Your F/O Says "I Love You,"

Your F/O says "I love you,"

and also not to forget they wanna cuddle you later...

I think they mentioned dreaming about you? Like you were in their dreams last night? Or maybe it was like a daydream or something? Maybe they just think you're dreamy Idk... Anyway you should've seen the look on their face when your name came up... They totally had those little stars in their eyes... I'm telling you they're like head over heels for you...

Having some issues with depression and bad thoughts so I'll write something. Hopefully it helps.

TW: Mentions of depression and su!cidal thoughts.

You're crying in the bathroom since you don't want to wake your f/o. The thoughts have gotten really bad.

You're ugly.

You're stupid.

You're useless.

You're a bother for everyone.

You'll never pass high school.

You'll never get your dream job.

You just want to die.

You just want to stop being alive altogether.

You sob and sniff and you know you're not even a pretty crier like in all those tv shows, movies and animes. You try to be quiet but your f/o opens the door of the bathroom, having heard you and just silently moves over to hold you tightly but gently against their chest. They just let you cry while they rub your hair and back, sometimes also kissing the top of your head softly.

You just cry and cry and they stay with you, comforting you because they know it's what you need. No words. No nothing. Just the feeling that someone for once is seeing you at your weakest and stays with you because they genuinely care. They're not gonna leave like everyone else did.

Imagine, after a rough day, you come home to your f/o, who can obviously tell you're upset. They tell you to go take a bath or shower to relax yourself. You do just that.

Once you get out, there's a nest of blankets on the bed, your favorite drink on the bedstand and your favorite movie on the TV, all that's needed is to press play.

Your f/o comes in a few seconds later, bowl of popcorn in their hand, ready to give you a good night to make up for the day before.

Have you ever imagine, ever wished with your whole heart you could just leave everything behind and actual be with your beloved f/o.

Like falling asleep during the current life you have and wake up the next in a whole different setting. A whole different life. A life you wished to have, a life filled with peace, a life with f/o. All your worries, stress, triggers…they are gone.

You can breath, feel free to be you and get the support of the f/o’s you hold dear as your friends and/or family. They listen and accept any thing about you. They wouldnt let you fall the moment you made a mistake or showed a flaw. Them and f/o will be really there for you❤️

Because school is starting soon, and has started for some, here’s a reminder:

YOUR F/O DOES NOT THINK YOU ARE STUPID.

They know that the school system does not take those with disabilities/mental illnesses/different types of learners into account.

Howdy if you're anything like me and struggle with asking for things/asking for help because you're afraid of being a burden to others please think of telling your QP/Familial/Romantic/Platonic f/os about this issue when you feel brave enough (or maybe they work it out for themselves?) and them memorizing this.

Think of them proactively asking if they can do something for you, always careful to reassure you in the same breath that they don't mind because they know your own mind might try and implant the idea that they do.

Think of them saying, "Can I get that for you? I don't mind."

Or, "Oh, I'm already up, would you like me to take care of that?"

Also please think of them telling you how proud they are of you for opening your mouth and asking for help/a favor when you feel comfortable enough to do so!!!

They really are proud of you for trusting them so much, for believing that they don't see you as a burden and that they're happy to help!

It's a small thing but. It means a lot to me and I reckon it would mean a lot to some of y'all too ♡