I Understand Now How People Can Suddenly Believe And Not Believe. The Faiths Fades In And It Fades Out.

I understand now how people can suddenly believe and not believe. The faiths fades in and it fades out. We make a decision and that decision affects everything.

Sometimes, I think the stories of old were just used to explain the complicated simply. It was about the delicate balances of the world and we just use different stories to describe it, but ultimately we were trying to say the same thing.

Why is it the more I read the Bible or think about God, the less I wanna be considered Christian?

I'm the most bored from 1 am to 7 am because no one is awake. And I am wide awake and wanna talk until dawn.

If I combust, it's because my soul wants to create but there's a dam where my spirit meets my brain.

I miss having an intelligent conversation with someone. It makes me feel less alone.