Sea, a misnomer for her birth name, is unclassified and often viewed as a misinterpreted mortal for the past twenty five years. She is an optimistic yet cynical realist who occasionally experiences moments of pessimism. As eccentric and dull as she may be, the colors in her mind relentlessly declines the vibrant watercolors that were kissed by spring rains. As her vivacious personality blooms, her daily coordination reflects an imbalance of positivism. As for her goal to reach out to the unreachable, she must allow fairy tales to unfold. She also bathes in her own inadequacies in hopes to replenish her very own hollow heart that pumps to the sound of empty choruses. The walls she built out of tentative hopes has latched on to expectations that are crumbling now. Whilst embarking on a journey with no directions, she must accept the reality of her uncertainties and live humbly. Volatile, she’s fearful and fearless. PCOS-friendly
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Hopes Are Usually False...
Hopes are usually false...
That is certainly accurate for my situations.
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I'm a book of shielded twists....
I just wanted to inform others that may ever follow me that I tend to be emotionally random. One day I would be melancholy. The day after I would feel apathetic. The following day, I would feel jubilant.
Here are other corresponding emotions I would experience all at random times:
-Discouragement
-Dissatisfaction
-Sorrowful
-Pleased
-Jaunty
-Misfortunate
-Frustrated
-Keened
-Receptiveness
-Enlightened
-Peacefulness
On that given note, I would like to apologize in advance. I'll never have a particular theme/subject that will be relevant to this blog. It's whatever I'm feeling at the given moment. I suppose I'm inclined to a non-routine, in comparison to a fixed schedule. Spontaneity right?
Born Ruffians-Nova Leigh
It's currently 2:33 and I'm five hours past due for sleeping. There goes another wasted session of nightly dreaming.
Curse you insomnia!
Fears of losing weight:
I'm scared that if I lose a lot of weight, I will have a lot of excess skin.
I'm hoping I don't become self-absorbent and self-centered
I FEAR that if I'm over-satisfied with extreme weight loss, I believe I would like it so much that I'll try harder to be underweight and maybe develop another weight disorder like bulimia or anorexia.
Why do I ponder such things?
tomietomtom:
shattered..
