Dear Namjoon | 12

Dear Namjoon | 12

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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Once you arrived at school, you saw that the rooftop was empty. You couldn't even find jimin. No one was answering your calls. So you went to the only people who basically knew everything about them.

Their fans.

since my brother and his friends were the pride and joy of the school, they allowed the fans to have a club room. along with allowing the whole letter exchange situation.

entering the classroom, i find boys and girls all together looking at their phones. walking up to the crowd of clearly very excited people I see the girl who always hands me the envelopes the period before lunch.

"Oh my god y/n" she screams and everyone turns to look at me. they all begin to walk towards me and are jumping as they scream

"w-what?" startled by the sudden mob

"you don't know? Your brother and the rest of the members signed under Big Hit Entertainment!" handing no more like forcing her phone into my hand I look at the article.

HEADLINES:

"THE NEW BEST THING: BIG HIT SIGNS 'BTS' "

Bang PD stated in the interview that he was astonished by the enthusiasm and surge of talent he witnessed during one of the their performances in XXX Club in last weeks show. The seven prodigies call themselves BTS, their leader is Kim Namjoon. Bang PD says that there is much potential in BTS. Probably debuting won't be a problem?

My jaw was touching the ground, Jimin got signed up?! I screamed on the top of my lungs as the excitement their fans were feeling was rubbing on me.

"if we write them their letters can you please give it to them?" the girl grabs on to your arm with pleading eyes, nodding at their request. they all rush to the desks grabbing envelopes and writing on the cards.

taking out your phone you text jimin, letting him know how proud you were. Opening namjoon's message something stops you before you begin to type. For some reason, jungkook's words played in your head. since trainee's sometimes aren't allowed to date, is your relationship with namjoon gonna cause a problem?

closing the chat, you walk to the table of girls as they begin to fill up a box with cards. "but how come they aren't here" I ask the fan club leader.

"they got a call and all left early" she smiles, putting another letter in the box.

after a long time of waiting you are standing in front of your locker with a huge box in your hands. jimin texted you to go home after school and didn't answer any message after that.

as for namjoon, you couldn't get in contact with him at all. It makes sense that he wouldn't be able to answer but you were kinda sad about it as well.

once you got home you took the box to your room, leaving it on the desk. the girls had given you, the same envelopes as always so you could write them letters too.

sitting at the desk, you stare at the empty cards. but for some reason. You couldn't bring yourself to write anything to none of them, not even namjoon.

The moment I heard my dad yell from downstairs that jimin was home, i jumped off the bed and ran downstairs screaming his name. as he entered the door I jumped into his arms

"look at you! i knew you could do it" hugging me tightly he whispers a thanks, jimin was nervous to be cut from the group or to not be taken all together. finally I pay attention to all the other boys entering through the front door, and my eyes wander to namjoon who was also looking at me. jimin puts me down, and pats my head.

as jimin walks to the living room I feel someones stare behind me, turning around I make eye contact with jungkook who looked displeased with me. Ignoring his stares I ended up talking to yoongi.

I was sitting on the floor in front of jimin as I listened to namjoon explain to my dad and me what happened at the meeting.

dad wasn't really happy with the whole idol idea but he was supporting jimin through it all. did he get lectured for playing at the club, yes he did. But he wasn't harsh on him since all the other guys were here too.

namjoon mentioned something about a letter, and it reminded me about the fan mail.

"oh right, you're fans heard about what happened and they wrote you guys letters today too. they asked me to hand them to you" getting up from the floor you walk upstairs to get the box of letters.

entering your room you grab the box, heading downstairs with the box in your hand.

hoseok was excited to see the letters. opening the box you see that they were all organized with rubber bands so you walked around handing everyone their pile of letters. once you got to jungkook, you didn't even look at him. namjoon slightly touched your hand as you handed the pile of letters to him, but you didn't react. you didn't want anyone else to find out about the two of you. you already had enough with jungkook.

they all went through their letters, and right after namjoon finished his pile he looked up at you confused. well why wouldn't he be, there was no letter from you.

this time you ignored his stares.

they ordered food after dad went to his office, wanting to give them space you went to your room. locking the door, you didn't want namjoon to walk in and cause someone else to find out. grabbing your phone you text namjoon telling him not to come upstairs into your room.

namjoon's phone rings in his pocket and he looks at it real quick, and discreetly. and as if you had read his mind, telling him not to come up when he was planning to get away right now. He was confused of why you were acting like that.

first no letter, now you tell him not to come up to your room.

putting his phone down, he tries to get back to the conversation. trying to find a good time to ask jimin if there was something wrong with you he waits a bit more.

"look at this letter" jin shows yoongi, and yoongi looks at him with a rested face "you've shown me the same letter over five times already" he says as he pushes the card away from his face. making jin pout.

"jimin, what's up with your sister?" namjoon asked nonchalantly he takes a sip from his drink.

"Nothing? why you ask?" jimin was confused as to why namjoon asked, he thought you were fine.

"oh i don't know, she left to her room right away. and she wasn't as talkative as before" he shrugs

jimin sighs "she acts like a child sometimes" but what he really wanted to say is that your an emotional mess when your period comes.

"that child could beat your ass if she head you say that" yoongi says, jin then says he'll bet five dollars that jimin would beat y/n's ass. everyone then continued to talk about it, while namjoon sat there uncomfortable.

he wondered if you were mad about him not answering you all day, but as the leader he had a lot to do compared to the rest. he stared at his phone, look at the messages between the both of you. wondering if he should just ask you whats wrong.

the idea of you ignoring him or avoiding him annoyed him. instead of messaging you he decided to leave you on seen. letting his ego take over, he wanted you to message him first.

what he didn't know was that you had already fallen asleep, and by not messaging you and by you not explaining why he couldn't come to your room. there is now a misunderstanding from his side.

once you woke up, you looked at your phone. expecting namjoon to have texted you but he didn't. not thinking much about it you got ready for school.

jimin now rides with you in your car, something about the company saying they should avoid riding their bikes due to the possibility of injuries or it just being dangerous in general.

you slept in the car as jimin drove to school.

you had to return the box to the club room. after saying goodbye to jimin you headed there.

"here's the box" you smile, handing it over to the leader.

"thank you for giving them the letters" she smiles.

bowing your head, you begin to walk towards the door, "wait...can i ask you something" stopping to her voice you turn to look at her

"uh..sure?" you sit down and she sits in front of you

"i don't know if you get questions like this everyday....but could you maybe get jimin to give you an autograph...for me?"

I was lost at words, I didn't know what to say. Jimin said their company told them something about giving autographs or taking photos with people. but you were too busy staring at namjoon's face that you don't remember.

"uh..sorry, but I don't really like um..asking my brother for things like that" your lips go into a thin line. trying to predict how she'll react.

"that's selfish"

"excuse me?" your eyes widen at her quick change of attitude. she scoffed and crossed her arms "i'm just asking for an autograph not his number or anything else"

"right...and I said no" you speak up at the same tone.

