B1ng3 Purg3 - Tumblr Posts
Real tbh
Every time I eat it hurts.
Like it hurts way more than a period cramp.
It hurts way way wayyy more than beaing hungry.
Like I'm not just talking mental pain this shi is physical I know I should see a specialist because this is not normal but it's motivating.
i used to be 4n4 2021-2023 but since ‘r3cover1ng’ it’s morphed into b3d and m14, and i’m finding it soso hard to come to terms with that rn. busy ch3w1ng sp1t cookies rn 🩷
okay i’ve had 1400c today, with no b / p !! i think what i’m gonna have to do this time around is slowly reduce my intake to prevent b1ng3s, bcs i rlly don’t want to go too deep into m1a.
also this kind of healthy defecit amount is rlly helping me mentally rn bcs i am struggling with both r3c0very and r3l4pse thoughts atm which means i feel guilty no matter what i do yay !!