Thinking About Getting A Notebook So I Can Write Out/plan Out Ghost X Does Story

Thinking about getting a notebook so I can write out/plan out Ghost x Doe’s story

I can’t decide which one I like better!

I am a madman. I am a danger. In my mind, there are different worlds creeping in. The heavens and the Earth collide. I do not know where I am. You do not wish a life with me for yourself. No one wishes that.

QUEEN CHARLOTTE: A BRIDGERTON STORY Episode 6: Crown Jewels

I will love you in all my madness, and in all my fragile moments of sanity. I will love you from the cracks of my brain, and so wholly from the heart you healed.

Me: Why I haven’t I grown anywhere as an artist?

Also me:

Retail day job

Unable to have flexible schedule

Still living with parents

Constantly busy with said parents

Also constantly doing other things for them

No privacy from them

Unable to have down time at home

Too exhausted to do any more artwork

ADHD

Adulting with multiple things

Rejection sensitive dysphoria

Comparing my own art to other’s even tho I know better but some times can’t help it

Me: Tis a mystery 🥲

QUEEN CHARLOTTE & KING GEORGE