In Honor Of SPOTIFY WRAPPED, Send Me A Number 1-100 And Ill Write You A Starter Based On The Song.

In honor of SPOTIFY WRAPPED,  send me a number 1-100 and I’ll write you a starter based on the song.

Abigail haters are fucking stupid

73 [ aasim to ruby! ]

#𝟕𝟑: "𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑫𝑶𝑾" - 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒏𝒆𝒚 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 / 𝚂𝙿𝙾𝚃𝙸𝙵𝚈 𝚆𝚁𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙳 !

your body gives, but then holds back... the sun is bright, the sky is black... [ ... ] your laughter, it lingers on... but you, you were almost gone...

          when  ruby  envisioned  her  life  with  aasim,  what  it  had  turned  into  had  not  been  what  she’d  expected  or  necessarily  wanted.  yes,  she’d  wanted  a  family  with  him—having  as  many  kids  as  they  had  wasn’t  the  problem—and  no,  she  didn’t  mind  that  he  had  to  take  time  for  his  work,  but  she  was  busy  too  and  still  had  to  take  care  of  everything  else.

          she’d  tried  to  be  patient  with  him,  tried  to  be  understanding—but  a  woman  could  only  take  so  much.  the  stress  of  her  job,  of  raising  their  kids,  and  fearing  over  whether  or  not  her  marriage  of  nearly  two  decades  was  finally  crumbling  weighed  on  her  too  heavily.  she  wasn’t  sure  how  much  more  she  could  take.

          when  aasim  had  dismissed  her  that  night  when  she  tried  to  get  him  to  come  to  bed,  the  tone  he’d  used  at  that,  she  found  herself  sighing  and  shaking  her  head;  begrudgingly  resigned  to  the  apparent  fate  they  had  waiting  for  them.

          “ can  only  be  another  sign, ”  she  muttered,  more  to  herself  than  to  aasim,  though  it  was  said  loud  enough  that  he  could  hear  if  he  was  paying  attention.  “ i  cannot  keep  what  isn’t  mine… ”

@lastedpromise asked: 97 [ john to abigail! ]

#𝟗𝟕: "𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑬𝑺" - 𝒎𝒖𝒏𝒂 / 𝚂𝙿𝙾𝚃𝙸𝙵𝚈 𝚆𝚁𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙳 !

i don't wanna be so shy... every time that I'm alone, I wonder why... hope that you will wait for me...

          life  with  john  has  been  anything  but  easy,  and  abigail  knows  that  in  another  life,  they  most  likely  wouldn’t  be  together.  in  all  honesty,  despite  her  school-girl  crush  on  him,  she  knows  that,  realistically,  had  she  never  fallen  pregnant  with  his  child,  nothing  would’ve  come  of  them.  john  wouldn’t  have  wanted  to  settle  down  with  her,  anyway,  she’s  sure.  still,  as  much  as  she  would  never  say  it  to  his  face,  abigail  knows  that  if  jack  had  to  be  the  child  of  anyone  at  the  camp,  she’s  glad  his  father  is  john.  she’d  never  had  any  doubts  about  it—even  if  john  had,  and  had  subsequently  deserted  them  for  a  year  as  a  result.  it’s  taken  them  both  a  long  while  to  accept  their  situation—more  so  john  than  herself—but  she  supposes,  when  it  comes  down  to  it,  she  loves  that  stupid,  foolish  man.

          abigail  loves  him  more  than  he  even  really  deserves,  but  it’s  an  unwavering  sort  of  love.  she  couldn’t  unlove  him  if  she  tried.  she’s  stuck  with  him,  and  he,  her.  together  for  the  long  haul  and  all  they  can  really  do  is  try  to  make  the  most  of  it.

          “ you’ll  see,  john, ”  she  tells  him  one  day,  voice  full  of  conviction.  “ you’ll  see  that  you’re  the  only  one  for  me. ”

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