If Stuntmen From The Old Movies Dont Have Your Full Respect Then I Just Dont Know What To Say To You

If Stuntmen from the old movies don’t have your full respect then I just don’t know what to say to you

Disappointment

tsukishima angst

word count: 2180

tsukishima loves you and is sure you love him too.

tags: @tsukkislyre

The sun is beginning to set as practice is wrapping up. Although he hates to admit it, he knows he’ll miss cleaning up after practice once he graduates. He smiles to himself, looking around to make sure no one noticed. His eyes land on you leaning against the rail on the second floor, watching the boys clean up. You catch his eye and return his smile, momentarily making him forget what he was supposed to be doing. You raise an eyebrow, shooting him a questioning look. He brushes it off and shrugs, making you laugh to yourself. In all these years he still liked to keep a front around the boys. You leave your spot to meet Tsukishima and help him clean.

“You don’t have to help, you know?”

You follow him around, helping him as you go. “I’m here, aren’t I? It’s the least I can do.” You nudge his side with your elbow. He rolls his eyes and looks at you.

“You’re still coming over right?”

It was your turn to roll your eyes. “Uh…duh. I can’t let you study alone or else you’ll end up getting a better grade than me. I can’t let that happen.”

“Oh, come on, you’ll do just fine if you study on your own.”

“So, you’re uninviting me now?” You jab his side with your elbow a little harsher this time.

He huffs slightly and returns the jab, not nearly as hard as yours. You were easily able to dodge it. “I’m not uninviting you, I’m just saying you’re smart.”

“Wow, is the Tsukishima Kei complimenting me?” You fan yourself as you lean against his side.

He pushes you off, sarcastically laughing. “Keep it up and I will uninvite you.”

You straighten out and laugh, a sound so wonderful to Tsukishima he forgot what the conversation was about. “Okay okay, I give. Let’s hurry up so we can start walking home.”

Tsukishima never missed the way you referred to his house as home, as if it was your home. He hid his smile as he finished cleaning and gathering his things, which you had mostly done for him as he was busy.

Leaving the gym with bags slung over your shoulders and snacking on protein bars, because that’s all Tsukishima carried, you quietly made your way to his home. There was a comfortable silence that had settled around the both of you, the sounds of your shoes hitting the pavement becoming white noise to your thoughts.

Graduation day was approaching, and fast. It’s no surprise both of you were thinking.

You and Tsukishima Kei had been friends through most of high school. He had introduced himself to you when no one else would approach you because you were the new kid. To those who knew Tsukishima knew this was out of character for him, but he thought it’d be the perfect chance to befriend someone who had no idea he had a blunt personality-that maybe…just maybe…he could completely lower his guard around you.

He could’ve done that with anyone else, even Yamaguchi, but he felt he needed to keep up his uninterested façade to those who were already in his life. However, with you…it was different. He couldn’t quite explain what he was feeling the moment you crossed the threshold of stranger to potential friend, couldn’t think of a word for the emotions swirling in his chest but he knew it was a good feeling. And he was right. He never regretted making the first move. He knows he can be intimidating and assumed you wouldn’t talk to him unless being spoken to first. So, he had asked Yamaguchi to invite you to sit with them for lunch, knowing full well Tadashi is approachable and welcoming. Who wouldn’t adore him?

And you agreed to Tadashi’s request, joining him and Tsukishima for lunch. After that your friendship with the two snowballed into what it was now. It was hard not to befriend them. You and Tsukishima had a few things in common, such as music and, although you may not love his other interests, you genuinely loved hearing him talk about them. You weren’t much into sports but you were always there to support him in volleyball. You were there throughout all three years. Whether you both studied for exams together or you showed up to his practices and matches, your presence was constant and your support was unwavering.

Eventually, Tsukishima figured out the feelings you brought out in him was love, or at the very least… a crush. He definitely felt something for you, and it was more than platonic love. He knew he wanted more than friendship. He knew it because when you were down, you sought him out for comfort and vice versa. He no longer held emotions in, no longer bottled them up and stored them to be dealt with later. He went to you for comfort. You’d both hold each other until the other stopped crying, until the tears had dried and only a trail was left behind. You were both there to brush those tears away, never letting the other do it alone.

Then there were the moments full of joy. Where the happiness was overflowing and infectious that the other could only smile and join in. Tsukishima had a habit of picking you up and spinning you around if he was overjoyed. Those moments didn’t occur often but that only made them more special and endearing. It was like you were walking on clouds, as cliché as that sounds. Tsukishima could only admire as you smiled and laughed, a sound so pure it made angels jealous. Your laugh was contagious and there was nothing left to do but to join you. You’d both laugh until your faces were red and your ribs hurt from laughing, cheeks aching from smiling. You had never seen his face show such unbridled happiness. He looked like a kid again.

