I Was Randomly Checking My Masterlist And Started Reading This, Idk What Possessed Me And I Wrote This

i was randomly checking my masterlist and started reading this, idk what possessed me and i wrote this 😭😭😭 like i dont feel it's me who wrote this 😭😭😭

he cheated //

Taeyong one shot

Lee Taeyong x female reader || sad, angst, anger, revenge, friendship

warnings: Swear words are used here due to anger issues, mention of scratching fingertips, bleeding, blood

|| word count: 3.2K

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[8:30 am]

After pulling off all night I wanted to meet Taeyong, hoping that Taeyong will be home, I tried calling him since yesterday but he didn’t even pick up. He’s partially avoiding me four to five months. He rarely asks for a meet up. Who will say we are together and it already three years? I thought to meet him directly and ask him what’s going on. I didn’t want to doubt him but when my bestfriend Daniel said he saw Taeyong with a girl in the bar frequently, they drink and get wasted. I was ignoring it by thinking it must be any colleague I will definitely believe my bestfriend over Taeyong. We are bestfriend for 12 years already. If Taeyong had a problem, he should come over and say.

I unlocked his door, and I entered. I saw his shoes and-

 Another pair of heels.

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seventeen: as boyfriends

song recommendation: something in the orange by zach bryan

note: thank you for all the love on my last seventeen post 🫶🏻

seungcheol

very, very loving and protective.

messages you every night making sure you’ve ate and reminding you to go to sleep early for well needed rest.

he’ll walk on the side of the pavement closest to the road so you’re farthest from oncoming vehicles and makes sure to have a hold on you when crossing.

he’ll give you his coat when it’s cold out despite him shivering, caring much more for your welfare than his own. overall he’s a very giving boyfriend.

jeonghan

he’s a tease that cares deeply for you.

as a boyfriend he has a very warm heart, always having your best interests in mind and commits tender acts that you’re not even aware of.

though he may make comments that teeter on the edge of annoyance with his goading personality, you know he’s always joking.

when you’re ill he’ll be the type to scold you, “i told you you should’ve worn that scarf last night” while making a homemade tea remedy. he stays by your side the whole time, not caring if he catches the sickness, too.

joshua

literally the best boyfriend ever.

does all the stereotypical relationship acts but doesn’t care one bit that they’re deemed as cringy.

he’ll bring you flowers for no special occasion, buys matching items of clothing, takes pictures of you while staring at them lovingly and he definitely has you as his lock screen.

will be the type to have full blown conversations on the future even if you hadn’t been dating a full year. don’t be surprised if he has a ring picked out already.

jun

an affectionate mess.

he’s the type to both take your relationship seriously and also have a laugh; just letting it flow naturally.

will take you to dance with him late at night but doesn’t achieve anything because he’s too busy laughing on the ground with you.

will take you to every chinese restaurant in the area and shares very intimate parts of his life with you, the good and the bad.

hoshi

the cutest man to be in a relationship with.

you’re attached to his hip experiencing life at the fullest. of course one of your small adventures being a trip to the local zoo in support of his horanghae agenda.

he’s very affectionate - especially when drunk. he’ll always have a hand on you, either on your lower back when walking, squeezing your knee when sitting down or just outright holding your hand.

is another one to take pictures of you in every outfit and every occasion. he just says you look “too cute” for him not to have a whole folder dedicated to you.

wonwoo

a silent but devoted boyfriend.

it took him a lot of building up to say the words “i love you” but once he does, he can’t stop saying them. when you once pranked him by not replying, your heart practically broke by the lost, sad look on his face.

will leave you notes and messages for you to wake up and fall asleep to, some he’s too shy to say to you in person. every time he compliments you, a blush arises on his cheeks.

will teach you how to play his favourite games and watches movies with you late at night. he also loves giving you his hoodies because he simply melts at the sight of you in them.

woozi

he’s such boyfriend material honestly.

we all know, woozi would go crazy with songwriting with being in a relationship with you. arguably, his best songs would be about you ;)

let’s you stay in his studio to keep him company. even though you fall asleep every single time, just you being there calms him.

will buy you expensive gifts for anniversaries and little trinkets he thinks you would like on a random weekday. even though you argue he doesn’t need to, he loves seeing your face light up with a teddy he’s bought you or a bracelet that gleams on your wrist.

