I Wish I Was More Feminine... I Still Don't Know What A Woman Is, But I Was Placed Here, So I Should

I wish I was more feminine... I still don't know what a woman is, but I was placed here, so I should at least understand.

I'm a girl, I know. Yet I don't feel like one.

Cecilia Lisbon and her vintage wedding dress might not leave my mind so soon.

I also love their bedroom. It was so... Feminine.

I can offer Him my mourning over His sacrifice, but He wants me to rejoice at His resurrection.

Oh, my melancholy.

I'm so tired.

Like, I know. I know what I have to do. I know Who I need to reach for. I know.

But I'm tired.

Too tired.

Always tired.

I don't like to complain. You know, there's so many things to thank for instead of complaining about this one little thing.

But, really, who listens to music without headphones at 5 am!?

I'll burst catholic songs too. He won't like it.

I'm hungry