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My grandma wants to go out to dinner with me on Monday for a late birthday thing, I’m not too worried though, my plan is just to not eat anything until dinner and fill my stomach up with water during the meal

I don’t want to force myself not to eat the food at the restaurant, or have it be obvious that I’m not eating so I’m definitely going to order as normal, I’ll get full fast tho so it’s not a big deal

I’m so excited to get under 100 lbs, I’m always on-and-off with my restriction and I haven’t made it under 100 in soooo long, I can’t wait for a 2 digit number on the scale again 😩

Ate a pretty large meal before my shift, I’m completely fine with it I ate exactly what I planned to

I won’t eat anything tn when I get home from work I think, and I’ll have 400 calls tmrw

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Food log from yesterday :

Breakfast:

Coffee with sweetener

Lunch:

Cappuccino smoothie/milkshake from some store at the mall (almost entirely ice cream)

Dinner:

Veggie burger with one slice of bread and some hot sauce

Yesterday went really good, I ate exactly what I planned to. The smoothie I had at the mall was definitely a lot of calories, but I was out with my best friend and I always get it so I really didn’t want to seem off by not having what I usually do, it’s ok tho I weighed in at 103.8 this morning so I’m happy :)

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