (via heartsached)

I miss her so much. I also love her so much. She was my dream and she will always be my dream.

I believe it is time for me to use my pool. I have not touched it all summer and I think now would be a great time to go for a swim. I hope that this can get my mind off of things.

I told Old Sport about my past with her. I told Old Sport why I pretended to be the person that I am. I confessed to Old Sport all of the things I never thought I would. I told Old Sport why I loved her so much. I told Old Sport that she promised to wait for me. I told Old Sport everything.