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Fears Of Losing Weight:
Fears of losing weight:
I'm scared that if I lose a lot of weight, I will have a lot of excess skin.
I'm hoping I don't become self-absorbent and self-centered
I FEAR that if I'm over-satisfied with extreme weight loss, I believe I would like it so much that I'll try harder to be underweight and maybe develop another weight disorder like bulimia or anorexia.
Why do I ponder such things?
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tomietomtom:
shattered..
Blah, I'm about to ramble on. But here's a screen shot of a photo I took:
If I ever had a child (which is unpredictable), I would name her Nova Leigh! I guess I have to give credit and massive props to the fine young fellers from the Born Ruffians.
Oh, and just to notify you, I have this weird obsession with Luka's (Luke Lalonde) voice and his stature. Since the past two years, I've rediscovered my musical temperament and instruments.
Sigh, and when I was listening to my daily playlist on youtube (I prefer to see people visually instead of just hearing the song on my itunes), I had to pause their music video Nova Leigh towards the end (I got a business phone call). And I guess I'm not one to who gets "weirded out", but then as soon as I tried to resume the video, I noticed the still image of where it was paused. Ummm, I loved the fact that they used a kaleidoscopic-type of theme for the video. But I found it quite challenging to come up with an explanation; thinking about the creation of humans and the "what if's" about them. What if we all had different anatomical/physical features and so on? Obviously this photo depicts a world of cyclopes with cleft palettes, no nose, one eyebrow and only having one large ear.
Weird huh? What do you guys think? What if humans were meant to look like this? We all would be beautiful! But a part of me says, if this was the norm of society, the way humans look now would reenact the same response I had when I saw this. My whole point is that there should not be any judgments geared towards someones' facial features. Your appearance and insecurities should all be irrelevant. Us humans should focus on living a more wholesome life and not be victimized by society's standards. Needless to say, Luka is still a hand-sum-fine-nee-cutie-luscious-beauty! :)
sheranyahornyforfood:
… now :(