dokyeom

don’t settle unless you have a boyfriend like dokyeom.

cuddles you anywhere and everywhere, even though his favourite place admittedly is in bed, your head on his shoulder as he strokes a hand through your hair.

he so in tune with your emotions that he doesn’t realise that he laughs when you laugh, let’s a tear shed when you cry and so on. he likes to call himself your other half.

it’s his mission to kiss every inch of your body, he’s succeeded in all areas of your face so far. it was honestly quite shocking when he randomly kissed the tip of your nose without even a warning, a wide grin plastered on his face at the sight of yours.

mingyu

the most beautiful man as your boyfriend? sign me up.

does all typical boyfriend things. hugs you from behind, collects things from the highest shelf for you, goes on late drives with his hand on your thigh and much more.

cooks for you every chance he can get. he loves seeing your eyes widen at how his cooking skills can somehow improve every time.

you’ll be the type of couple to dance at 3am, singing heart wrenching lyrics at the top of your lungs with no focus in the world but each other.

minghao

the most calming relationship to exist.

whatever your personality may be, it’s impossible not to feel downright serenity when with minghao.

you’ll do many coupley-things together: meditation, yoga classes, stretching in the morning. you’ll always have small fits of giggles together between each move but you’ll still take the exercises seriously.

will read together late at night, or if you’re not a big reader he’ll narrate a book to you so you fall asleep. he’ll teach you chinese and also attempts for you to replicate at least one move in b-boying, but we all know that ends in the two of you laughing your hearts out.

seungkwan

having seungkwan as a boyfriend, you’re never bored.

he’ll be there for you through everything. not feeling great? he’s there cracking cringe-worthy jokes and embarrassing himself so you at least smile. feeling ill? he’ll cook up every remedy his mum taught him to make you feel the slightest bit better.

he sings you to sleep every chance he gets. whenever he’s caught up in seventeen’s schedules or his own variety show doings, he’ll message you a promise of helping you drift to sleep the next time he’s with you.

comes up with a new, innovative way of complimenting you every day. even if you’ve just woken up and haven’t even brushed your teeth yet.

vernon

a relationship filled with complete chill and zen.

you two have you’re own way of communicating with each other. when you meet eyes from across the room, you know exactly what the other is thinking.

won’t be the type of boyfriend to initiate skinship in public, but won’t leave you alone in private. his legs are always entwined with yours in bed, his arms wrap around your waist when cooking and so on.

will invite you over to his family home more often than necessary. his heart expands whenever he sees you interact with his sister like she was your own. he knew you were his partner for life from the first visit.

chan

a relationship filled to the brim with happiness.

he finds so much comfort in you that he thinks he relies on you too much. whenever he feels like this, he’ll set aside a day of doing everything for you: cooking, cleaning, even giving you a back massage.

like jun, he’ll take you to dance practice with him. he doesn’t get much work done, however, because if you’re lying down watching him, all he wants to do is lie next to you and cuddle you half to death.

will always be messaging you if he’s not with you. he’s either sending you updates on his hyung’s bickering, memes he found online or carat’s uplifting messages. his members know when he’s talking to you simply from this lovingly glazed look he gets in his eyes and a smile that refuses to leave his face.

seungcheol is sooo dreamy - i'm not surprised at all LOL he has such a versatile personality. even though vernon is technically my bias, i agree that he's super hard to write for. he has such a...multi-faceted personality that's hard to portray. hmm, my next question for you is: what's your favorite season? :o - 🎁 anon

Ikrrr, way toooo dreamy. And yes I agree with you, feels like Vernon would fit everything automatically, but then you just sometimes need to feel that way while writing.

And my favorite season is autumn 🍂

I love this season way too much, standing under the tree and leaves falling down, can't be more beautiful. Everything looks sooo prettyyy, what's yours? And hope you had a nice day todayyy, and almost forget to ask you, who's easiest to write for you? And hardest member? hehe i lowkey wanna know 😆

- Nihyun 🍒

thank you for the tag @savventeen

tag game: put my playlist on shuffle, list 10 songs, and then tag 10 people

These songs are from my ‘on repeat’ since I couldn’t decide which playlist to pick up because there are sooo many playlists

