Do I Prefer Scars Solid Concrete Lumps Cemented In My Skin Do I Prefer Pits Of Agony Burns Flaring Up

Do I prefer scars Solid concrete lumps Cemented in my skin Do I prefer pits of agony Burns flaring up like wounds Reminiscing the neglected past Fueling scarred minds Do I prefer sadness It comes in blurry fogs of winter Cool to my skin A freeze down the spine Breaking cold hearts in icicles Do I prefer the ruthlessness of a mad man That hid his gentleness In the drone of his bones Because he needs it When life cradles him rather harsher than one too many yesterdays. - Manaalficient. . . . . . . . . #writersofinstagram #writing #writersofig #writingcommunity #wordsofwisdom #wordporn #wordgasm #wordstoliveby #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetsofig #poetry #poetryisnotdead #positivevibes #quotestoliveby #potd #qotd #quoteoftheday #lifequotes #lovequotes #sadquotes #relationshipgoals #tumblr #relationshipquotes #tumblrquotes #blogger #spilledink #instaquote #writerstag #thoughtfvl (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAAzlOFFnMN/?igshid=jsex04f3khca

Do I prefer sadness

It comes in blurry fogs of winter

Cool to my skin

A freeze down the spine.

- @Manaalficient

Ever felt so calm that it clipped you to your vulnerability. You feel yourself untie with the necessities that bound you with life. All this while you were restless to feel at home. This calmness, this calmness is your home. This calmness is your true self.

- @Manaalficient

I've planted seeds where flowers don't bloom. Screamed profanities in agony and secretly expecting soothing echoes to hug my tired lungs. Put out my wildfire to fit into oil lamps of sad lovers'. My silent breath felt like sirens going off in my head warning me to stop giving myself away pulse by pulse. To not let being selfless mean my own sacrifice and buckets and tubs of oceans aren't worth spilling over dead forests. // @Manaalficient

Clear your mind here

"Such is your love My Rabb You love me in my ruins And build me up like a pillar Tears stream down my face While you rinse my heart Troubles gravitate my Head down towards you And you uplift it like it is a speck of dust I caress my wounds But you cause it to soothe I lost hope in everything good You gave me faith in a better life I've felt many a times worthless But you've never loved me any less." - Manaalficient . . . . . . . . . #writersofinstagram #writing #writersofig #writingcommunity #wordsofwisdom #wordporn #wordgasm #wordstoliveby #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetsofig #poetry #poetryisnotdead #positivevibes #quotestoliveby #potd #qotd #quoteoftheday #lifequotes #lovequotes #sadquotes #relationshipgoals #tumblr #relationshipquotes #tumblrquotes #blogger #spilledink #instaquote #writerstag #thoughtfvl (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_8fbp3BJwC/?igshid=1805tajfslfwx