Sea, a misnomer for her birth name, is unclassified and often viewed as a misinterpreted mortal for the past twenty five years. She is an optimistic yet cynical realist who occasionally experiences moments of pessimism. As eccentric and dull as she may be, the colors in her mind relentlessly declines the vibrant watercolors that were kissed by spring rains. As her vivacious personality blooms, her daily coordination reflects an imbalance of positivism. As for her goal to reach out to the unreachable, she must allow fairy tales to unfold. She also bathes in her own inadequacies in hopes to replenish her very own hollow heart that pumps to the sound of empty choruses. The walls she built out of tentative hopes has latched on to expectations that are crumbling now. Whilst embarking on a journey with no directions, she must accept the reality of her uncertainties and live humbly. Volatile, she’s fearful and fearless. PCOS-friendly
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My Statistics:
I hope you guys do not judge me, but I'm really trying to change my lifestlye.
Here are my stats as of 06-05-11:
Weight: 281 lbs
Height: 5'4"
BMI: 48.2
BMI Categories:
Underweight = <18.5
Normal weight = 18.5–24.9
Overweight = 25–29.9
Obesity = BMI of 30 or greater
Standard BMI weight for my height: 125-135 lbs.
As you could see that I am obese. It's pitiful, but I reassure you that change will come. If you struggle with weight problems and or body image, I could be your support system. Please, we could help each other out. I am ashamed of how I let the weight pile on, but I am not ashamed of fixing and finding a long-term solution for it.
I'm a book of shielded twists....
I just wanted to inform others that may ever follow me that I tend to be emotionally random. One day I would be melancholy. The day after I would feel apathetic. The following day, I would feel jubilant.
Here are other corresponding emotions I would experience all at random times:
-Discouragement
-Dissatisfaction
-Sorrowful
-Pleased
-Jaunty
-Misfortunate
-Frustrated
-Keened
-Receptiveness
-Enlightened
-Peacefulness
On that given note, I would like to apologize in advance. I'll never have a particular theme/subject that will be relevant to this blog. It's whatever I'm feeling at the given moment. I suppose I'm inclined to a non-routine, in comparison to a fixed schedule. Spontaneity right?
Decipher your "pee" and see what it tells you!
Basically, whenever you go to urinate, check the toilet for the color of your urine.
Remember these 3 easy categories:
Dark yellow color-----> You are not drinking enough water
A light yellow tint-----> You are hydrated (you're good)
Clear----> You are over-dehydrated (it could have it's consequences)
So yeah.....
Fears of losing weight:
I'm scared that if I lose a lot of weight, I will have a lot of excess skin.
I'm hoping I don't become self-absorbent and self-centered
I FEAR that if I'm over-satisfied with extreme weight loss, I believe I would like it so much that I'll try harder to be underweight and maybe develop another weight disorder like bulimia or anorexia.
Why do I ponder such things?
Born Ruffians-Nova Leigh