"hey, i gathered the letters." another girl walks in with the box that's always placed in the hallway. "do you think we should read the letters?"

"read the letters?" you ask confused, but anxious because you write...interesting letters to namjoon.

"we found out haters are writing letters to them too now. good thing we noticed someone who only badmouths them drop a letter into the box. thankfully we only deliver blank envelopes to does who sign up"

she picks up a envelope "the hater turned in a whole different type of envelope than the one we provide. we were able to take it out before giving the rest of the letters to you"

"what did they write" i look at the leader and she just sighed "nothing nice"

"so are you gonna read the letters?" i ask

"no, i'm thinking of getting a customized stamp. and only the envelopes with the stamp and those who are members of the club can enter letters"

maybe this girl does deserve a autograph....but I didn't like her attitude...

"just leave the letters here, let everyone know todays letters will not be delivered or any to be exact till we get the stamp"

the girl nods, leaving the box at the counter before walking out.

"thank you" you say

"for what?"

"looking out for the boys very carefully"

"people can have their own opinion, but it doesn't give them the right to make others feel bad about them selves"

you agreed with her and nodded "but you called me selfish" you chuckled

"i'm sorry..i guess that was mean"

"what's your name"

"eunsook"

"nice to meet you eunsook, i don't know about that autograph but i'll see what i can do" you smile as you get up from the chair "i have to go to class, so i'll be leaving first" she smiles brightly at you "thank you!"

you missed your chance to see namjoon in the morning so you headed to class since you were close to being late.

you didn't know not texting namjoon that morning was only throwing more wood into the fire.

once lunch came, just as eunsook said. there were no letters. getting lunch you walk to the rooftop, meeting everyone else there.

and a very very very angry namjoon.

you didn't give it much thought. thinking that maybe he was tired , he didn't glance your way and you were used to it because well. you were both trying not to make it obvious.

sometimes you couldn't help it but look at him, but today you felt like it was fine.

but to him, he felt like you were mad at him.

"there was no letters today" jimin says

"yeah, i didn't even see the box" taehyung talks with his mouth full, receiving a disgusted look from jimin

"they have to do some adjustments to the letters after what happened. before doing it again...don't expect any letters for a couple of days" you tell them as if it was nothing

"what happened??" jimin's asked concerned

"oh.." you couldn't bring yourself to tell them that people were already hating on them. and not even that but people were already starting to write hateful things to them.

"oh uh....they wanna make the envelopes cuter...something about labeling..i'm not sure honestly I wasn't paying attention" you stuff tteokbokki into your mouth.

"you know a lot about our fans huh" taehyung asks with his mouth full. "uh i spent some time with them yesterday and today..."uh by the way, are you guys able to write autographs?" you ask jimin

"not really..why?"

"oh..just asking" you smile at him

they all just stared at you confused, you were making no sense. none of your questions or what you were saying made sense.

"uh anyways.." hoseok speaks up

"we are gonna start practicing at our company from now on"

"really? that's awesome"

"you can come watch whenever you want" jimin smiles

"i'll make sure to visit"

you didn't get the chance to talk to namjoon all day, and not even to try and talk to him after school. jimin said they all had to go and practice. starting tomorrow they would be missing their last two classes to go train.

not wanting to bother namjoon or jimin, you decided not to text neither of them.

as you did your homework you kept thinking of namjoon, and how he looked down all day. maybe it was cause of everything that has been happening. your phone then rings, and picking it up you thought it'd be namjoon or jimin but it was a new number.

UNKNOWN

Hey, I hope you don't mind but I got your number from the survey you took. it's Eunsook btw.

CHANGE  UNKNOWN  TO  EUNSOOK

NO OR  YES

Y/N

I don't mind

Eunsook

I just wanted to ask you to not tell BTS about the letters.

Y/n

oh, don't worry about it. I didn't tell them they did ask about why there weren't any letters but all I said was that you guys were changing somethings.

Eunsook

Thank you! You were trying to figure out a way to tell her that jimin can't give her an autograph. you tapped your fingers on the table as you tried to think of how to even make a conversation. your introvert ass was horrible at this.

Y/n

I can't get the autograph for you... they aren't allowed to do those things

Eunsook

I figured they wouldn't... thanks for trying. I hope we can be friends.

Y/n

sure :)

how do you solve a conflict you had no idea was happening. namjoon was upset with you. you could sense how he'd stare at you as you sat the opposite side of him during lunch. neither of you had texted the other, you were going to call him yesterday but once jimin arrived home he was so tired you could only guess namjoon was too

you didn't know why he was upset with you, but all you knew was that jimin said he had been in a bad mood all day yesterday.

he was even distracted during the practice and got in trouble a couple of times.

you wanted to ask him what was wrong, and you wanted to ask him to meet you were you always did but you were nervous to get caught by someone else. especially now that they are one step closer to what they've always wanted.

jungkook's words were taking a toll on you. it was bothering you, everything.

if there is one thing you hated about yourself, it was the fact that you are an emotional mess when your period is coming. like anything can make you cry. and seeing that namjoon was upset with you didn't help.

once school ended, jimin invited you to the studio. said it would be fine if you just sat there and watched. apparently it was namjoon's idea.

something about, you telling them if they improved or not. and well, you honestly wanted to go home, but he was already mad so you didn't wanna give him another reason.

you watched them practice for a hour before they had a break.

"what do you think?" jimin says as he collapses next to you, handing him a towel and bottle of water "you guys look amazing, of course with hoseok as your your coach in dancing why wouldn't you look good" you giggle, hoseok who was laying on the floor shoots a thumbs up at you

"can you get us some more bottles" yoongi says to you, he's also laying on the floor. you look at all the members and all of them look out of it. they were out of breathe. even the mirror was foggy.

"sure"

"i'll help" namjoon gets up from the floor, as he walk to the door he grabs his bag. you were surprised, but followed him through the small narrowed halls silently.

he opens the door to a dark room, you walk in trying to look for the light switch. and just as you were gonna turn on the light, namjoon shuts the door, grabbing your arm he pushes you against the wall. his body pressing against yours. you could smell the Cologne mixed with sweat.

"namjoon?" you gasp once you feel his knee pressed against your heat.

"why have you been ignoring me" he's still holding onto your arm, as his other hand is on your waist "w-what?" you were completely shocked.

he puts more pressure on you with his knee "you're really gonna act like you don't know" you could feel butterflies in your stomach

you had no idea why he was upset. but he was hot.

