This Is A Vent Post Because I Am Upset And Kinda Just Wanna Rant About It.

This is a vent post because I am upset and kinda just wanna rant about it.

Tw: vent under the cut

I have come to the conclusion that I am no good at art and I want to accept that. I don't want to try anymore because I am dissatisfied with every attempt and outcome. And with those thoughts causing such an upset, I think I'm not good enough with my writing or anything else I might be good at. I depend on others opinions of my work and it sucks because I can't truly be happy with something unless someone shows happiness with it. Anyway that's the end of this rant for now.

My ouran fic is making me so sad rn oml! I promise, I'll upload it here when I finish the third chapter for it! If you want to read it though its on my quotev and my wattpad.

OML this is so cute!!! I love how soft it looks i could just lay on it!

i did a thing :D

I too love bratty men

i love bratty men

THE WRITING STRUCTURE AND CHARACTERIZATION OF IRENE OML!! I COULD FEEL THE MYSTERIOUSNESS JUST SEEPING!!

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Child Of Wisdom, Legacy of the Dreams

irene lore, twst x pjo

in which the prefect has kept a secret from her friends, a rather godly one, to say.

character: irene lovejoy (aka the prefect), grim, ace, deuce

content: greek mythology and its questionable lore, monster attacks, weapons, it's PJO what do you expect (spoilers)

to ace and deuce, the prefect was a rather peculiar person.

it was not the fact that her being a girl enrolled and was studying at NRC, a all-boys private college. no, it was because there was just something that never made sense about her.

for starters, she had this aura around her that made everyone, especially those who interacted with her feel a strange kind of inferiority, as if she wasn't entirely human. no one could ever put a finger on it, however.

her appearance was another mystery they had yet to solve. she was tall, taller than both of them by a couple centimetres, and rather athletic-looking. she had a light tan complexion which glinted nicely in the sun. her hair was ink black with a single streak of white framing the left side of her face. at first, they thought it was dyed as a fashion choice, but when they asked her about it, the prefect only chuckled and left.

deuce didn't know if his eyes had problems, he was sure as hell didn't. sometimes when he stared at the prefect's eyes for long enough, he swore he saw the sea green slowly bled into a startling shade of grey, like storm clouds rumbling in the rain. pretty, but intimidating, too, as if she was analysing the best way to throw headmaster crowley off of his throne.

ace didn't know how the prefect did it, but she had somehow renovated ramshackle dorm into what seemed to be a pantheon by the time school's festival and the vdc approached. everyone was pleasantly surprised to see the simple yet intricate designs of the marble walls and the detailed paintings on the ceilings, and the marvellous library filled to the brim with books in english and a language they didn't recognise. housewarden vil commended her creative mind and efforts nonetheless.

the prefect was indeed strange. she was seen with the owls surrounding her serene laughing figure, as she treated each owl with such care that could only rival jade leech's obsession with mushrooms and nature. she sacrificed the best part of her dinner to the hearth that always burn brightly in ramshackle's living room. and someone swore they saw her with a bronze sword running into the forests, but they could never provide any evidence afterwards.

that was what ace and deuce got from their observation. it didn't make much sense to them, but they wouldn't want to pry, no matter how curious they were. they trusted the prefect, and the prefect trusted them. she would tell them one day, right?

... right?

my brain decided to give up early, so here's half of the lore for yguys :) reblogs are very appreciated!

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I will shake you to!!!/pos

Me and the geese wish to partake in the mutual bingo!!