Skz - Your Body Insecurity Gets Bad While Cuddling

skz - your body insecurity gets bad while cuddling

pairing: chan x gn!reader, changbin x gn!reader, felix x fem!reader warnings: hurt/comfort, some crack in felix', descriptions of body-insecurity summary: your boyfriend notices that you are insecure while cuddling and knows just how to help you get through it word count: 1.5k

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Bang Chan, 565 words

Channie noticed your discomfort almost immediately. Of course he did - he knew you better than you knew yourself sometimes. He would take note of the way your eyebrows would scrunch up a pinch. He would feel your muscles tensing under his body. You didn't try to pull away, not wanting him to realize that your thoughts were torturing you once again, but his perception of your tiniest shuffle was out of this world - so he knew how you felt, even without you saying it out loud.

"Wait, let's sit up real quick, baby", he loosened his touch around your body, helping you get into a more comfortable sitting-position. His hands were still hovering on your arms, his fingers ghosting over the small hairs that were all over them. His eyes found yours. And while his were shining with love, yours were full of sadness - the tears threatening to escape if you looked at him for a second too long. "Channie?", you put one of your hands over his, slowly removing his hold of your arms. "I can't help but feel like I don't deserve to be with someone as-", you stammered, "-someone as beautiful as you." Your eyes deviated from his, looking at your lap in shame.

The man in front of you asked you to look at him again, his voice barely more than a whisper, "May I touch you, baby?" You nodded, not trusting your voice. Chan put one of his warm hands on your cheek, holding it there until you leaned into it unconsciously. "Whenever you lean into me like that, it shows me that you trust me as much as I trust you. That you feel as comfortable around me as you can." A tear rolled down your cheek. It landed on your lips, tasting salty. You didn't mind.

"Can I touch your hips?", he asked. You nodded again, trying to hold in the rest of the tears that were about to fall. His hands slid down your waist and stopped on your hips. You barely felt the touch, your eyes never leaving his. "I love holding you here when we dance. It's like my hands were made to hold you - like I was made to hold you." Your bottom lip quivered and you stopped holding back, finally letting yourself cry.

"Am I allowed to kiss you, love?", his hands were still on your hips, squeezing them ever so slightly. You nodded one last time, letting the tears trickle down your face. His lips felt soft on yours as his arms slid behind your back, holding you impossibly close to him. Chan tasted the salty tears that hadn't stopped yet, but he didn't care. This wasn't a kiss of lust or romance. It was a kiss of trust and intimacy. It was a kiss of comfort. It was one of love. "If you think I'm beautiful, then you have to be, too. Because I am convinced that I was made for you. That we were made for each other. You complete me and I complete you."

He let you stare at him, letting his words seep into your brain for as long as you needed. "Channie?", you nuzzled your head against his shoulder. "Hm?" "Can we cuddle more?" This time it was his turn to nod, letting your bodies mold together once more, as if they were one, "Of course, baby."

Seo Changbin, 404 words

"Do you think my stomach is too big, Bin?" Changbin furrowed his eyebrows behind you. You were cuddling for a while, but this made him remove his hold from you, letting his hand slide off of your waist. "Jagi! What do you mean?", he made you turn around slightly, so he could see your face. He was expecting you to be joking, but he could tell by the redness in your eyes that you meant every word.

"Yah!", he looked at you with an entirely serious expression. "Why? Do you think mine is?", his eyebrows furrowed more. You were shocked at his response. "No! Why would I ever think that?", your eyes widened, "Your stomach is warm and soft and quite literally my favorite place to sleep!" You sighed, "I just...I think my belly is too fat and that it makes me look gross."

Changbin noticed that you tried to look anywhere but at him, not wanting him to see how embarrassed you were. "Bunny.", his hand touched your chin, making you look at him, "Did I ever tell you that I can't sleep without holding your belly?" You shook your head. "When I hold your stomach it's like I can keep you safe. I can hold you even when we are asleep, and if a big bad closet monster would try to snatch you away from me at night I could hold onto you without it standing a chance. I always take hours to fall asleep when I am not holding you."

You giggled a little, but he could tell that you still weren't entirely convinced. Both of his hands moved to your cheeks, squishing them a little so you would automatically pout a little with your lips. It made you look adorable. "Your belly holds all of your most important organs, you know? It makes sure to keep them save so that I get to have one more day with you. And it does that every single day. How could I think it's gross, when it's such an important part of you?"

"Do you mean that?", your eyes were wide, glistening with wetness. Changbin put both of his hands onto your belly, immediately spreading their warmth to you. "Every word, bunny."

Both of you got back into the position you were in before your question. "Binnie?" He only hummed in response, his breath tickling your neck. "I like your belly, too."

Lee Felix, 438 words

Felix could feel you attempt to pull out of his tight cuddle for the third time, so he finally decided to talk to you, "What's wrong, honey?" You mumbled what he could only assume to be words in some sort of alien language. "I didn't quiet hear that.", he giggled. "I said I don't like my body today.", you tried to wriggle out of his hold - again. But he pulled you even closer - again. "I'm not going to let you get away from me until you hear what I have to say. And if you still want to stop this insanely good cuddle-session to let me freeze to death, then, I'll let you.

He didn't wait for your response, seeing you pout in surrender. He already knew the response, but asked anyways, "Is this about the fact that your legs are hairy?" "Yes." "You are like crazy pretty when you smile. Genuinely. You are gorgeous. I can see your eyes sparkle when you do, and it makes me so happy. That's why I always send you stupid tiktoks that I think you will like." In an attempt to stop him from seeing your smile you pulled the corners of your mouth down to keep the pout intact. It didn't work. Felix beamed a toothy smile at you, "Sometimes I catch you dance along to music when you think nobody is watching. But everyone is watching, because you are mesmerizing. One time I had to threaten the boys I would teakwondo their asses if they looked at you for too long again." You laughed, not being able to hold back any longer. "You did what?" "It's true!", he nodded.