"namjoon, i have no idea what your talki-"

"you don't text me anymore, you said no to go to your room, and you didn't even write a letter" he didn't know if you were just being bold acting as if you didn't know or if you were just that dense

moving your hair aside he begins to suck on your skin, harshly

"n-namjoon hold on" you try to push him away but he holds your wrist with on hand, holding them over your head "what" he says with a attitude

"i haven't been ignoring you, i just thought you would be tired after training" you hiss at the pain as he sucks on your skin harder "i didn't write a letter cause your fans might read the letters"

he stops sucking on your skin and looks at you confused "and why would they read the letters"

"just..because"

"what? that makes no sense" looking away you were mentally cursing yourself for even trying to use that as an excuse

"what aren't you telling me"

"nothing.."

"y/n, i swear" he growls

"nothing" you tell him again, he lets go of your hands and walks to the table where he had tossed his bag "why did you tell me not to go to your room"

"because we should be more careful to not get caught"

"why would they read the letters" you bite your bottom lip , trying to come up with an excuse but namjoon was just getting annoyed by your silence.

"fine" opening his bag he looks through it till he finds something. the room was dark, you couldn't see much, especially what ever he had taken out of his bag

"namjoon?"

"why would they read the letters?" he didn't believe that was your excused he thinks there's something more to it.

"why does it matter, i'll write you letters and just hand them to you instead"

"no, i wanna know why" he walks towards you, the little light that entered the room let you see he was smirking

you kept quiet, the moment he was near you. he makes you look at him as he lifts your chin "do you know how much of a toll you've had on me these past days. making me think you were mad at me"

"i didn-"

"shh" he brushes his thumb over your lips

"stop talking"his hand was caressing your thigh, and you knew what that meant.

"namjoon we cant have se-"

"didn't i tell you to stop talking" he grabs your chin harshly. you stare at him with widen eyes

"you need to get punished, for how you made me feel. and for keeping secrets"

"what secrets, i'm telli-" you squeal as namjoon slaps your ass suddenly "didn't i say something" he grabs your arm "come here" pulling you to the table he makes your sit on it, spreading your legs

you cover your mouth with your hand once you see him get on his knees. you wanted to tell him right now wasn't the time for this but he told you to be quiet.

pushing your skirt up, he right away moves your underwear to the side. he begins to leave long licks on your clit, making you bite onto your lip to try and not let out any noise. his hands gripping onto your thighs.

a few more licks and his tongue enters you causing you to squirm, his grip on your thighs tightening

just as you felt like you were about to cum he stops.

you stare at him in disbelief, mad that he didn't let you finish.

"don't pout like that babe" he smirks, satisfied with your reaction.

you stare at him, the way he was sweaty from the practice to how he was just eating you out made you more wet.

"i got something for you" you sit up, watching him taking something out of his pocket.

"what's that?" you ask as a small black thing but couldn't see clearly what it was. he chuckles, always amused at how this was all new to you.

"it's a vibrator"

"namjoon no" you knew damn well what that fucking was

"after what you've made me go through the past few days, this is your punishment" you close your thighs tightly, trying to think of a way to run away. but he gets up quickly holding onto your waist, keeping you on the table "y/n"

"no namjoon"

"y/n" he says your name with a husky voice, leaning in for a kiss but he only brushes his lips against yours. his hands move to your knees "no" you whisper against his lips

"y/n" he says once more before he kisses you, instantly slipping his tongue into your mouth. you missed his lips against yours. he slowly opened your legs as you both kissed. you just couldn't say no to him.

"namjoon but"

"shhh, just trust me ok"

he turns on the vibrator with the control, as he rubs it against your clothed heat making you flinch at the sudden vibration

"that's the lowest setting" he chuckles

"i can't do it" you tell him

"yes, you can" turning it off he he sticks his finger into you "look at you, taking my finger so well, you're ready"

without even letting you answer he sticks the vibrator into you, your hands grip the sides of the desk, nervous at the thought of him turning it on.

"tell me y/n, why would they read the letters" he asked as he tugs the string into your underwear. he puts your skirt down, leaning on the table with both hands beside your thighs. his left hand had the control.

i'm sorry eunsook..."they found people writing hateful things, they mentioned something about reading them before giving them to you"

he didn't look happy about what you said, but he also didn't look surprised "couldn't you just say that"

"i promised i wouldn't.." he chuckles at how scared you looked as you glanced at the controller

"why did you avoid me"

"i told you, i thought you'd be tired"

"not good enough of an excuse"

"you know the phone works both ways, why didn't you text m-" you squeal as he turns on the vibrator, making you hold on to his shoulders

"i don't like your attitude"

"i'm sorr-ry" it wasn't high, but it caught you by surprise, he turns it off.

"we've taken long, lets go" he stands up, picking up his bag

"namjoon take it out" you whine, standing up. you felt weird.

"nope, this is your punishment. keep arguing with me and i'll turn it on" you follow him as he walks to the dinning area down the hall. he grabs some bottles of water. handing other ones to you. "when i turn it on, if you make noise i'll raise the level"

"what?" you were anxious

"lets go sweetheart" he walks out the dinning area and begin to walk to the practice room "think of an excuse" he says before opening the door, to let you go in first

"what took you so long!" yoongi yells, still tired from the training "sorry i went the bathroom.." you answer quickly, not wanting namjoon to turn it on.

you place the bottles on the table, rushing to sit on the couch on the other side of the room. it felt weird. or maybe you were just too conscious of it.

they all get ready to start practicing again, as they get to their formation you feel it turn on making you gasp loudly.

jimin turns to look at you "what"

you shake your head quickly, "nothing nothing" you stare at namjoon who's brow was raised. you feel the vibrator go faster and you just knew he kept his word and raised the level.

you press your thighs together, as you sat there trying to concentrate on watching them dance. but it wasn't helping. the feeling was new. and you were weak.

you felt how you were getting excessively wet making you press your thighs together even more.

as they dance, namjoon moves to the side waiting for his turn. watching you the whole time with a stupid smile.

you wanted to curse him out, but you felt a familiar knot in your stomach. and as if namjoon could read your facial expressions he turns it off before stepping out to dance his part. you sigh as you feet it stop.

you were drained, you wanted to take it out. getting up from the couch, you were gonna go to the bathroom but you sat instantly the moment you felt it turn on in a higher power. you lean on the side of the couch as you cover your mouth.

as for the guys they were too focused to pay attention to you, other than namjoon no one else was glancing your way.

you wanted to throw the bag at namjoon at this point

you just tried to make sure you wouldn't make any noise, the music that played loudly helped cover your heavy breathing

the music stops and you try to keep your composure. namjoon walks over to you, he had left the bottle by you. as he stands next to you. he has a stupid smug look, his hand in his pocket clearly holding the controller "namjoon i'm gonna go take it out" you were about to get up but you feel it go faster and it made to whimper loudly

namjoon choked at the water since he couldn't hold back his laugh. your underwear was soaked.

the practice finally ended and he hadn't turned it on. the guys mentioned going out to eat but namjoon decided to stay back "i'll clean up, you guys go ahead" you tell jimin you'll help namjoon, which was a lie. you just couldn't stand, your legs were too weak to walk. the moment everyone left to go eat you glare at namjoon who was leaning against the mirror.

