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(Late) WIP Wednesday

Tagged by @cloudofbutterflies92

Sorry it took a while to get around doing this! Thanks for tagging me!

(I need to continue working on this, but this is from a little fic idea where Ghost offered to take Doe to an orthologist appointment)

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Ghost sighed.

‘Of course…’

He knew Doe can be stubborn at times when it came to needing assistance, being physically disabled and all. It wasn’t that he didn’t think she was incapable of doing anything with one arm, it was never like that.

He just hated that she continued to solely depend on herself for everything since day one.

Then again, he was rather impressed with how far she had come with such a setback.

Ghost looked back up at the old brick building, amazed by the fact she was able to restore such an old building and turn it into something inhabitable for herself. Too bad he knew how she got the money for it; but he understood why she didn’t like explaining it.

Ghost eventually saw movement at the oak doors and could see Doe leave her house and shot a brow up watching her close and lock her door, all with one hand.

Thinking about how after Doe’s father was finally arrested and put into maximum security until his trial, Doe and her siblings lived with their uncle once he got custody of them

Their uncle had them move to where he was living for the time being (that being Manchester), and the triplet’s first month of their new secondary school (my American ass almost said high school lol) was so rocky they were getting the blunt end of the bullying until Doe stepped up to protect her siblings once more

AND one of those days, Doe was almost ready to fight one of the bullies when one of the older student bystanders made them back off and defended Doe as he stared them down until they left

Said bystander checked to see if Doe and her siblings were okay before going back to get his little brother. She asked him, “Can you at least gimme your name?” The boy looked back at Doe asking, “Why?”

“Just wanna thank you for that,” she would say to him, making the older boy smile a little

“Simon Riley.”

Thinking about getting a notebook so I can write out/plan out Ghost x Doe’s story

I can’t decide which one I like better!

Fiction tropes I accidentally put Doe in, but also not surprised about

When I say Elvira is Doe coded, this is what I mean

When you finally get around to writing out the main plot of your Ghost x oc fic during downtime at work

Thinking of getting to a point of tweaking Doe’s bio

Doe if she were in MW3 and beat the shit outta Makarov

I was rewatching the 2024 Eurovision entries and if Bambie Thug’s semi-final performance of Doomsday Blue isn’t the most GhostDoe thing ever, I don’t know what is

This would be the perfect song for Doe towards the end of MW3 (and possibly the climax of MW4 if there’s a chance for that game to happen) the moment she realizes the horrific actions she took to avenge Soap made her become the very thing she hated the most: her own father

And she’s struggling to decide on whether she should just end things or live with that for the rest of her life as she starts spiraling out of control and into a fit of anxiety, dread, and denial

Last Line Tag

Tagged by @cloudofbutterflies92

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Doe, unbothered by the middle aged woman’s remarks, collapsed her parasol before handing it to Ghost and making her way towards the other towering over her. “Listen, bhagini. I dun ask fer ‘nyone’s opinion tha’ much, but if I wanted tae hear your’s-” Doe lowered her sunglasses enough the other woman can see her stormy blue eyes. “-I know more ways then one tae get it outta ya.”

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Tagging: Anyone who wants to do this!

I wanted to join in on this! (Many months later)

Feat. My own Ghost x OC ship, GhostDoe (or Phantom Stag)

I loved Sleepy’s idea of adding their individual petnames/nicknames for each other!

Tagging: Anyone who wants to do this!

[Saw @cloudofbutterflies92 post and wanted to try and do it, too! So this is inspired by her and @moosch who drew the characters inside the boxes of the template. Wanted to try that for a long time so I'm glad I could do it now! Thank you both tho for the idea and inspiration <3 !]

Blank Template + silly little brainrot:

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I love how I was able to give them a more domestic vibe somehow. By the way, I just realized...

This is them in a nutshell, your honor. I cackled fr.

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Taglist [opt in/out]: @alypink @graveyard-party666 @mutantthedark @onehornedbeast @artbygem

@chloekistune @voidika @inafieldofdaisies @socially-awkward-skeleton @kaitaiga

@itsastronxmy @deeptrashwitch @theelderhazelnut @islandtarochips @caelums-fate

@kikiharinezumi @hookhearted and anyone else who'd like to try!

