I Used To Be 4n4 2021-2023 But Since R3cover1ng Its Morphed Into B3d And M14, And Im Finding It Soso

i used to be 4n4 2021-2023 but since ‘r3cover1ng’ it’s morphed into b3d and m14, and i’m finding it soso hard to come to terms with that rn. busy ch3w1ng sp1t cookies rn 🩷

okay i’ve had 1400c today, with no b / p !! i think what i’m gonna have to do this time around is slowly reduce my intake to prevent b1ng3s, bcs i rlly don’t want to go too deep into m1a.

also this kind of healthy defecit amount is rlly helping me mentally rn bcs i am struggling with both r3c0very and r3l4pse thoughts atm which means i feel guilty no matter what i do yay !!

the $po keeping me going rn.

something worth mentioning about eds

i cant wear my belt that tight anymore. i always liked to have it tight as secure but now it has to be rather loose because my hip b0nes lack cushioning. because of how muh we'ght ive lost, and im not even vnderwe'ght yet, my hips poke out too much that my belt is uncomfortable and pa'nful.

just another reason to r3cover if you're considering it

bl4ck c4t 🐈‍⬛⋆𐙚₊˚𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.

★ tw 3d content (request) meooow. bl4ck c4ts might be seen as unlucky but thats so untrue and i hate everyone who claims as such. no offense.

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guidelines:

🐈‍⬛ - wear pretty jewelry or ribbons around your throat, waist, wrist, or anywhere you’d like to decorate. dress in lots of black, with soft fabrics

🐈‍⬛ - emulate c4t behaviors. this is very vague. perhaps you’ll lounge around, or maybe you’ll get the zoomies and race in circles in your kitchen

🐈‍⬛ - time your meals! like those c4t food dispensers

🐈‍⬛ - drink lots of fluids. water, milk, etc

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spo:

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meals:

in the morning, have a glass of milk or a dairy free alternative. if desired it can be chocolate milk, strawberry milk, or any flavor. try mixing cocoa powder and sweetener into your milk!

with one of your fuller meals, have some type of meat or fish.

repeat your morning drink in the evening, or at least some variation of milk.

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credits: photos from 📌, disclaimer im not a medical professional, the meal ideas aren’t what you should be eating exactly theyre just inspiration for what you can do with w/e budget you assign yourself, this isnt long term, blah blah blah.

let me put on a show for you daddy ♱