That’s not to say you didn’t fight. There were occasional disagreements, albeit silly ones now that Tsukishima thinks back. Most, if not all, were his fault. He could be incredibly blunt and sometimes he took the bantering a bit too far, but at the end of the day you knew he never meant it. You just needed reassurance sometimes…the same way he needed reassurance from you.

He had shown you how vulnerable he could really be, and like always…your were there. He knew you’d be there, but he too needed to hear you say you would remain at his side forever. You promised him time and time again that you’d always be there. And you’d pull him into your arms and kiss the top of his head.

He’s pulled away from his memories of you after hearing you speak. He didn’t quite catch what you said though.

“Did you say something?”

You hum. “I said…can you believe we’re close to graduating?”

He shakes his head as he glances up at the sky, which was now a pale blue. “It’s hard to believe.” He swallows nervously, thinking that now would be the perfect time to confess. He’s always wanted to confess but never thought there was a right time. But here you are now, both alone. It was peaceful, save for the few birds and your footsteps.

“Tsukki…what’s up? You usually make a quip about how emotional I am and that ‘it’s only high school’.” You continue walking, not paying attention to how nervous Tsukishima was.

He stops walking and tugs at your sleeve, bringing you to a halt. “I can’t hold it in anymore.”

“Tsukki, we’re almost home. Can’t you just wait to use the restroom?”

His cheeks flush a shade of pink in embarrassment, not thinking you’d take it that way. He covers his face with his hand to hide the fact that he’s blushing. “I don’t mean it like that…”

“Then…how?” You sense his nerves, and you reach forward to place your hand on his arm in an attempt to comfort him.

He sighs and keeps his face covered, knowing he’d lose the slightest amount of confidence he had if he looks you in the eyes. He was sure you felt the same way as him. There was no reason for you not to, not when you hugged him as if he was going to dissolve if you let go.

“I have feelings for you…and I want to be more than…friends.” He could barely get the last word out, feeling as if he was suffocating. His face felt incredibly hot and he wanted the ground to open up and swallow him. He doesn’t recall ever feeling this embarrassed.

Oh Tsukishima, you should have kept your mouth shut.

You didn’t know what to say. The hand you had on his arm falls to your side. You were stunned into silence, blankly staring at the person in front of you. Were your ears ringing with his confession?

“More than friends. More than friends. More than friends.”

It keeps echoing in your mind. Tsukishima liked you? Had you led him on? You just wanted to be a caring friend.

Tsukishima understands your silence and slowly steps away from you. He recalls this feeling of disappointment before. Although it seems that heartbreak might be a tinge worse. He was so sure you’d reciprocate his feelings. How could you not?

He had been so sure.

You broke your silence.

“I’m sorry Tsukki. I just…I don’t like you like that.”

His heart squeezes as you call him by his nickname, however it was now accompanied by a sour taste on his tongue. He felt like running so fast his chest would burn. Maybe then he’d have a reason to cry…over a burning, exerted heart.

As you watched his expression contort into one of anger, or most likely, disappointment, your eyes welled with tears. You were always emotional after all. You knew you were putting this friendship at risk. Would he be able to forgive you? Could he move past this? How long had he felt this way? You hoped that it wasn’t for long.

But if only you knew that the feelings you evoked appeared the moment he saw you and that they only grew stronger with each passing memory the two of you created.

“I’m sorry too.” His voice was rough with emotions he was withholding, and you could see that his eyes were glazed over with unfallen tears.

“Are we-”

He raises a hand, silencing you. “I’m going to need time.”

You could only nod, afraid that if you spoke, you’d break him even more.

Without another word, he left. You watch his figure get smaller as he walks further away. You can’t help but feel the dull ache in your chest grow with every step he takes.

You’d give him the time and space he needed because that’s all the comfort you can offer him. You walk in the opposite direction, heading to your house. Unfortunately, you can’t stop the tears that begin to fall. Some land on your shoes and some hit the ground. You know it isn’t fair for you to cry…not when you are the rejecter.

Tsukishima, the rejected, is holding in his tears. He won’t let people see him cry. He slips into his house quietly, having taken off his shoes outside so as to not make any noise. With his shoes in hand, he makes his way to his room, mouth set into a thin line. He rids himself of his backpack, gym bag, and shoes and gets into bed. For once, he doesn’t want to listen to music. He didn’t think it would make him feel better. So, he clutches his pillow and lets the tears fall freely. He doesn’t know why but he’s never felt so anguished. His chest feels hollow and he doesn’t know how to fix it.

In a situation like this, you’d be the person he reached out to. Who could he reach out to now? Who would hold him and wipe the tears away? He lets out a bitter laugh, realizing he’s now the one overreacting. You yourself quoted him.

It’s only high school.

