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Hello!
A Calum Hood request please where the reader is just feeling a bit sad and he does little things like holds her hand and gives little pecks etc
Anything sweet really because I just feel a bit sad too haha
Suree!!
I hope you feel better soon <333
Pairings : Fem! Reader x Calum Hood
Warnings : Sadness, crying
She didn't feel like it was her day today. It had been happening since morning. Maybe it was the dream she saw at night. Or her constant turning in bed. Calum was nsoring away to glory and that was one way to keep her at bay for some time.
She felt peace whenever she saw him.
It had been a few years since they started dating. They now have a house together. And 3 dogs. The boys and their partners crash at their home sometimes. She felt happy indeed but there are days she feels helpless. She knows Calum is there with her and for her but it has been hard.
While she was razing her legs, she got a tiny cut but it hurt. While she walked out of her house, her pants got stuck in the door while she was closing it and saying "bye" to Calum and her dogs. Her car was less on fuel and she had to reach her office on time. She had to meet with important clients for her company. She met them. That part of her day was still fine. Lunch came, she realized she ordered the wrong takeout food dish. And then a small cactus plant in her office poked her finger. That small poke gave way to so many tears she burst crying. Evening came, her colleagues bade "goodbye" and "see you tomorrow Y/n".
She replied with a very tired hug to them and s small little smile that could've been found only with a magnifying glass.
"Honey, I'm home" she called out entering her home.
Calum ran towards the main enterance to greet her. He seemed so happy. He gave her a long hug and a cute kiss on the cheek. He led her to the sofa in front of the TV.
"Heyyy baby. How was work? I have so much to tell you. Oh my god." Calum was so excited to tell her what he did.
"Wait. I'm coming."
He knew her too well. He got her a water bottle and a tiny choclate.
They were both sitting on the couch. Calum looked at her from his side eyes like a small boy and took her phone. He kept it aise with his and took her hands in his. He looked hesitant at first but then realized it was y/n.
"Soo, Valentine's Day is coming up" he said.
They didn't like Valentine's Day but she guessed he was in the mood. They hadn't gone out in so long maybe he might not have that bad an idea.
She was just about to interrupt him when he shut her up.
"I know you don't like Valentine's because"
He took a small pause, smiled a little and then mimicked her "why would you want to show your partner love one day and treat them not lovey the next day or other days. But we should go to this super fancy place babe and-"
She got so lost in his words and then snapped back to reality when Calum saw her smudged liner and kohl under her eyes.
"Y/n, are you okay?"
That question triggered her that she started to cry in front of Calum. She was obbing so loudly Calum's heart hurt physically. He didn't like to see her cry. She was so precious to him. Almost his wife.
He took her in his arms and hugged her lightly. He stroked her head. He held her cute tiny hands. But no wait. They were the same size? No? Anyway, he looked at her small face and kissed her so passionately. He ran her fingers through her hair and scratched it soflty. They were sitting face to face on the couch. When she stopped crying, she laid her head on his arm. Calum stroked her wet cheek and she closed her eyes. She felt a little better after she saw Calum.
"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked her calmly.
She shook her head saying no.
"Maybe later. Thank you Cal. I would probably be devasted without you."
"Cmon y/n who isn't?" he threw his hands in the air laughing.
They laughed lightly in the calmness of night with their dogs.
his eyes spiraled hungrily, rabid with a turmoil of anger and distress. you could almost see right through them and read his messed up mind to see how he killed you in many, way too many, different ways.
but oh, only if it was only anger the thing he felt towards you.
but no, not at all. maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if that had been the case. just– pure anger. nothing else. how much you are going to wish it was truly that.
because, even if you still couldn't see the underlying emotion that hid in the darkest spots of such violence, that didn't mean it didn't exist.
obsession.
at least not yet.
you fucked up.
how do you think if these things 😭😭😭
Well Anon... my mind is a confusing space. (I also read one too many toxic bl manhwas and manhuas-) I'm totally sane! I think- Is anyone sane if they use Tumblr? I think not. Oh! And I also consume lots of dark romance media that probably violate the Geneva Convention somehow! Yeah... You can also think of these things for the simple price of your sanity and 99 cents! Jk. You just need to give up your sanity. It's free!
I have a problem and need therapy immediately
screaming this is so accurate to what i imagine chandelure wld do ! ! !
month of ingo, day 17: poison + day 18: ghost
toxic eligibility after the cull of gen 8. featuring: gliscor being the most cheerful wholesome little (2m long) guy, sneasler being feral, chandelure being... a modern pokémon with internet access. (all of them can and will murder for ingo)
You say this could be a dynamic? Okay. Let me be mentally ill for a second.
So at first you might think this is a sweet one, right?
A "This isn't my issue but you care about it and I care about you so I'm here to support you" kinda thing.
No.
Incorrect.
This is a heartbreaking dynamic of betrayal.
Imagine having someone you care about, who supports you in everything you do. You couldn't be more grateful for them and the work you do together.
But then something doesn't quite work out.
You've been so dedicated to a certain cause, your loved one right there with you, but it's hard. No matter what you try you can't seem to get through to people. You do your best but you... you just can't.
You're going down, but hey, at least you're going down with them. Together is the single most perfect way to go.
Until you're not.
Until they leave.
Until "oh no dying for me thank you, I just wanted to be on this is hill with you".
You feel hurt, betrayal, confusion, but most of all? You feel guilty and useless.
You thought they believed in this cause as much as you did. You thought you could trust their actions and words that supported that idea. But in the end, it was nothing more then a lie... just like how many others?
And to top it all off, you couldn't even convince the person you held most dear in this world of this cause that was so very important to you. That you had spent so long fighting for.
Why did you think you could make any sort of difference at all?
oh no dying for me thank you, I just wanted to be on this hill with you
my stomach did the thing 🤭 (projectile vomiting)