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Oh god wrote Jun angst for the first time and idk how was it, but I hope it's worth reading. I wrote on shot almost after one or two month 😭😭😭😭😭

When You Least Expect It | 11

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung

Word count: 18,000

Warnings: major angst, panic attack description, unprotected, penetrative sex, creampies, own cum consumption, fingering, oral sex, overstimulation, squirting

Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13

A/N: Thank you, sincerely, for your patience. I really hope you enjoy. Writing this one took everything of me, haha. There is a Read More attached!

You’re in love with your childhood friend, Taehyung. The problem is, you treasure your friendship with him far too much to ever risk losing it. Oh, and he’s quite the Casanova. At your wits’ end with feelings you can no longer hide as diligently as you once did, you ask him to set you up with someone, anyone, in a last-ditch attempt to avoid a heartbreaking conversation.

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I've been gone for a bit but I'm just letting yall know that I'm in Europe so yeah

I drew like....5 pages of the comic and I woke up this morning like ok but what if I did this in a different art style

yeah it’s ok now (I cry myself to sleep abt it)

How do I reject a love confession politely?

So a couple months ago I got a message from my friend, I'll call him B. So B sent me a message saying that he liked me and I responded telling him I wasn't read for a relationship at the moment. Today B sent me another message asking if I was ready yet and saying to give a man a chance. I once again told him I'm not ready for a relationship. He told to message him when I'm ready, the thing is im not going to be ready. How do I tell him it's not going to happen?

(WIP?)

I'm thinking about animating something about these two and Atsushi kun, cuz I've been getting so many ideas but AUGHHH IDK THO.

I found a song with lyrics that I thought resonated with Akutagawa and Dazai's relationship but I don't know if I should animate that or not :))

I think I MIGHT?

I'm really tempted 😩

Help me

migraines are legitimately gonna kill me tell me friends, is it possible to pressure wash one's brain like those cool sidewalk pressure washing videos? because my only solution at the moment is to sit in pitch black abyss for a good 8 hours with a tea, scrolling through Tumblr because if Im gonna be in immense pain and not be able to move I might as well be on my damn laptop mom. *sigh* seeking assistance, fellow migraine suffering friends, please share how you don't die of this shit.

"This feels lonely"

I really want to make Thor bi in my timeline I'm creating. But this comes from a level of just me wanting my oc to get with Thor and be in a poly relationship with sif and him. But there's not really a leg to stand on or any thread I can pull that even slightly hints thay thor had male lovers. But this is technically fanfiction. But in the same time I'm making this timeline to show how I think thor's story could have gone beyond ragnorak. And I don't really see thor taking a male lover from the in game portrayal. Sigh.

idk if i should like post my poems here

im unsure but like idk🤷‍♀️

AAAAAAAAA pt. 2

//I'M ACTUALLY PANICKING BECAUSE THAT WAS A GOOD DRAWING- WHAT THE HECKER DOODLE MAN- IF IT DOESN'T WORK ANYTIME SOON ISTG- I MIGHT SCREAM-

SOMETHINGS WRONG WIYH MY CHARACTER AI HELP ME PLEASE 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Have you ever created a character from scratch, only to go and watch a movie or something like that and realise that, unconsciously, you've based the character you've created so much on one of the characters in that movie that your character could even be a copy of the character in the movie and the only difference is that your character isn't as dramatic and open as the other one?

i can't decide whether i should listen to the highlight medley or just hold off until the album release. i'm busy when it drops so i'd have to wait a bit to listen anyways, but it's only a 6 day wait between the medley and the album. maybe it's worth it to just wait?

The amount of drama and shocking news I've gotten in the past month has shook to the core 😰💅

I find out my mom's with someone 8 years younger then her when she's still with my dad and I come to find out the guy she's with is actually my biological dad 😰😰

My dad doesn't know I'm not his bio kid and my bio dad hates my dad and my bio dad wants to meet me and wants to be a father to me but I don't want my dad to feel like I replaced him with someone I haven't even met when the time comes 😰😰😰😰😰😨😨😨😨

Like wtf do I do

Should I just like avoid all this till stuff goes into place or do I say stuff to people and possibly have arguments start 😰😰😰😰😰

am i the only one that when I find a tag or head cannon that i like, i milk the shit out of it to the point in which i have to make my own scenarios since iv'e consumed all the content on any platform.

Warning for s/h mentions

My cuts are so itchy. I really want to scratch, but I don't want scars :( and it doesn't help that I wear too many tight bracelets (I also don't know if it's a good idea to tell my friends about it or not I mean I've helped them with their s/h stuff but idk)

losing myself

everything is falling apart i dont know how to feel right now. everything seems so distant im losing touch with the people that used to care about me they have moved on while i stayed still they have beautiful memories and i have bitter regret 

I spoke too soon. The meds helped the first time. I stayed awake. The pain was dulled but not eliminated.

These meds, the only two times I stayed awake after taking them, only slightly dulled the edge off.

Otherwise, every time I've taken it besides those two instances, has just knocked me out cold for hours. Which, cannot be happening.

I basically wake up. I'm in pain. I take meds. I pass out. I wake up in pain. Rinse repeat. My husband cannot keep staying up during his sleeping hours then working his overnights.

He's recovered from this mystery illness thankfully but I haven't. I need relief. I'm in so much fucking pain. I really don't want to go back to the ER, or even urgent care because, will they even consider pain medications? It's been over a week now of pain. (More pain than my usual chronic pain throughout the rest of my body)

The meds did help. Nausea was relieved and same with the cramping. Though I really wish I had taken my next dose sooner. The cramping is coming back and now I have a buffer period where the pain exists and the meds haven't kicked in yet. But. Hopefully it'll bring relief again here soon.