Starry Night \\

Starry night \\

“Chan one shot”

Bang Chan x female reader || fluff with a bit of angst || word count: 1.1 K

Tags: @kpopscape​ 

[2:03 AM]

Since past few days, I couldn’t sleep well. Maybe this stress from work was too much, new projects and presentations. This is another sleepless night. It was 2 am already and I have to get up at 8 am in the morning. I was laying on my bed since 12:30 am and trying to sleep. I couldn’t stay still anymore and soft songs weren’t helping me. I went to the balcony and looked at the moving clouds and the moon. It was pretty, it looked beautiful and peaceful.

I wore my slippers and went to the rooftop, I sat there staring at the moon. I was looking at the moon lost in thoughts about Chan. I miss him, recently he is also busy with his schedules. I ask him about whether he ate something or not, we talk pretty normal. When we get busy with our own schedules, we don’t force eachother to text back always. Chan is quite understanding, he is my happy place. I can be myself infront of him, he makes me feel good. I just miss him.

It was getting bit chilly outside, I started rubbing my shoulders, I looked at the moon and said. “Chan I miss you, I want a big hug from you and no hugs from you makes me sad” I sighed and I was taken aback with the sudden touch.

He was hugging me, “are you happy now baby?” I got up and looked at him. I gave him a big hug, he hugged me back. I buried my head on his chest, I missed this warmth, I missed him. “Awwwww my baby”

“I missed you Chan, it’s hard for me to stay away from you.” I mumbled. He was patting my back and tears started coming out, beside him I really don’t have anyone who can comfort me and I can rely on. Everything's hard ever since he had to go back to dorm, I didn’t want to hold him back and let him go because for his future. I don’t want to be someone who will hold him back from doing what he loves.

“Hush, don’t cry, I am here.” He said but it didn’t help me, I cried more, I was holding him tight, not even wanting to let him go. I just don’t want him to leave me. He lifted my face, I looked at him with my teary eyes and tears were still falling down. He wiped my tears with his thumb. “Chan…”

“Stop crying, I am here now. Okay?” he said and it was comforting as usual. I nodded trying to stop crying. One thing hit me, the time and what is he doing here now.

“Chan, why are you here at this time?” I asked him, still holding him.

“What do you mean by that? It’s our home, I called you few times but you didn’t pick up so I came to see you. Because I missed you.” He said and gave a quick peck on my lips. I thought to return his quick peck. I tip toed to give him a peck but Chan was fast to capture my lips and pressed his lips softly, his one hand was holding my waist and another on my face. I closed my eyes just to feel him against my lips. I missed this feeling; I loved this feeling.

After some time, he left and looked at me, I don’t know why I still couldn’t look at him after kissing him, this happens everytime. “Awwww, look at me now” he said and I looked at him.

“You can’t sleep today again?” I nodded.

“Let’s just sit here and watch the stars tonight. Okay?” I nodded and both of us sat on the rooftop, looking at the sky full of stars. “You know Chan, how much I wanted to sit with you like this at least one”

“Are you happy now?” I smiled at him and he pulled me into his embrace, I snuggled on his chest. It was warm as usual.

“You know, it’s difficult to find the right star in sky full of star. All the stars are different and all of them are special in their own way. That’s why finding you was bit difficult Y/N. It took me a lot of time to find you and I tried my best to comfort you because you are my person. A person for whom I and ready to do anything. So, don’t be sad, if you’re sad it makes my sad, I feel hurt. Never hold back yourself whenever you need me, I am here for you always. Forever. Okay?” his words already made me tear up again, it wasn’t easy. I tried not to make any sound, but my tears were falling on his shirt, making it wet. I don’t know why am I like this, I am just too vulnerable. I nodded. “Y/N” he called out my name and looked at me, “Don’t cry, I am here. Right by your side, so don’t cry.” He wiped my tears and pulled me closer.

“I won’t cry anymore. I think I just missed you and that’s why I am like this tonight.” I stopped crying. “Now look at the sky, everything is so pretty.” I smiled looking at my star and the starry night.

“Chan, let’s stay like this, I love it like this.” I said him. I saw him smiling at me. I closed my eyes and he pulled me closer. I took his warmth and I was feeling better. Everything Chan did for me till now is something no one did. I heard faint voice of Chan calling my name. And the next moment, I felt like I’ve been lifted by someone, I tried to open my eyes, I realized I slept on him.

“baby did I wake you up?” I tried to say no,

“You shouldn’t sleep there’s, let’s go to your bedroom.” I smiled and held him tight and buried my head on his chest. He chuckled at my actions, his soft laugh is my medicine for everything.

He carefully kept me on my bed and pulled the blanket to cover me, he went to other side of my bed, I turned to look at me. “Chan, I love you.” I said.

He tuned off the night lamp and pulled me closer and hugged me, “Don’t worry baby, I love you more.” And he laughed, his soft laugh.

He pecked on my forehead, and looked down at me, “It’s already 4 am, so good morning and now go back to sleep.” I hugged him and closed my eyes.

Chan is the star I wanted to see.

I'm sure Jeongin stans died here

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Finally added theme, after thinking for two days. I spent hours to edit the pages lol. HTML things are difficult

[10:15 pm]

“Jaehyun, stop throwing things!” you screamed, he wasn’t listening to you and threw a vase towards you in anger.

“Why do you always shout at me?” he shouted, you were scared

“Jaehyun stop! I don’t want to fight with you anymore.” you broke down in tears.

“Baby” his voice came out more like a whisper.

“Jaehyun, I really don’t want to fight with you like this, everything scares me in a way it should.” Looking at you like this, Jaehyun came to you and hugged you tight.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry baby” you cried more, holding him tight.

“I’m sorry Jaehyun, you have to go through this.” You said in between your cries.

“Shh, don’t say like that and I won’t shout at you again, I’m sorry.” He hugged you tighter

[1:30 am]

You screamed “No!” suddenly. You woke up, you had nightmare. You sat on your bed and tears were falling down your cheeks.  Jisung woke up and switched on the lamp on the night table, he looked at you. You looked devastated, “baby what happened? Why are you crying?” he was worried.

“Jisung, just… just don’t leave me.” He pulled you in his embrace. Your cries were louder and you couldn’t help, that nightmare left you devastated. You were holding his shirt tightly and crying, Jisung was trying to clam you down. He was patting your back; you were constantly saying him “Please don’t leave me”

“Shh, I am here”

“Jisung, just-

“I will never ever leave you alone.”

“Jisung.” Your sobs were louder.

“Shh, don’t cry. I am here just by your side.”

After you stopped crying, you looked at Jisung, “You had nightmare?” he asked you sweetly still holding you carefully in his embrace. You nodded and buried your head on his chest and held him tight.  “I promise I will never ever leave you alone in this cruel and beautiful world.”

“Jisung, I am… just afraid. Nothing else.” Jisung held your fingers and looked at you.

“I will never leave you, so don’t be afraid.” He said softly.

“Jisung, I am just being unreasonable, I too know that. I’m so-

Jisung stopped you by keeping his lips on you, you were surprised.

“I love you, you know that very well baby” he said and kissed you softly.

“I love you too Jisung.” And you kissed back.