I Thought I Was Happy, But As It Turns Out I Was Only Distracted From The Fact That She Never Loved Me.

I thought I was happy, but as it turns out I was only distracted from the fact that she never loved me. 

“Are you actually happy or are you just distracted?”

- @ssnowflake

I know that she does not miss me because she never loved me in the first place. 

I told Old Sport about my past with her. I told Old Sport why I pretended to be the person that I am. I confessed to Old Sport all of the things I never thought I would. I told Old Sport why I loved her so much. I told Old Sport that she promised to wait for me. I told Old Sport everything.

I will always have these feelings. She will always be on my mind. She was my dream. 

Better to let someone walk away from you than all over you

(via lovendrugs24)

I did not let her walk away. She walked away on her own. 

Old Sport came to visit this morning. I think he was worried about me after what happened. I am glad he came by.