"don't look at me like that, my finger might slip" he shows you the control, teasing you.

"please take it out" you whine holding onto the couch side with your life. "fine, you got punished enough" he walks to the door, locking it to make sure no one enters.

as he walks towards you, you spread your legs. you could've just yanked it out yourself but you were afraid to hurt your self.

he sees how soaked your underwear is and he looked at you "liked it that much?"

you wanted to tell him to shut up, but didn't want him to change his mind and not take it out, the moment he pulls on the string and takes the vibrator out slowly. you were exhausted, you body leaning back on the sofa .

your eyes were shut, you hear him opening his bag "i'm gonna put these on you, just tell jimin you bleed through" and as you sat there on the sofa, namjoon helped you put on his joggers, taking off your skirt and putting it in your bag.

everyone had gone to eat at a near by restaurant, you texted jimin saying you were tired and that namjoon was gonna take you home.

he insisted on taking you but ended up convincing him to stay.

"you're horrible" you mean mug him making him laugh "don't make me pull over and fuck you in the back seat"

"i'll seriously be mad at you if you do" he just chuckles, "did you hate it that bad"

you pout looking out the window "alright, i'm sorry" he puts his hand on your thigh giving it a small squeeze

"i don't wanna use it again"

"damn, really babe?" he gives you another squeeze

"yes really" you slap his hand, he glances at you as if saying 'did you just hit me'

"one more time, and if you don't like it after that then we won't use toys"

crossing your arms you stare out the window instead of answering him

"alright alright, we won't use it"

"fine we can, but you can't use it how you did today" you make sure to glare at him

"what ever you want" grabbing your hand, he gives it a kiss before interwinding his fingers with yours.

DEEP | HAND BOOK

Deep | M.YG ✧ Pairing: Min Yoongi x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, oral sex[female/male receiving], unprotected sex(USE PROTECTION),spanking ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,fake dating au,contract ✧ synopsis; you're in love with your childhood friend but he does not see you more than just a friend. One day you ask him to be more than just friends, he agrees. a/n: comment to be in permanent taglist of main story

Where it started... Min yoongi's & Y/n's mother met in orientation in their freshman year in university. They became best friends and stayed together even after university. Y/n's father was actually a old friend of Yoongi's mom and that's how they met. tens years after graduating they both became pregnant around the same time, resulting in them having their babies in the same month. being the best friends they are, they promised to raise their kids together and to (force, cuz wouldn't you want your kids to be best friends :))) ) make sure they become best friends.

Min Yoongi

Birthday: March 9th 1993 Age: 23 Occupation/lives: full time student, lives next door to Y/n hobbies: writing, sleeping, hooking up, watching over y/n, hanging out with y/n, hanging out with his friends. talents: piano prodigy, poetry, guitar, wood working, basketball (ask y/n) passion/dream: music, become a producer. favorite foods: anything y/n cooks, his mothers/y/n's mother cooking favorite color: white spirit animal: a black cat major: Business management, minor: music technology best friends(who he considers): Jin, Namjoon, and hoseok friend group: Jin, Namjoon, hoseok, jimin, taehyung, jungkook, y/n, etc relationship status: single Y/n (fake dating), fuck buddies with y/n first love: y/n (she doesn't know) Things he's come to like cause of y/n: kissing, he's addicated to the taste of her lips even if the kiss leads to nothing more than just a make out session he is satisfied with just kissing, tongues sliding together as you both messily suck, exchanging breaths. it's heaven on earth for him. (will be updated) background: Min yoongi is a only child, his father is a successful entrepreneur with a 1.6 million dollar company. His mother is a retired teacher. He has a business management degree due to being the heir to his fathers company, chose to get a minor in music technology because of his passion in music.

Y/N

birthday: March 11th 1993 Age: 23 occupation/lives: full-time student, lives next to yoongi hobbies: reading, writing, hanging out with yoongi,(window) shopping, karaoke with jihye, baking, cooking, swimming. talents: baking, cooking, calligraphy. passion/dream: books, her dream is to open a cafe which is also a book store. favorite foods: yoongi's cooking, peaches favorite color: blue sprit animal: butterfly (specifically the emperor butterfly) major: business management, minor in writing best friends: Yoongi, Jihye, junho friend group: jihye, abby, serena, iseul, hana,nari relationship status: momentarily taken, fuck buddies with yoongi first love: yoongi (he suspects) background: y/n, only child. Her parents are both writers who publish children and university course books. y/n's mother met her husband through her best friend who was looking for a fellow writer to proof-read a project he was working on. y/n chose business management as her major due to wanting to open a cafe that is also a book store in the future. she has a minor in writing since she was stuck in between both degrees until yoongi convinced her to just take writing as a minor instead of giving it up.

Jeon Jungkook

Birthday: September 1st 1997 age: 20 occupation/lives: full-time student, has his own apartment hobbies: drawing/painting, guitar, boxing, taekwondo, gaming, photography, video editing, swimming, tattoo artist talents: boxing, painting/drawing, he drew every tattoo thats on his body passion/dream: - major: fine arts in film and photography best friends: Taehyung and jimin friend group: Jin, namjoon, hoseok, yoongi, jimin, taehyung, eunwoo relationship status: single first love: - background: - (will be updated in future)

Friends Kim namjoon(22)/major: music technology, minor in writing Kim seokjin(24)/graduated: film and visual arts, occupation: acting Jung hoseok(22)/major: fine arts (specialied in dance) Park jimin(21)/major: fine arts (specialized in dance) Kim taehyung(21)/ major: film and visual arts, minor in photography

RULES

1. Once we start this relationship, only I'm (yoongi) allowed to stop it. 

2. We aren't allowed to see anyone else

3. we will always use condoms, we will only have raw sex once 

4. finish inside, only once

5. we will have sex twice a week, and if both parties are up for it then the weekend as well

6. the moment I (yoongi) call this off, we will never talk again 

7. We will never have drunk sex, if yoongi can help it

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AHHHH getting yoongi's pov in the drabble!! I didn't expect that omg is this why he said no to drunk sex in one of their rules. He doesn't wanna have to be the only one remembering. I really love these side stories, I really wanna know if it's possible for you to write more of these as you write the main story. no pressure! thank you for writing this story I love it!

I will write more drabbles as they come to mind, I'm currently sick with a cold....sigh, when ever the weather drastically changes I always end up sick. So I was reading a book and suddenly thought "well shit what if this happened" and boom. that's how I write drabbles hahahha. but if there is something you'd like to know about their relationship or anything just tell me and I can either respond or write a drabble about it :)

Dear Namjoon | 11

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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Once we got home, jimin wasn't there yet. They had practice today. After having my dad question me over and over if I was alright, I finally got away and went upstairs to shower.

