ncishi - queer extraordinaire
queer extraordinaire

queer. agender. mentally ill. lol

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And The Stars Ripped Themselves Off Of The Night Sky

And the stars ripped themselves off of the night sky

just to lay in your eyes

Just for me to notice

Just for me to realize how small and miserable i was and was to be

Just for me see the stars and realize

Maybe being small isn’t so bad


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2 years ago

Hmmmm

Maybe I want to tohch the stars in your eyes while you’re gazing into the unknown. To know the love and hatred burning. Burn me to the ground. As I was born of hatred and mistakes. Foolishness of children. But as I burn, I burn like Icarus did when he fell from the skies his wax wings melting. I burn like the first star in this existence, bright and for a short while. In itms eternity of being a change being such a small part of its life. I burn. And I warm up.

Like the winter has passed that brings me down each year with what they call seasonal depression but for me it isn’t seasonal. It’s just easier to hide during summer when you can hide in the shadows to avoid burning but I lit up in flames the second I saw you, the second your eyes looked away and the instant you touched me. I burnt away all I was and all that is left is you.


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2 years ago

Characters have been added and more to come

Artfight: Ncishi


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2 years ago

It’s a mental breakdown du du duu du du du duu *in off key kazoo*

I just wanna be a pretty boy. Hmm why weren’t I born one? Why?


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2 years ago

Dream i saw

So basically I was at my hometown walking casually. A chill sunny summer evening. Walking along a very specific spot/track and suddenly i get the spike of adrenaline that something’s wrong. I get a call or call someone and start yelling at them. Then I hear the planes. I yell at my friend? Idk if i even knew the person with me. But we started running as i’m on the phone screaming at them soemthing along the lines of “We’re not out of here yet you fuckers!” “Wait!” And then we cross the road only to hear a whistling sound behind us and a loud bang. I don’t even look behind cuz i know what it was.

Then another one. Another. We are able to run past the three bombs but fourth one gets us as we’re running and my friend gets out of breath. I turn to face them only to hear the whistle and see the bomb fall next to her. I woke up in cold sweat. I remember hearing the explosion as I woke up.

I don’t think I’ve ever seen such vivid dream/nightmare.


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2 years ago

Art fight art fight art fight

Uh i’m new to it due to missing it last year but uhhhh my user is the same as here (Ncishi) due to the lag i haven’t been able to add my characters but they’ll be there


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