Ghost: I might be a nonbeliever, but I know a goddess when I see one

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(WIP Cause I needed to get it out my system before I went back in to work)

Doe and Her Health (TW: Talk of Weight, EDs, Masking, Mental Health Problems)

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Physical Health

Doe overall maintains a relatively good health. However, she does have past health problems and current health conditions that do affect her mentally just as much as it does physically. For one, Doe devloped a higher metabolism rate, which makes it hard for her to gain weight, much less maintain a healthy weight range. Not to mention when her father further pushed her for her training, he made snide remarks about her body and weight (mind you she was a child still during this time), and given she grew up during the 90s-2000s, the whole push to be “skinny” was insanely high and detrimental for a child/teenage girl like her.

She would eat less food for a long period of time, until it became she ate nothing.

Doe would repeatedly collapse during training, even keel over from starvation to the point of tears. A part of her knew what she was doing was wrong, but the other part of her wanted her father to be proud of her no matter how many times he raised the bar for her. It had gotten so bad that Doe, before her father was finally arrested, weighed nearly 98 pounds at 5’10”. She even had to be forced medication and therapy in order to regain control of her weight and health. Initially, Doe was refusing the medication due to the trauma by her father and the people training her, but the therapy during her secondary school days eventually got her to take it and regain weight to a relatively healthy weight, albeit still somewhat underweight (but not dangerously so).

Now, at 32, she weighs a good 125 lbs, and is doing a lot better with her weight maintenance and taking her medications.

However, she does sometimes forget to eat and gets too close to relapsing with her ED. Thankfully, Ghost is there to notice this and when he calculated the calories from her day, he makes her a huge breakfast or dinner and even tells her he would lace her food with her medicine just so that she knows he cares so much about her, even goes as far as eating with her.

Mental Health

Now it’s pretty obvious that Doe has been through a lot throughout her life, and yes, therapy does work for her. Though that doesn’t exactly mean she isn’t safe from triggers of all kinds, whether that be PTSD or ADHD.

Doe for the longest time had been under serious scrutiny from her father, causing her to struggle horribly with stress, anxiety, and even depression, though she was never allowed to show weakness around him. She had to see things no child should even have to see, and that alone caused unnecessary distress on the girl to the point she eventually became desensitized by violence and horrors.

Doe habitually bottles up her problems and internal emotions, forcing herself to mask in order to fit in and keep up appearances. But she so longs to be open about herself and her emotions, she doesn’t want to deter people away from her.

ADHD makes things even harder on her as she even tends to be hard on herself when things go wrong in a mission, causing her to silently have a panic attack the moment she can get alone time. If or when someone walks in on her having one of her episodes, she quickly pulls herself together and tells them she’s fine (she isn’t).

After her father’s attempt on her life, his own, and her siblings, her uncle took the triplets in and he had them undergo some serious therapy sessions as teenagers, especially Doe. He felt awful that he couldn’t be there for his niblings, but it also would have gotten him killed if he ever got near the compound where they were living against their will.

Now an adult well into her 30s, Doe strives to live a better life even if she does have a more “childish” take on it. Sometimes she can be quite loud and cheery, boisterous and playful, but remember, that’s the side she never got to express growing up.

But even that side, added on to masking, can wear her down all over. She might not realize in the moment she has gone too far with her emotions and expressiveness, but when called out on it, she’ll start off as defensive, but soon enough, she’ll apologize; even if it makes her feel like shit she did that without knowing it.

UPDATE

These ruffles are gonna be the death of me

Ghost: I might be a nonbeliever, but I know a goddess when I see one

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(WIP Cause I needed to get it out my system before I went back in to work)

OC Aesthetic Board

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🦌 Zoey “Doe” Kilduff

⚕️ Valentina “Cleric” Solovyova

I’ve been meaning to do this for a couple weeks but I love doing aesthetic boards

Blank below if anyone wants to do this, too!

Doe is the type of person who will infodump the lore of Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit, both the books and the films, and will even talk about trivia of the films BTS stuff

And you cannot do anything to stop this

True that I saw her hair like the branch of a tree

A willow dancing on air before covering me

Under cotton and calicoes

Over canopy dapple long ago

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Thinking about how Doe and Ghost decide to take a vacation to Rome some time after they retire from the military and Ghost wanted to try out a new hobby of photography (he sucks at it, but he’s fine with that; plus it’s his excuse to use his wife as his muse)

Reference under the cut

idk if I’ll ever get around to 100% finish this, but I’m still lowkey proud of how it was looking so far

But if you ever wanna know just how deeply her trauma and daddy issues run, look no further than her father

TW: Topics of abuse, neglect, DV