My ass had a hand mark and it irritated me, now I had to avoid having sex with namjoon until it went away. Or else he'll end up fighting jungkook. way I was gonna have my period soon. Laying in bed I check my phone, there was over 50 messages from jimin and missed calls too. His last message told me to call him the moment I got home. Namjoon also called and texted me.

I was planning to call, but I fell asleep.

once jimin got home he asked his dad where they went and he didn't say anything in response. but there was a shell on his desk.

he walked into her room, right away hearing her little snores as she slept. Jimin didn't know what to say to you, he did the only thing he could think of and it was to just get into the bed and snuggle with you. he felt like this was more than just you missing your mom. maybe he has been a bit harsh with you lately about the whole boyfriend situation. He wanted you to know that he didn't care who you dated as long as you were happy, even if he didn't like the guy he'd shut up and smile.

he knew you weren't the best at making friends, so maybe you might have trouble with kids but since your his sister everyone would want to be your friend. he couldn't think of anyone who'd bully you, I mean who would have that death wish. Jimin and his six friends would beat them into a pulp.

Like taehyung says, his hands are bisexual. he'll beat a girl if he had to. jimin chuckles at his own thoughts, as he brushes his hand against your hair.

"don't be so sad, please" he whispers, giving y/n a kiss to your forehead.

I woke up to a huge muscular man hugging me, aka jimin.

I wanted to kick him off the bed, cause his body is a walking heater and i hate when it's hot like this. But I knew he came here because I cried earlier.

instead I licked my index finger and stuck it in his ear just as he did to me the other day. His eyes shot open and he grabbed my hand "Really? thats the first thing you do when you wake up" He was totally judging me with that stupid look on his face

"oh shut up, you did that to me first" he chuckles

"how are you feeling?"

"better"

"i'm surprised you called dad"

"I just didn't wanna be at school, and well you had stuff to do anyways"

"you know i'd stop anything if it was fo-"

"i don't wanna put you in a situation like that, anyways there's also dad so" i shrug, he just stared at me. but another reason I didn't tell him anything was because I didn't wanna put more in the hot plate with jungkook and me. I knew that had practice today, me making him leave would only make jungkook more annoyed.

"do you wanna call mom?" I he picks up the covers, looking for his phone that got lost in the bed

"she's probably still sleeping, we shouldn't....i'll talk to her this weekend anyways" he looks at his phone.

"i may have told the guys you left and they were all worried" he shows me his phone, I looked at the chat and I see a lot of messages from the three youngest but namjoon who of course like always tried to seem uninterested

even jungkook was asking how was, fucking hypocrite.

"wanna eat something?"

"like what?"

"what do you want?"

"whatever you make"

"alright, i'll go make something. i'll call you when it's ready"

he gets off the bed and walks towards the door but I call out his name, making him look at me again , smiling brightly.

I wanted to tell him, right there and then. About Namjoon and even about what happened with Jungkook.

he'd be more pissed at jungkook for hitting me, than namjoon for dating me.

but that fucking smile, I couldn't do it

"nothing never mind" I smile back at him.

"ok, i'll call you soon"

Once he left, I knew how deep I was in this shit.

Namjoon texted me saying If I didn't call him he was gonna come to the house. So I had no choice but to call him.

"Look who finally decides to answer" he was mad at me, I could hear it in his voice.

"I was asleep"

"jimin said that, but why didn't you answer me at all"

"I was with my dad"

"what's with all the dry answers, did something happened when you left with jungkook?" his voice hinted as if he knew something. Did jungkook tell him?

"what do you mean?" I hear him sigh "Jungkook heard us the day we came over" Namjoon knew that jungkook heard and he didn't even tell me....Do it tell him what happened today?

"did he say anything rude to you?" forget what he fucking said, he fucking touched me...

"what did he tell you? about that day" I ask him

"he told me I needed to tell jimin about us, or he would"

Fucking dick, he told me to break up with you.

"y/n? something happened didn't it. fucking jungkook I told him not to fucking say nothing to you"

I kept silent, I couldn't tell him what he said or what he did. I was scared.

"y/n, what did he say?"

what if I just told him? he'd Probably just go to Jungkook's place to hit him.

"he didn't say anything...just that we needed to tell jimin" I bite my inner cheek

"that's it?"

"yea.."

"ok" he sighs in relief "If he bothers you about it again, just tell me"

I guess the bitch got a hold on me, cause I couldn't tell jimin or namjoon about what happened today. I felt like crying again.

"namjoon..."

"yeah?"

I wanna see you but I can't..not right now.

I was saved by jimin calling out my name, telling me to come down to eat

"i'm sorry, I have to go eat"

"wait y/n, what if I come over"

"jimin and my dad are home"

"i'll sneak in"

but the hand mark...

"no sex, i'm serious" I tell him with a stern voice

"ok"

"promise?"

"i promise" he laughs

"I don't like having sex when I can't hear you call out my name so I don't mind"

"your annoying" I laugh at his answer

"but you love it"

"yeah yeah, i'm gonna go now"

jimin was already in bed when namjoon got here. he parked his bike away from our house, so jimin wouldn't see it.

my dad was in his office when I went to open the door.

"hey" he smiles

"shhh" i pinch his arm "my dad is in his office, shut up" his brow raises as he looks at me "pinch me again and i'll go back on my promise" holding onto his shoes we walk up to my room, locking the door behind us.

namjoon places his shoes and bag down, pulling his shirt over his head.

"what the fuck are you doing" i yell quietly, covering my eyes. I hear him chuckle "babe, why are you covering your eyes. you've seen way more" he grabs your hands putting them down

"namjoon i'm serious no sex!"

"alright alright, i wasn't planning on making a move on you. calm down"

"then put your shirt back on" i smack his chest

"i sleep without a shirt, and keep touching me i dare you" he grabs my hands.

there he stood in front of me with just grey joggers on "fine, lets go to sleep" I walk past him turning off the lights. I could hear him getting into the bed, as I make my way to the bed in the dark.

As I cover myself with the blanket he pulls me into a hug. we lay there silently for a good three minutes before he speaks up "this is nice, just laying here with you in my arms" he smiles

"I was actually planning to punish you for ignoring my calls all day, but you spent the day with your dad so i'll let it go" he palms your ass, making you flinch.

"namjoon"

"yeah?" If I tell him, will he leave and go beat up jungkook? or will he tell me to just ignore him. this is my fault for wanting him.

namjoon starts to give me multiple kisses on my face "you really thinking of something else while i'm in front of you" he pouts, making me smile "sorry, i just had a bad day"

"what made you upset" I shrug as if I didn't have an answer but I did. Just not a the answer that would do any good for him.

"it's fine, we all have those types of days"

I nod as he talked, I didn't know how I was gonna act in front of jungkook tomorrow. Honestly it bothered me the idea of being near him.

"namjoon, can we meet at the room tomorrow?"

"sure" he mumbles, already dozing off.

