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Getting back on track after 4 days over eating and overexercising😭My weigh is the same bit my belly hurts and it's so big now.
I'm gonna fast the longest I can til my mom forces me to eat.I need my stomach to be like before .
My limit for the rest of the month is 400-500 cals.And I'll do some light workouts like walking and standing abs.
Fav thinspo💕💕
My lunch
Yesterday's meal I finally ate twice because I was forced to but it was the same quantity so it's okey I guess.
I realized that doing omad in summer break is impossible to me so I'm just gonna ate 2 small meals when I am forced to and the rest of the time omad.
I will start a serious omad and water fasting when school starts,in less than 2 months.
I hope when school starts I will be able to dress this way without feeling ashamed of my body.
I forgot to post these last days.
Here's yesterday meal!
I have also started working out :I did 30min of strenght videos on ytb 10min arms,10min legs and 10min abs.
I want to look like her so bad😭😭
This morning breakfast
0 cals black coffee with 4g stevia
Just showing off the gains and hanging belly and moobs
So a week ago, I mentioned my desire to post more and I haven't done that, how embarrassing :D
Keep reading to find out what I've been up to!
Weight
This week I had a follow up appointment with the Dietician, I saw them a couple of months ago because I had lost a lot of weight when I was stressed out questioning my gender nearly 2 years ago.
It felt wrong to be complaining about being underweight when folks have trouble loosing weight, surely it should be easy for me to put the weight back on, but since I had no idea what I was doing nothing seemed to be working.
With starting feminising HRT last August I had read about fat redistribution, which isn't your fat moving around your body, when your take feminising HRT it instructs your body to store fat in the thighs, bum and hips. I had also read about folks putting on weight so I was hopeful that HRT would just fix everything, I was after all in a good position I basically had no body fat so I didn't need to lose it from those male places.
HRT definitely didn't help me gain weight, I had a 6 month check up with my Endocrinologist, I think they were maybe a little surprised but not concerned that I hadn't put on any weight. But even after my dosage was increased my weight didn't change.
When I saw the dietician the first time the told me that for the majority of the population, it's a good idea to avoid sugar, but for me I wasn't getting enough of it so even though I'd increased the amount of food I was eating it wasn't getting stored away.
They sent me some high calorie recipes for smoothies and milkshakes and I just doubled the amounts. Within 2 months I'd made it back to not only my pre-stress weight but back to the weight I was before I'd started my plant based diet 4 years ago.
I'm having to maintain it now but hopefully I can ease off on the smoothies/milkshakes soon or just reduce the amount I have per day.
HRT Anniversary
As I mentioned above I started HRT in August 2022, specifically the 27th so next Sunday will be my 1 year anniversary!
It almost seems to have gone quickly, the 6 month wait to start HRT seemed to drag on before I was finally able to see my Endocrinologist and get started.
I've got my 1 year check up with the Endocrinologist the week after so I'll probably post a big update then.
Japan 2020
3 years ago I visited Japan for 2 weeks, the last week of Feb and the first week of March, I seem to remember there was something else quite big that happened around that time.
On the half empty flight back to the UK, I started writing a diary of my travels, I got to day 5 then left myself a list of bullet points to fill in later...
Whoopsie, I'm going to try and fill in the rest of it from what I can remember, the photos I took and my Google Timeline. So look forward to those posts interspersed with Twitch live notifications.
Robyn ❤
This #pose it looks so easy but is one of the most #hard #balance pose that I ever did. A lot of #weight in your fist, your #obliques #workout a lot for balance your #partner and you feel her #knees bones in your #back. It’s hard but is one of my favorite pose. #acroyoga #academialifeclub #acro #acrobatics #acrobat #acrobata #gymlife #yogachallenge #friends #acroyogachallenge #love #acroyogaportugal #lovemylife (at Academia Life Club - Santos)
Don’t be afraid to suffer—take your heaviness /and give it back to the earth’s own weight; / the mountains are heavy, the oceans are heavy.
Rainer Maria Rilke, from The Poetry of Rilke, Sonnets to Orpheus (via bookmania)
I just want to hear:" Have you lost weight?"
CALORIES CAN NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY.
UNDERWEIGHT AKA PERFECT BODY
Reason to be thin
ALL OF THE GUYS WILL WANT YOU.