How Would Ando Deal With The Existencal Horror Of His Brother Never Ever Letting Him Die?

How would ando deal with the existencal horror of his brother never ever letting him die?

¡A question related to one of the central points of the AU! (OoO)

Happy and conflicted because answering your question would be a kind of spoiler, but maybe I can answer part of it in a different way (ouo)/

¡Here it goes!~

As I mentioned before, Ando is still not aware of what his brother did to him to bring him back, and even less that his brother has him tied to life for "a reason" that I have yet to draw <(ouo)>

(That also includes how Ando would react to knowing this, sorry.)

But what I can say is that whatever the lamb has done will have consequences.

Both for him and for Ando.

At some point, I will talk more about this, but for now, this is all (owo)

¡Thanks for asking, and sorry for the wait! (>//<)/

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Why did the lamb specifically choose to revive Ando out of all its other family members and why in particular was the drive so strong that he'd go out of his way to both spend x amount of years to revive them and also ensure they never die again?

We enter spolieeers!!!

But hey, I got excited about this question, so I'll answer it (ouo)

I'll leave out a couple things though, okay?

The lamb did not have to choose anyone; of all his blood relatives, he only had Ando. And in his head, the others didn't matter.

That makes him sound like someone very cold towards others, but one has to understand that over the years, the lamb no longer felt the same way about the people who once helped him survive. To him, the others were now only vague memories of a past life.

With the exception of Ando.

Although, for a long period of time, Ando was also just a blurry face of a memory repressed deep in his head. A nostalgic voice that the lamb only remembered in his most depressing moments.

This was due to Narinder.

I won't go into details, but there was a moment during his confrontation with Shamura that the lamb finally strongly remembered his older brother.

And he felt as if he had abandoned his familiar for years and years of arduous service to a deity who… ¿meant everything to him?

¿Do you understand where I'm going?

As for why the lamb made sure Ando couldn't die again, that's something I'd like to explore in another post.

So for now, this is all I can share.

But thank you for asking (ouo)/

Is Ando aware of how long he's been dead for? Does he miss his previous life/family members? Does he have any recollection of what it's like to dead/the afterlife?

Sorry for all the questions I'm just super curious.

It's okay (ouo)

I'm happy to answer, but I think I'm going to have to leave out some things because some of the answers to your questions are things that I want to see separately in future posts.

So if you're okay with that, here I go...

¿Is Ando aware of how long he's been dead?

Like a newly resurrected person, Ando felt the shock of time as soon as he was aware of where he was, who he was with, and how vulnerable he felt at that moment (by "vulnerable,” I mean naked, okay?). But he still isn't aware of how long he's been dead or why his brother is so insistent on his company when he previously remembered him as more independent.

Eventually, he will find out.

¿Does he miss his previous life/family members?

As strange as it may seem, Ando does feel a certain nostalgia for his previous life. However, it is not as if he wanted to continue trying to reach the sea, exposing his life alongside a group that, although it helped him with his survival, could also have easily abandoned them to him and his brother at the slightest feeling of uselessness.

It's just that Ando, like a sheep who has done everything to prove useful in the most extreme situations, would feel somewhat displaced when he finds himself in this new situation where his "usefulness" is not so necessary. He would see how his younger brother is more proactive, leading a group of different species that move and work in almost family harmony. And while he would also seek to help, he would always have “that something” that made him feel out of place.

So yes, he would miss his previous life a little, where he at least felt useful.

As for his family… that will be a story I will tell another day.

¿Does he have any recollection of what it's like to dead/the afterlife?

I will see this at some point in a future publication, but what I can say is that just as Ando does not have any memory of his death, this one would not have any memory related to the afterlife either.

Besides… it's possible that he didn't even get to be there.

Although I think I already answered too much with that last one. Hehehe.

Anyway, that would be all I could say, at least so far (owo)

¡Thanks for asking!

How does Ando feel about the other cult members. Does he have any he likes or dislikes?

Speaking from a general perspective, Ando feels that most of the cult members are quite kind to him, although he also senses some displeasure towards him from some of the younger members. Maybe because they see him as a fake who claims to be a sheep but who does not preach the word of the lamb. But apart from that, he feels that they are good people who received the opportunity to live a new life thanks to his younger brother, so at least on the surface, he gets along relatively well with them.

Although the lamb disagrees a little with the idea that all its members are “good people”.

As for whether Ando likes any or not, that falls a bit into the spoilers area, but I would say yes. Ando will have someone he will like and someone he will fear.

I think I don't have to hide who that last one would be (ouo)