So why was he feeling an immense amount of despair, like no matter how hard he tried to swim to the top he knew he wasn’t going to be able to take that first breath upon breaking the surface. So, he had no choice but to continue holding his breath and wait it out. In other words, he was going to have to suck it up as he was so accustomed to doing.

And yet, he’s clutching his pillow so hard his knuckles are turning white. The tears continue to flow as he grieves his loss. You were still here, and he knew you were going to try to make things seem as normal as possible…but he wasn’t so sure he’d be able to move on. Not when he had been so confident that you had felt the same way.

Perhaps you wouldn’t be in his life forever, maybe…just maybe, disappointment is the constant in his life.

their s/o has crush on an anime character

CHARACTERS: kageyama + kenma + kuroo + sakusa + (gn!reader)

REQUEST: your celebrity crush headcanons made me think about this one hehe. so, you're not too busy could i request how would kenma, kuroo, sakusa and kageyama react to their s/o having a crush in a anime character?? as in never missing an episode, buying merch, etc... hope you're having a great day! • by anonymous

WARNINGS: kuroo's is a lil suggestive but barely

NOTES: idk how i feel about these skdfgh

★ kageyama would not understand your obsession whatsoever, he'd always just watch you blankly as you rush to get your snacks and everything before each episode, as you freak out to buy new merch you find online, as you practically bounce in your seat with a smile as you watch them on screen. at first he gets offended and pouts–– "i'm right here you know." but eventually he learns to just let you be (bc there's no helping you). he'll buy merch for you and he'll "watch" the episodes with you (rly he just sits there on his phone but the company is nice), he'll even buy little toys and keychains if he sees them in the store for you. but when he's with you, sometimes he'll lead you elsewhere in the store if he sees the character anywhere––he doesn't wanna stay for hours in there. he'll probably distract you with food.

★ kenma doesn't really mind your crush––they're a fictional character, it's fine. he honestly loves hearing you talk about the show because your face lights up and you look so cute, but if you start thirsting over the character with him, he may get silent and just let you talk, subtly drowning you out, or he'll change the topic of conversation. he can't help it, he may get a teeny tiny bit jealous sometimes, but he just plops his head in your lap or wraps his arms around you while he plays on his switch and it's all good.

★ kuroo pretends to be offended but he's not really, he's just joking around, a smirk on his face as he watches you, leaning against the wall as you watch the tv mesmerized. "should i be worried that you're thirsting over a 2d character?" you tell him to shut up and he just cackles, "love you too kitten." he honestly just watches you with a fond smile when you're "in the zone" and may place a hand on your waist to hold you close when he's watching with you, you always mindlessly melt into his side and he loves it. he likes to fluster you though, sometimes he'll just pull you in for a deep kiss and when you try to go further he just pulls away with a cheeky smile, "no don't let me distract you kitten, keep watching."

★ sakusa would most likely leave the room when you're watching your show sdkghj. he really doesn't have anything to say and he'd rather not watch you fawn over an animated character. as soon as the episode is over though he comes back in, throws you over his shoulder and brings you to the bedroom to cuddle, his head on your stomach while you play with his hair (he needs his precious quality time with you). he's not too bothered he's just not really interested, but he'll buy you merch and he's aware of your schedule (when the episodes come out). but as soon as you start talking about your crush, he walks away.

miss ma'am, thank you for serving us a tsukki angst fic 😘

miss girl, you’re very welcome 😌

I will be passing away tyvm 🥵

Kai as your boyfriend

- headcanons for the stans

The Beginnings:

I think he’d ask you out on a date pretty soon after meeting you, no dilly-dallying with this man

He’d be so excited at the thought of going out with you, he wouldn’t have the patience to wait

He would definitely be nervous, he’d probably talk to Kyungsoo for advice

The first date would be something super sweet and simple, visiting a park or some kind of nature reserve, maybe a picnic omgkskg

After dating a while:

Would adopt a dog with you lmao

I think gifts would be his love-language, he’s always giving you flowers or teddy bears, jewellery sometimes to treat you

But if you got him a little present he’d like, sob, he’d be so happy and overwhelmed

You’d definitely have a really affectionate relationship, lots of cuddles, naps together, soft pda

Speaking of naps, naps with Kai would be elite. He’d probably be the big spoon, or he’d love you lying on his chest

Living together would be a simple life, like living in an ASMR video

Kissing Kai would be soft and plushy, look at his lips

But when man is horny, he’s a lip biter, and a neck biter, he’ll bite everywhere hehe

Oh yeah for your anniversary, as I said his love-language is gifts, so you will be spoilt

You’d both plan the perfect date, maybe a weekend away. Whatever you decide to do, he will treat you like royalty

He is sexy you will never be able to stop looking at him

Habits and other shit:

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He’s taken an interest in your soul and decides to make you a deal; if you win…you get your vessel back.