"Do you know why I stopped calling you cupcake a few months ago?" "Because honey is sweeter?" He shook his head, "Close, but no. I realized that you are way better than any cupcake could be. No matter how good the buttercream is and no matter how many sprinkles are on it." A loud snort escaped you, "Lixie, that is such a bad analogy!", you had tears in your eyes from laughing. "Yes, but it made you laugh."

You didn't protest when he hugged you even tighter one last time before letting you get comfortable in his arms again. "How could I ever even care about some hair on your body when your laugh immediately hypnotizes me. You don't even realize that I would do anything for you if it only means I get to hear your laugh."

In order to keep up the playful atmosphere you slapped his arm slightly, fake-rolling your eyes, "Shut up and cuddle me, sprinkles."

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Feelin’ very Marilyn Monroe

No one asked me to, but I did it anyway.

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skz - memes they send you

pairing: ot8 warnings: crack, everyone is insane summary: stray kids sending you memes randomly screenshot count: 8

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Taglist: @notastraykid, @hee0soo, @moon0fthenight, @bbyquokka

I so so so genuinely needed this, km flying back home and the trip has me become really sad and frustrated and i cant even cry, im so happy this popped up

what was i made for?

pairing: skz member x reader

warnings: angst, sad, feeling empty and hopeless

✿: @hhwangsmoon @straywrds @l3visbby @armysantiny @hwajin @casualtaelyn @staybangchan @hopeladybug @midsoulz @aestheticsluut @venustired @abiaswreck @reallyloudstarlight @deathlypink @djeniryuu @rachabreathing @alyszaen @starlostseungmin @bokk-minnie @spicymooseeyes @arlojulien-nightchild-of-hades @downbadreading @moasworld @ren0325 @ketchupaeternum

note: and not doing too good mentally and needed to write something comforting. ended up using youtiful and what was i made for as inspiration <3 wanted to write something where you could imagine the member of your choosing!! I hope despite the angst that you enjoy this one

Your disappearances don’t go unnoticed by him.

He sees the way your features fall when you think he’s not looking.

He sees the frown that tugs on your lips and the tears that well in your eyes before you quickly try to blink them away.

He hears the sighs you let out when you think he’s busy and can’t hear you.

Worst of all, he hears the muffled sniffles coming from the bathroom every time you excuse yourself.

He knows you’ll talk to him when you’re ready but he can only take so much of your red nose and blood shot eyes.

After your fourth time excusing yourself to the bathroom, he finds himself waiting only inches from the door for you to come out.

Five minutes pass. Ten minutes. Then another five.

He listens with a heavy heart as you sniffle, small gasps leaving you as you try to keep yourself quiet.

He feels his own eyes begin to sting.

You were suffering.

He knows you don’t want to burden him. That’s why you disappear. That’s why you smile brightly when you return—trying to convince the both of you that you’re alright and that things will be alright.

His knuckles rasp against the door, hearing a small gasp leave you.

“J-Just a minute.”

His chest clenches at the way your voice shakes.

“Take your time. But know that you don’t have to go through this alone,” he whispers.

Your silent for a moment.

“You don’t have to tell me what’s going on in that pretty head of yours. But let me at least be with you while you go through this.”

In the next moment the door unlocks.

Your glossy eyes meet his before a heart wrenching sob leaves you. He quickly takes you into his arms, burying his face into your neck as he holds you close.

Nothing hurts more that seeing his person in pain like this.

He continues to hold your body close to his as it wracks with your sobs.

“I just feel so empty,” you cry out against his chest.

He feels his own tears leave his eyes at the pain in your voice, tightening his hold on you.

“I feel—I don’t even know what I feel or what I’m doing. Why am I even here? W-What was I even made for?”

Every utterance from you broke his heart further. He knew that if he could take away your pain that he would in a heartbeat.

“Your life has a purpose Y/n. You’re here for a reason. It’s scary to feel that way, to feel hopeless and empty and like nothing is going according to plan. But know that I’ll always be by your side. I’ll stick with you through it all. You don’t have to do this alone.”

He cries with you this time. Crumbling with you to the floor as the two of you hold each other like your lives depend on it.

And maybe they do.

“I love you,” comes in a broken whisper but he catches it.

His fingers card gently through your hair, pulling you closer to him as he presses a kiss to your forehead.

“I love you. You mean so much to me. You’re amazing as you are and one day I know you’ll see it too. I’m certain that everything will work out for you my love. One day you will be happy,” he promises.

“Everything will be okay?”

He pulls away slightly, gently wiping away your tears as he presses a wet kiss to the tip of your nose.

“Everything will be okay.”

He was certain of it and once glance let him know that you were certain of it too.

OMG YES! Ilysm!

ALSO @feelbokkie ‘s SMAUS ARE ROP NOTCH ur being trained by the best omg a wueen in the making

HEY GIRLIE

so basically

To all of bestfriends, i send a YOOOOHHHHH before i start my posts, and since i literally love ur fics, can i do that?

Also HELLO HOW ARE YOU SO GOOD AT WRITING A LIL CONCERNED FOR MYSELF

also ur so consistent ilysm

Hope u have a good time ahead! <3

HI HI DELLA!!

That's so cute! you're like changbin then!! I love that! Please do it!

Ahhh thank you so much! I used to write a while before, so I decided to finally start an account after @feelbokkie encouraged me to. And she's been helping me get into smaus, and I really enjoy those!!

Everyone has already been so nice to me, I feel like I will really enjoy my time here!