"namjoon.." he hums as I call his name

"good night"

"good night babe"

He fell asleep before me, I stared at his resting face as he slept. trying to see memorize everything. I was thinking of jungkook's threat. I have till the end of the month to break up with namjoon or he'll tell jimin.

for it to not get bad, it'll be better if I tell jimin. sitting him down and talking to him.

moving the hair from namjoon's eyes, I knew I couldn't break up with him. I would miss him too much, I don't know what i'd do without him.

once morning came, namjoon was holding me hostage in the bed. telling me he didn't wanna get up.

"namjoon we have school" I pinch his arms "but it's so comfortable being here with you" he whines

"come on, we have to leave before jimin notices" I try to get out of his embrace, only to fail when he hovers over me. his hands on my thighs, he pulls me closer to him "i'll get up after you help me with something" he rubs his erection against my clothed heat "you've got to be kidding me" he has a smug look on his face "no namjoon, i said no sex" i whine, his hands caressing my thighs "are you sure" he grinds against me once more, making me bite my bottom lip "yes"

he hums, his hands going from my thighs to the hem of my shorts, he brushes his thumb on my skin "namjo-"

"y/n?" jimin knocks on the door, "why is your door locked"

namjoon looks at the door and then you, still having his stupid smug look "I'm getting dressed" I say loudly

smacking namjoon's hands away i try to get up but he pushes me down, kissing my neck. I place my hands on his shoulders "namjoon don't you dare" i whisper

"what's taking you so long" jimin says annoyed, he knocks on the door once more

"your brother is very impatient, lets have a quickie" he whispers next to my ear before he continues to leave kisses on my neck

"sorry" i say to jimin, namjoon begins to suck on my skin.

"are you gonna want me to take you to school?" jimin speaks once again

"no., i'll go on my own"

"are you ok?" he says concerned

"jimin, i'm on my period. i'm in pain, i'll be going a bit late today"

"oh...i can't do anything for you? want me to get you anything?" namjoon slides his hand into your shorts and rubs his fingers against your heat "your a little liar, you aren't on your period" he makes you gasp as he pinches your folds

"no, i'm alright. you should go or you'll be late" i hold onto namjoon's hand, trying to stop him from moving it "namjoon please stop" i whisper

"alright then, ill see you at school" he walks away, heading down stairs

"namjoon what the fuck, what if he caught us" he raises his brow, slipping one of his fingers into my entrance making me gasp

"namjoon..no"

"i don't know why your cursing at me. but i don't like it"

"i'm sorry, i'm sorry" i whine, he takes out his finger only to thrust it into me again "i don't like how you gave up so quickly

"you keep saying no sex but yet you get wet so easily, look at how your pussy takes my finger so easily"

I cover my mouth trying to stop myself from making any noise, he smirks at the view underneath him "but i'll do as you said" he smiles, slipping out his finger from inside me making me whine at the emptiness

"namjoon" i pout

"what babe, you said no sex" he licks his fingers before wiping them on his joggers "get up we have to go to school don't we" he smirks, as he gets off of you.

what a bitch you thought, you were horny and he knew it. this was his revenge. two can play this game.

Dear Namjoon | 14

Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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The ride back home was just filled with thoughts, I came here to be with jimin and dad. Now he's leaving to a dorm. And the worst part is that he didn't tell me about it? How are you suppose to stay home with someone who still has a hard time talking to you during breakfast?

stopping in front of a park you just sit in your car, not wanting to go home but also not knowing where to go. You didn't wanna talk to jimin right now and namjoon. He was with you yesterday and didn't say anything...your thoughts are interrupted when your phone rings and the man you were just thinking of just happens to be calling.

turning your phone on silent you wait till the call ends to call your dad.

"hey y/n, I'm at the office still. do you need something?" he says with urgency

"oh..no i just wanted to tell you i'm gonna stay with some friends tonight"

"alright, let me know when you get there" saying goodbye you both hang up the phone and you sit there..wondering...where the hell are you gonna go.

Meanwhile....

"what happened? " namjoon asks as he enters the dinning room where all the boys gathered after practice to talk about tomorrows plans. once he entered he found a frustrated jimin holding his phone up to his ear saying "pick up the damn phone"

hoseok had his hand on his shoulder, comforting him. looking around I don't see y/n, and I just knew what had happened. You probably left after you heard what happened. "y/n got mad about the whole dorm situation and stormed off" jin scoffs.

"it's my fault..I should've told her the moment they brought it up" he presses your number once more, the room was so silent everyone could hear the phone ringing but there was no answer.

tossing his phone on the table he slouches, as he folds his arms cursing out his little sister "I bet she ran off to her fucking boyfriend, cause I know damn well she's gonna be so dramatic and not go home"

You're wrong namjoon thought to himself as he looked at jimin, stepping out the dinning room he takes out his phone to see no messages from you. he dials your number but you don't answer him either, letting out a sigh he sits on the benches thinking of what to text you.

"HEY!" your greeted by a very excited and joyful voice as the door opens. You had no where to go, and well you don't have friends. so you contacted the one person you had maybe sorta kinda became friends with.....Eunsook.

"hey" you smile, she steps aside as you walk in.

"i was surprised when you called, where you with the guys before coming?" she spoke so quickly but you understood her. you couldn't help but stare at her for a bit.

"oh sorry...i'm just so curious...about them" she laughs awkwardly

"yeah, i was with my brother. he was practicing" you chuckle, she nods as she guides you upstairs after her parents greeted you.

standing in front of her door she turns to look at you

"i really really really need you to know that this behavior is not of a stalker" she says with pleading eyes as if she was begging you to understand her.

laughing at her reaction you couldn't help but tease "what do you have photos of my brother everywhere" and you wish you hadn't said anything. the moment she opened the door you see a good size of a frame hanged on the wall with a photo of her and jimin.

you just couldn't help yourself from laughing. her face was totally red, and she was ready to kick you out of the room "don't laugh" she squeals as she covers her face.

"oh this is amazing" you say as you catch your breath, wiping the tears from your eyes. stepping into the room you walk up to the photo and smile at how happy jimin looked

"that photo was taken at the talent show...I told them that I would be their fan no matter what..even tho they were just beginning to have the idea of being a idol group" you nod as she explains.

your phone then vibrates, looking at it you frown. It was namjoon again.

"your brother?"

"no..my boyfriend" you shrug as you shove the phone back into your pocket

"you're not gonna answer?" she was confused as to why you would ignore your boyfriend

"i'm mad at him"

"oh..." she sits on her bed "get revenge for him pissing you off" she smirks

"how?" you sit on her desk chair.

getting up her bed she walks to her closet, "tell me you got him on social media?" you says as she rummages in her closet

"yeah, why?"

"here it is" she grabs a black dress that would definitely be tight on my body. there's a slit on the stomach. the dip of the back of the dress was low.

