I'm In Too Much Pain To Sleep And I Have To Get Up In A Few Hours Cause It's A Busy Day

i'm in too much pain to sleep and i have to get up in a few hours cause it's a busy day

i am lucky if i get to close my eyes for a few minutes and it sucks

Dysautonomia is so wild.

You'll just be vibing and chilling, and your nervous system will go, "Hey, can't help but notice you ate a little more food than usual; we're gonna have to shut everything else down and direct all the blood in your body to your stomach," and suddenly you're lying on the floor with your legs elevated and a heart rate of 140 because your body doesn't body so good.

despite going to the doctor way too often there are still so many things wrong that i don't even know where to start

(the list of things i should probably get checked is loooong)

overdid it today... will suffer the consequences later

just bonded with someone over the fact that both of our bodies seem to hate us

i feel like i wasted all my healthy years with being sad