I Especially Like The Last 2 :3

I especially like the last 2 :3

Heres all the stuff i made in glass class this semester! :3 They all look so pretty. (Im posting this on my phone so ill reblog it with a few more lol)

I redrew this old drawing from… *checks notes* 2 years ago. I drew a personified rainbow and this time I added more to the design to hint to it. I want it to be subtle but I think it was too subtle the first time. I really like how it turned out and I think she looks pretty cute :]

Now on the the rambling. The rainbows are self explanatory. The sun earring and umbrella are bc they’re related to rainbows. After rainfall the sun comes out and bam rainbow. I tried to make the hair look kinda like rays of sunlight by making it blonde and longer then the og. Eyes blue like the sky. And kinda cloud like shirt. I don’t have a reason for the holes in the sleeves. I drew them in the og one and it looks good so I kept it. I think it shows off her cheerful personality more in the pose this time too :]

every day i suffer in silence

Vent post. I’ll be posting the usual stuff again soon. Long rant under the cut/read more.

I hate when people say that autism or any disorder is a “superpower”, bc it’s not. Being sensitive to noise and getting so overstimulated to the point of having a break down isn’t a “superpower.”

I hate that this world is so unaccommodating for people like me. I have to mask to be liked. I have to put in the work for neurotypical people to be comfortable. I have to force myself to make eye contact. But not too much is bad and too little is also bad. There’s strict rules and standards but they’re always so vague. What’s too much? What’s not enough? I already have my own issues. I don’t have the energy to be masking all the time. But if I don’t I’m “weird” or “rude.”

People also tend to ignore my boundaries or assume I’m ok with things without asking. Like physical contact. So many times people have gotten upset at me bc I don’t like physical contact, or bc I move away bc people are too close. “yOu doNt haVe tO moVe THAT muCh. jEezE.” Or “iTs juSt a hUg, cMon.” Why can’t I have my needs met? Why can’t I have my boundaries respected? Why do I alway have to appease others when they won’t think about how I feel?

Anyway this is getting long. I wanted to talk about how when I shutdown I get very angry about anything and everything. I’m overstimulated and want to have some level of control. Listening to music can help me regain control and calm down. Give It To Me by The Northern Boys is one of my favourite songs and it helps me feel better some how.

Hey, I made art!

This is my first F1 fanart! That one ferrari fashion video broke me, so I drew it lol.

My twitter qrts and replies are constantly full of weirdos but this one made me laugh