1.     Forever Only - Jaehyun

2.     2 Minus 1 - SEVENTEEN

3.     Animals – Maroon 5

4.     Open the safe – Na Yoon Sik, Park Sejun

5.     The Dreaming – Monsta X

6.     Love You Goodbye – One Direction

7.     Night view – Monsta X

8.     Maroon – Taylor Swift

9.     The Happiest Girl - BLACKPINK

10.  Losing You - WONHO

tagging @aestheticfangirl @oxyjunator @itutsity 

feel free to do, no pressure though ^^

I’m a loner here ><

hihihi thank you for the tag @wooahaes <3

tag game: put my playlist on shuffle, list 10 songs, and then tag 10 people

i have too many playlists, so i'm gonna shuffle my spotify 'on repeat' lol

Alligator Monday - Cuzco

Follow - Monsta X

Say My Name - ATEEZ

Remedy, Surging Sea - Son Lux

Going Dumb (with Stray Kids) - Alesso, CORSAK, Stray Kids

_WORLD - SEVENTEEN

Pink in the Night - Mitski

Look at the Sky - Porter Robinson

Left & Right - SEVENTEEN

VERY NICE - SEVENTEEN

honorable mentions are Uta's songs from the new one piece movie bc they are all i've been listening to since sunday skjflsjfldsj

tagging @twancingyunhao @rubyreduji @dokyeomblr @housewifehui @soulmateshua @softnyams @smalliechelle @nihyunluvskookie @diamondyjh @freakyfriedrice and anyone else that sees it and wants to do it!!

Oh god wrote Jun angst for the first time and idk how was it, but I hope it's worth reading. I wrote on shot almost after one or two month 😭😭😭😭😭

Romantic gestures

95s, 96s, 97s, 98s, 99s ··- ฅ^._.^ฅ

a/n: this took me a looongg time to make, figuring out what best fit the members and I personally think that these fit them pretty well sjkdhk hopefully, ya'll think so too!! but do comment or ask if you have any opinions. likes and reblogs are massively appreciated <33 Also Happy birthday wonwoo!! please know that you are precious and loved. no fic I'll write can encapsulate how much I love you, how much carats love you. spend today knowing that you've done well, you've done your best because as long as it's you, we'll love it no matter.

genre: still fluff (ill learn to write other genres one day lmaoo)

warning: none (do tell me if i missed any!)

Seungcheol: Preparing jewelry for someone is such an underrated form of romantic gesture. There’s this sense of knowing someone so deeply that you know what fits them best. And seungcheol finds it quite therapeutic how a portion of the early morning is reserved for him to prepare the jewelry for you as you shower. Seungcheol loves knowing that when you get a glimpse of the shine from a mirror, or when going about your day, it’ll remind you of him. His soothing hand on your wrist as he helps you with the bracelet, or the slight touches when he puts on your necklace for you. You love how sometimes the jewelry that he sets on the table are ones you wouldn’t even think would fit your style. Instead of diamonds it was sapphire, instead of neutrals it was bold, and you find that aspect of it, though bougie to an extent, is quite endearing. Seeing as how he silently challenges you to be outside of your comfort zone with the thing you find most comfort in. 

Jeonghan: Jeonghan knows the consequences that comes with having long hair and he would be more than happy to help. It’s not that you can’t do it on your own or it’s entirely tiring for your oh-so-weak arms. It really is because jeonghan insists on doing so that you let him dry your hair. you would be lying if you said you didn’t enjoy it. You wouldn’t trust yourself with a hairdryer now that you think of it. You wished you trusted yourself the way you trust your hair withstanding the blast of hot air. You’d spend 15 minutes or so jostling around until “eh”, it’s dry enough” But that’s not the case with hannie. His touches are delicate and soft, and he wouldn’t turn up the heat despite your complaints of it taking longer. And you know debating with jeonghan wouldn’t lead you to any compromise. So you’d let him take his time with it. The feeling of his fingers combing your hair, the slight massages he’d occasionally give. He’d move to be infront to style your bangs and, flirtatiously, may I add, lifted your chin with his finger, bend down to kiss you, and resumed as if your whole system didn’t just shut down. Oh, he knows, alright, and would kiss the blush away from your cheeks only to giggle at the increase of it. 

