Tw: Sleep Paralysis, Phantom Pain, Sleep Deprivation

Tw: sleep paralysis, phantom pain, sleep deprivation

I'm gonna claw my brain out. The stupid sleep paralysis and the dreams of being stuck in tar...along with the phantom feeling of having a corpse in me...I'm fucking losing it.

Wtf is wrong with me? I want to sleep...but I'm terrified of the nightmare that waits.

I'm not crying- I think I got paint in my eye *sob*

done and dusted

This role model shit IS SO FUCKING CUTE

SlAsh's love for children never changed, he will always adore them.

But unfortunately, it's all going to change when they grow up.

Passive Nightmare belongs to Jokublog

Ash belongs to me

Two birds on a wire

One tries to fly away

And the other watches him close from that wire

He says he wants to as well

But he is a liar....

I'm sorry Brother. I never meant to hurt you.

Two Birds - Regina Spektor

That sneaky /j omggg

Underverse 0.8 is actually the series finale and it was all just a dream. The end.

Doing this for my inability to read hooman emotion

show, don't tell:

anticipation - bouncing legs - darting eyes - breathing deeply - useless / mindless tasks - eyes on the clock - checking and re-checking

frustration - grumbling - heavy footsteps - hot flush - narrowed eyes - pointing fingers - pacing / stomping

sadness - eyes filling up with tears - blinking quickly - hiccuped breaths - face turned away - red / burning cheeks - short sentences with gulps

happiness - smiling / cheeks hurting - animated - chest hurts from laughing - rapid movements - eye contact - quick speaking

boredom - complaining - sighing - grumbling - pacing - leg bouncing - picking at nails

fear - quick heartbeat - shaking / clammy hands - pinching self - tuck away - closing eyes - clenched hands

disappointment - no eye contact - hard swallow - clenched hands - tears, occasionally - mhm-hmm

tiredness - spacing out - eyes closing - nodding head absently - long sighs - no eye contact - grim smile

confidence - prolonged eye contact - appreciates instead of apologizing - active listening - shoulders back - micro reactions