Its Honestly So I Unfair That I Already Know I'm Probably Trans, Cause I Keep Forgetting And Having Thoughts

Its honestly so I unfair that I already know I'm probably trans, cause I keep forgetting and having thoughts that would be such good "looking back at this from however long ago, I'm trans" posts

For example, what I thought not two minutes ago:

I'm a girl, so why does liking girls seem so straight but liking boys seem so gay?

(I'm not a girl, I simply forgot)

Anyways, happy pride :)

Feeling like an idiot (and unwell) cause I just realized that the panels I'm seeing on here from wayne family adventures that I don't recognize are things people have fast passed too (and given the context I'm on the verge of tears)

My life changed forever the day I realized I did not infact want fluffy socks, no, I just wanted soft socks.

Just gave in to the crow telling me to give myself bangs...

Surprisingly don't hate it?

That will probably change once I sleep it's like 1 in the morning.

Just thinking about kirishima turning on shark tank, cause he thinks it's about sharks, but then he doesn't turn it off once he finds out what it really is cause he has so much hope for the people on the show and loves cheering for their dreams to come true

You say this could be a dynamic? Okay. Let me be mentally ill for a second.

So at first you might think this is a sweet one, right?

A "This isn't my issue but you care about it and I care about you so I'm here to support you" kinda thing.

No.

Incorrect.

This is a heartbreaking dynamic of betrayal.

Imagine having someone you care about, who supports you in everything you do. You couldn't be more grateful for them and the work you do together.

But then something doesn't quite work out.

You've been so dedicated to a certain cause, your loved one right there with you, but it's hard. No matter what you try you can't seem to get through to people. You do your best but you... you just can't.

You're going down, but hey, at least you're going down with them. Together is the single most perfect way to go.

Until you're not.

Until they leave.

Until "oh no dying for me thank you, I just wanted to be on this is hill with you".

You feel hurt, betrayal, confusion, but most of all? You feel guilty and useless.

You thought they believed in this cause as much as you did. You thought you could trust their actions and words that supported that idea. But in the end, it was nothing more then a lie... just like how many others?

And to top it all off, you couldn't even convince the person you held most dear in this world of this cause that was so very important to you. That you had spent so long fighting for.

Why did you think you could make any sort of difference at all?

oh no dying for me thank you, I just wanted to be on this hill with you