Joshua: Shua would let you take a bite of his food first before him. Now isn’t he just a darling. There's this fluttering feeling in your stomach whenever he does, because not only is he, A. allowing you to take the first bite of his food willingly because he knows you love stealing what’s his anyways, (his heart, for example) but also because most times, his food arrives first and he wouldn’t want you to just sit while he eats. In a sense, he’s also taking care of you in the most adorably domestic romantic way. Like yes, have my food my love you best not be starving, I can't have the love of my life’s tummy grumble and be devastated. Go and eat up, my dear. And unknown to you, shua always has this endearing smile whenever he hears you humm over how good a food is, stroking your back gently, reminding you to take your time with chewing and swallowing. He’s just smitten, to say the least. 

Jun: You dropped your phone and is now positioned under the table of a fancy restaurant, trying your best to look elegant despite the position that you’re in. As you grab your phone about to go up, you felt a hand covering your head. Jun’s hand to be exact. His lovely hand, preventing you from hitting yourself on the edge of the table. And when you safely got back to your sitting position, jun smiled at you, “be careful.” Patting your head in the process before finding comfort on the back of your chair. And when i tell you your heart skipped a beat, it was so loud you were afraid he could hear it. Immediately turning the other way to hide the obvious blush on your face, you heard him chuckle. And it isn’t the only time he’s attentive and observant. In your daily lives as well, he’s literally the reason why you have fewer bruises than when you were without him. Reaching for a book from the top shelf? he’s there to hand it to you. A sharp edge of a chair? his hand is there to cover it for you. Almost tipping over a hot mug of water? he appeared out of thin air to make sure it spills on the carpet instead of his lover. I swear the most romantic thing anyone can do is to be attentive and caring and jun happily complies. 

Soonyoung: Soonyoung would sometimes invite you to his spontaneous night drives. Sometimes it wouldn’t even be a drive, just the two of you with your hands intertwined bathing in the moonlight that Seoul offers. Sometimes it would be considered as a date, even with the lack of plans and directions. Grabbing a microwaved corndog from the minimarket, or a pack of popcorn as you watch cars pass by. But sometimes it would also be considered as a little refresher. The moment he sees you slump over on your chair, computer in front of you with work that just seems too overwhelming to do, he softly knocks at your open door. Goes to hug you from the bag before kissing your shoulder, “Put on a hoody, I have something to show you.” And as you walk in the dim streetlights you asked,” What did you want to show me?” Soonyoung hummed, “The moon, stars, lamp posts, cars, what else?... oh yeah- the road, this waterbottle…”  and it goes on. As he lists things you two could see, your head strays away from the stress that was once the reason your shoulders were hunched and soonyoung knows this when he hears his name softly being called. “Thank you, baby” And he takes your hand in his, kissing your knuckles before your lips, “Anything for you.” 

Wonwoo: One time he asked if he could read one of your read books. You replied with, “ Get ready for crazy annotations, won.” And wonwoo was seriously expecting full-on colored drawings on the book. But rather he was met with paragraphs of your thoughts warp into the small spaces between texts and the edge of the paper. He finds it endearing, the little emojis you drew, the many question marks, and ‘ *smashes keyboard ‘ placed in almost every chapter. And found that reading books with your annotations in them more fun and enjoyable. You were just over at the corner when you caught him blushing, hands over his eyes. You were met with him reading one of your notes in a romance book that said, ‘if wonu ever called me my love, darling, babe, honey. Istg Joshua Templeman you are out of here.’ And he stared at you, trying his best to not laugh. “ So my replacement was Joshua Templeman all this time?” And proceeds to tackle you to the ground. Now it’s a newfound love language, reading each other’s annotated books. It's the understanding aspect of it that both of you love, and what's more romantic than leaving little notes for your lover in the books you’ve read? (Wonwoo)

Jihoon: JIhoon and his silent ways of showing you how much he loves you. It is the simple, subtly, yet very needed rubs on your waist. It’s such a mundane action that most of the time he does it absentmindedly. Not even realizing that his hands made their way to your waist and are now rubbing circles. But most of the time it is purposeful. He sees through you like he sees through glass. Gently pulling you into his embrace whenever your eyes start to droop, or your voice quietens. To the outside, his romantic gesture isn’t much, but you know that those loving touches mean so much more. “You’ll do fine”, “calm down, my love”, “‘m proud of you” and so on. He’ll situate you on his lap after a long day of work and hug you as if you’d disappear without his touch. He doesn’t seem like the most touchy person, but when he feels like it and when he knows you need it, he’s more than okay to spend hours just holding you tight.