I Have Nothing Else To Do In This Quarentine Besides Re-reading & Analyzing All For The Game And The

i have nothing else to do in this quarentine besides re-reading & analyzing all for the game and the raven club does it make sense im getting crazy in love w someone’s relationship... i mean... they’re in love... isn’t it commendable? sound like that

i know we always say andrew chose neil over aaron but really andrew chose himself. for probably the first time in his life he chose his happiness, his life, and his choice to choose something good and something that was part of his recovery. i just really want to talk about that because ever since finding out he had a twin and a cousin he never chose himself, not really. he did what he thought was best for them even at the cost of himself. even when kevin offered him a chance to live, he never actual chose it. he fought kevin tooth and nail and wasn’t going to hand it over easily. but when aaron brought neil into the bargain, andrew finally decided that he wanted something for himself, something so badly, so scary yet so undeniable he ended his deal with aaron. he wasn’t choosing neil, he was choosing him. andrew chose the thing that could break him, destroy him, but never would. he chose the thing that instead of hurting him, helped him, made him feel alive, made him trust, and made him realize he could also have something good. something that didn’t cost him something of himself.

andrew didn’t choose neil, he chose himself, and together they chose each other and i think that’s really important to talk about.

some of you have never developed a crush on your friend, wooed him by trying to teach him how to drive stick whilst swearing poetically, dragging him around on a moving dolly, flinging him out of a shopping cart, creeping into his place of work and scaring the living crap out of him, giving him a terrible mix tape with his least favourite song on it, breaking into his car to leave him cream because you’re worried about the state of his hands which you are obsessed with, showing him your herd of sleeping cows, pretending to examine his hand for a demon so you can hold it for a few seconds, momentarily terrified him by revealing you dreamt up a sentient forest, all before finally kissing him in your childhood bedroom and then going to wave your arms around on the roof in excitement, and still got the boy, and yeah…. it shows.

adam: i don’t trust bitches who care about people. the fuck are you caring for. what has that crying girl on the train ever done for you. if you care about people you’re either a cult leader or WORSE you’re a stupid dumbass with an evolutionary disadvantage who’s gonna get eaten by the people with actual survival skills

ronan:

adam: ................except for you. my caring boyfriend. whom i love and support,

Physically I’m here but mentally I’m in a secluded corner of a library in england, curled up in an armchair working my way through reading an Agatha Christie book while sipping the hot coffee that i snuck in.

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