"wear this" she tosses the dress towards me

"uh why" i pick up the dress, examining it

"we're gonna go to a party" she chuckles

"a party? i don't kno-"

"don't worry, you just follow me okay! I wasn't planning to go but let me ask some other friend if they are still going" she smiles as she picks of her phone after finding a blue two piece outfit for herself.

"do you really want me to wear your dress?" you ask, unsure if it was okay to wear her clothes.

"yes! now put it on" she points at the bathroom as she continues to talk on the phone

bad

this is bad

you've never gone to parties or other places without jimin. now that you were thinking about it, why are you even mad? you should've seen this coming, trainees...of course they have to stay in a dorm to dedicate their time to their debut.

you were sitting in the backseat of eunsook's purple convertible beetle. she picked up two of her other friends who you had seen in the clubroom.

"jimin's sister" one of the girls points out "you sure your brother won't get mad you're going to a party without him" she smiles as she talks to you

"i heard he's really protective" the one sitting in the passengers seat speaks up

"actually, he doesn't know..." both girls stared at you as they were surprised, they'd do anything to have jimin chasing them as he chases after you. "that's fine, who cares. we need time away from our brothers anyways" the girl next to you shrugged

getting to the party eunsook parks the car, turning to look at you. "alright time to post where you're at and have your boyfriend come after you" she had a mischievous look on her face

"oooh, her boyfriend?"

"yeah, he pissed her off. this is us getting him to notice what he might lose" you gulp at her words...I think i'll be the one losing more than him..

they all get out of the car as they keep trying to convince you to get out of the car. tired of them pulling on your arm you get out of the car, pushing down the dress that was hiking up your thighs

"girl you got a ass" one of them says making you blush as you shut the door "can we just go in"

it didn't take long for you to be immersed with the crowd. you did post some photos since they basically pushed you to do it, but you had blocked namjoon and jimin from seeing your story.

what you didn't expect was for them to be friends with mostly everyone here on social medias.

"aye jimin isn't this your sister" hoseok says as he shoves the phone in jimin's face. all the guys ended up staying at your house, after jimin insisting that he wanted to wait there and see if you got home.

"this idiot" jimin says as he sits up, snatching the phone from his hand. namjoon looks at jimin, confused.

"this idiot! can you believe she went to that party we were invited to" he gives hoseok the phone back as he gets up. "where are you going?" hoseok calls out

"to drag her ass back here, did you see what she's wearing? she doesn't buy shit like that! I bet it was her fucking boyfriend"

Why is he attacking me so much today, namjoon thought. getting up he walks to hoseok as he looks over his shoulder. his eyes almost popped out his sockets as he saw you in that dress. excusing himself to the bathroom he calls you about three times and you didn't answer which only pissed him off even more.

you were walking around, looking for the rest room when someone stopped you by placing their hand on your shoulder. turning around you notice it's someone from your first class.

what was his name again...

"hey" he says causally

"hi.." you smile awkwardly, he must be dense cause he didn't catch on at all. stepping to the side you cause for his hand to fall off your shoulder.

"you're jimin's sister right?"

"yeah" he nods, taking a sip from his red cup

"you alone?" shaking your head, you point at your friends. "ah i see.." he puts the cup down on the table in the hall next to a lamp as he eyes your curves making you feel uncomfortable

this was a bad idea...

"wanna dance?" he bites his bottom lip as he smiles

"No, I have a boyfriend" you say and turn to walk away but he grabs onto your waist "I don't see him" he whispers as he leans into your ear. "If you were mine, I wouldn't let you go out dressed like that without me" he chuckles as his gives your waist a small squeeze.

you stood there like an idiot, thinking of what to do. he pulls you closer against him, wrapping his arm around you. "let's go have fun, your boyfriend doesn't have to know" he drags the word boyfriend out as a way to intimidate me.

"I said No" you jab his stomach as you step forward once he lets go of you.

"y/n!" you hear a familiar voice yell your name, turning around you see eunsook pointing at the hall. oh did you wish you weren't wearing heels. coming towards you was a very angry jimin and right behind him was a pissed off namjoon.

"what the fuck" jimin snaps as he pulls you to the side, staring straight at the man who was holding you.

"so it's you huh" he pushes him back as he pokes his chest "your the fucking boyfriend" your eyes widen as you stare at jimin who completely misunderstood the situation, they must've seen him holding you...you glance at namjoon who was glaring at you but he kept staring at the guy more than you.

"jimin" you grab his arm pulling him back "he's not my boyfriend" jimin turns to look at you confused "then why the fuck were yo- was he touc-" he stood their staring at you

"just leave it, let's go" you pull his arm, and look at namjoon while whispering "it's not what it looks like.." you could see how his jaw was clenched as he looked at your outfit. jimin flicks off the man before stomping out as he yells at you to get your ass outside.

you stood next to namjoon as he stared at the boy "next time she says no, it means fucking no" your hands against his chest as you stand in front of him. "namjoon please" you whine as you try to push him back but he doesn't budge.

putting his hand on your lower back he guides you out of the house, no one really paid attention to you guys other than the ones who were close to where the whole commotion happened.

"namjoon, I have to tell euns-"

"if you don't shut up, i'm gonna tell jimin we're dating right here. right now so i can take you home and how you what happens when you let another man touch you" he grips your waist as he stands behind you .

opening the door you see hobi sitting on the passenger seat, while jimin is gonna drive. getting in the cramped car you are squished by namjoon's thighs as he gives you no personal space. you could see how angry he was, the veins on his neck were so defined that maybe in another situation it would be a turn on.

what am i saying

seeing him angry like this is a fucking turn on

"is this how you are gonna act every single time you don't get you way" jimin looks at you from the rear mirror, glaring at you.

he lectured you for so long, and you just realized how far this place was from home. "jimin, i said i was sorry" you sigh

"so if that wasn't your boyfriend, how do you think he's gonna feel when he sees you out without him"

glancing at namjoon as he was looking out the window with his arms crossed, i look back at jimin "he'll be really mad"

"i would hope so" jimin smacks his lips. he didn't talk to me at all after that instead he played music, not short after namjoon finally moved his thighs over and stopped pressing them against me.

I thought he had calmed down but just as I was looking out my window i feel him place his hand on my knee.

snapping my head to the right i look at him "namjoon" i whisper as i place my hand on his. he doesn't look at me but rather at my exposed thighs as the dress was a little bundled up from how i was sitting.

he began to dip his hand in between my thighs as he kept moving up. I pressed my legs together as I held onto his hand but it was no use. leaning towards me he whispers "i'm more than mad, sweetie" groping my thigh he pushes it to the side, making me spread my legs "you know you're mine. but yet you let everyone see you like that" you look at jimin nervous he would look back but he was focused on driving, hobi on the other hand was asleep.

"i'm sorry" i whisper, he rubs two fingers against my clothed heat making me bite my lower lip "that's not good enough, seeing you in that dress. made me wanna fuck you in the spot" he chuckles lowly as he pushes aside the underwear only to enter a digit into me. you gasp at the feeling, causing jimin to look back "what"

"n-nothing" you say as you smile at him, namjoon was looking out the window with a smirk on his lips as he enters another digit.

"spread those beautiful thighs for me, yeah?" he raises his brow as he asks you. and as if everything he would ask you, you'd grant. you spread your legs even more causing him to thrust his fingers into you. your heart beating against your chest as you look at jimin, making sure he doesn't look back.

"why were you throwing a tantrum huh" he whispers as he stops moving

"i-i wasn't" you manage to respond. he scoffs as he begins to move his finger again. leaning on the window you cover your mouth as you try to make it look like your looking outside.

he didn't stop thrusting his fingers into you, using his thumb to rub your clit. you were so close to your orgasm when he pulls his fingers out. causing you to whine at the feeling of emptiness.

"namjoon" you try to catch your breath

"we're here" jimin says bringing you back to the world where it wasn't just you and namjoon anymore.

"i'm fucking tired, let's sleep" hobi says as he gets out the car. your legs were shaking from almost reaching your high. everyone gets out the car as namjoon gives you his hand. the moment you stand you felt your knees weak.

looking at namjoon who closes the door of the car and looks at you with a smug look on his face. you roll your eyes at him as you walk behind jimin and hobi. walking up the steps you feel how close behind namjoon is.

"i want you..." you whisper only for him to hear, as he hears your desperation he chuckles "should've thought that before you went out like that" and with that he gropes your ass as he walks ahead of you entering the house after his younger friends.

frustrated you ignored everyone else who was in the living room and walked straight to your room. shutting your door rather loudly to make sure namjoon heard. you enter the bathroom and shower.

"remind me to not have daughters" jimin rubs his temple as he sits on the couch

"i think you'd be a great father" taehyung smiles

"i'm just sorry for whoever marries her" yoongi shakes his head as he eats another strawberry

They talked for another good hour before they all went to separate rooms, other slept in the same rooms but nonetheless they all went to sleep.

but unlike them, you couldn't sleep. you were still frustrated, horny for what namjoon had done in the car. you would go look for him, but you didn't know what room he was in or if he was even alone.

you had no other choice but to open your drawer and take out the one thing you thought you'd never use.

taking off your clothes, you remember how he looked at you earlier and how his fingers felt inside of you that it made you get a feeling in between your legs. your felt awkward, you had never touched yourself, this would be new.

you did the exact same thing namjoon did when he first used the vibrator on you, after turning it on you spread your legs placing it on your clit as you bite your bottom lip. wasting no time you stick it inside you. the moans that left your parted lips were soft

"fuck, i need more" tightly closing your eyes you begin to pinch your nipple "fuck this isn't the same"

you were so focused in not making noise you didn't notice the figure standing near the entrance, putting the level higher your arch your back just as you turn to look towards the entrance only to find namjoon standing there.

"you look sexy, keep going" he says as he licks his bottom lip. staring at your naked body laying on the bed.

"i..i don't know what to do" you say, not feeling half the pleasure he gives you. hearing him chuckle you feel even more aroused as you look at his face.

you could feel how your body was burning from wanting him to touch you, and he could see how frustrated you were. walking up to the bed he pulls his shirt off from over his head, tossing it onto the ground.

he pushes your knee to the side as he looks in between your legs "you're more than ready for me" he says as he undresses completely.

he fixes himself between your legs as he presses the vibrator deeper into you. "was my girlfriend that horny she couldn't wait for me to have fun?" he asks as he lifts his finger to his mouth, licking the juices.

"please" you whine, holding onto the string he pulls the vibrator out. tossing it to the other side of the bed "we don't need that" he smirks, lifting you up he sits you on his lap as he begins to suck on your erected nipples. "namjoon" you moan his name as he sticks his finger into you making a moan escape your mouth as you threw your head back

"shhh, babe. we don't want them to hear right?" he states before sucking on your skin.

"i cant anymore... i want you" you bite on your bottom lip embarrassed.

"what do you want" he says as he lays you on your stomach, making you clench on the sheets as he leaves kisses down your back

"you.."

"you already got me" he chuckles

"no..." you gasp as he sucks on your skin

"what do you want y/n" he says again

"i want you to fuck me" with that he lifts my ass up, and teases my entrance with the head of his fully erected cock.

"i want to fuck you raw so bad" he groans "but not right now, I don't think i'd stop after one round" he gives your ass a slap before rolling a condom down this length.

without any warning he thrusts into me, my head buried into the mattress more as i try to not make noise "fuck your so tight" he groans as he grips my waist. in a steady pace be begins to move his hips, leaving kisses and hickeys on my back.

with each second and each thrust he started getting rougher. I moved my hips along with his movements which caused him to growl as he thrusted harder into me.

"i shouldn't even give you what you want" he says as he hits my sweet spot making me a mess

"after pulling what you did today" he scoffs, "I should've fucked you raw" pulling out he thrusts into you in one swift move and hitting your sweet spot directly. not being able to stop yourself you were a mess as your moans were becoming louder.

wrapping his arms around your waist he lifts you up, your back against his chest as he turns your head. connecting your lips with his. "cum for me" he whispers softly with his raspy voice that only through you of edge even more. the arm that was wrapped around you goes down to your clit as he rubs his finger over it, stimulating you.

it was addicting, the slow burn you felt as the pleasure created this feeling in your stomach. he begins to kiss your neck as he you tilt your head to give him more space. your eyes were shut as you were in total bliss.

you focus on the soft moans that left his lips, the occasional times he'd call your name as if your name was treasure.

"this pussy is fucking mine" he thrusts upwards one last time as you walls clench around him right before you cum all over his cock.

"i'm not done yet" he says as he pulls out, making you straddle him "ride me" he says

this was your first time in this position, and you were so out of it. you clenched onto his shoulder as you head was against his chest "i-i can't move" you tell him

lifting your chin he kisses your passionately. holding your waist he begins to move your hips in a circular motion. "just let me finish" he grunts as he thrusts upwards, kissing you roughly.

he kept thrusting and thrusting into me until he he finally lets out a deep and long growl and moan of pleasure as he found his own high.

the moment he stops moving you fall onto him, weak.

your sweaty bodies against each other, your heart beats in rhyme. "that was amazing" you laugh

"i know....i needed this.." he grins

hi, i absolutely loove your yoongi fic, 'deep', and was wondering if you were perhaps planning on uploading the next part any time soon??? i'm so excited (and am low-key hoping for her to mull over the thought of dating jeongguk some more, maybe even take action about it, like that'd be such an interesting arc to the story😭) and can't wait to read what you post next,!🫶🏽

hello, thank you for reading deep! as for the next part i'm currently writing it :)

as for when i'm going to upload it....maybe another week? I just deleted everything I had and i'm rewriting it hahaha...I think i'll upload a drabble of DEEP before the next chapter just to give you guys content instead of me just disappearing.