I Love You More Than Youll Ever Know CS55
I love you more than you’ll ever know CS55



summary: your best friend gave you just one rule, not hook up with her brother but you’re not gods strongest soldier
warnings: suggestive themes (no smut), fighting, happy ending
a/n: idk how i feel about this but enjoy! you can write me any request you want! sorry for grammar mistakes🙏 thank you for reading, love you all💋
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oh you were fucked.
like literally so fucked.
your best friend staring at you while your tongue was in a guys throat.
not just some guy, it was her brother. the only man she didn’t want you to kiss while you being the only woman she didn’t want him to touch.
“f/n… i can explain.” you said, out of breath but she was already leaving.
oh this was bad.
but let’s start from the beginning.
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you knew f/n your whole life. your moms were best friends long before you were even planned.
she was your rock, your second sister, your everything. you were inseparable all your life. she was always there for you as you were there for her, never getting tired of each other.
you always spent summer at sainz home with f/n and her family, yours joining from time to time.
and of course carlos was present all the time. you always looked up to him, how could you not. he taught you how to ride a bike, how to swim, how to cook without burning the kitchen down.
he taught you all of the things your father never did. he was always kind and helped everyone around him.
no wonder you had the biggest crush on him. you always had.
but after carlos started to drive for f1 you wouldn’t see him at all. you were extremely happy for him because his hard work finally paid off but at cost not meeting him for quite some time.
few years pass without you talking or even seeing carlos. you had a lot of work and school and the only time spending with sainz family was during summer, but carlos wasn’t spending summer time at home at all.
until now. you were freshly 20 after your first breakup and your exams all done. you and f/n were about to have the best summer of your life, both of you single and stunning as hell.
you were sunbathing outside, beside a pool. “do you want a drink babe.” you asked f/n standing up. “yes pleasee.” she smiled and put her sunglasses on.
you went inside to get some drinks. as you were bending to get some ice from the freezer someone stood up behind you.
“uhm hola.” you heard behind you immediately turning around. “oh hi carlos.” you blushed.
you didn’t really think that the sainz parents would be home so you chose the smallest bikini you had to get the best tan you could.
“y/n? is that you? you’ve grown so much.” he said, smile plastered on his face, at once giving you the biggest hug.
when you moved away, silence fell between the two you, carlos eyeing you up and down. he didn’t expect you to grow up to be such a beautiful woman and to mature so much. well… obviously you would. he haven’t seen you in a while and you were the prettiest girl he have ever met. he didn’t even realised that he missed you. the feeling he had when he was with you was indescribable. of course he loved you, who wouldn’t, you were his first childhood love.
but he loved his sister as well and he would never break the only rule she gave him. don’t. touch. y/n
we’ll see about that
“change and come to the pool, we’ll be waiting.” you smiled and faced the door. “of course i’ll be right there”. he said and left to get changed.
you took the beverages and went back to f/n. “what took you so long, i almost died from thirst.” she whined and you just laughed.
“your brother is here. he’ll join us in a few.” you said.
she put her sunglasses off and stared at you, eyes wide open. “what? carlos is here?” she asked surprised.
“you didn’t know he was coming?” you questioned her.
“no she did not.” voice in thick spanish accent spoke up behind you. you turned around and there he was standing in all of his glory
you didn’t want to admit but he was hot. his face features matured, his all body got muscular and his charisma just got bigger.
f/n spurted up and immediately went to hug her older sibling. “what are you doing here? you never come home for summer brake.” she asked as she pulled you and carlos to sit by the outside table.
“you answered your question hermanita. haven’t spent much time with you for a while and i started to miss you actually.” he said and hugged her one more time.
“look at both of you, you grown so much by the time i was gone. i feel like i’m missing out.” he said.
“when did you got so soft?” you asked. “he’s just old.” f/n stated and both of you started laughing. carlos just rolled his eyes.
“don’t make me regret this.” he said and laughed with both of you.
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to be honest you didn’t know how you were going to survive whole summer with carlos around when you were having trouble first two days he was over.
there certainly was tension between the two of you but you could never admit that. not after your recent talk with f/n.
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“y/n, you would never have anything with my brother right?” f/n asked out of the blue. “what? no of course not.” you obviously lied.
“why not? don’t you find him attractive?” she continued. “well yes i do but i would never have anything if you are against it.” you said and sipped your drink.
“that’s all i wanted to hear.” she said and smiled softly.
/
you did understand why she was like that. a lot of time she would tell you how she feels that her parents put carlos always before her. that he’s the more important, more skilled, more intelligent, more loved sibling. she always felt that she was in the second person place and is he would get you too she would not stand it anymore.
but you can’t keep love apart for long.
one night, after long day at the beach, you decided to go to a club. you, f/n, carlos and your friends were getting ready.
you chose a dark coloured short dress and some high heels. you couldn’t zip the dress so you started to search for f/n be she was currently finishing her make up in the bathroom.
so the next person that cane to mind was carlos. you knocked on his door and he opened in just shorts.
“what can i do for you hermosa?” he asked and led you into his room. oh god that nickname. when f/n wasn’t around he started giving you nicknames and small touches here and there. you could never get enough of it.
“could you please zip my dress? f/n is in shower and i can’t do it.” you said, your voice small. “turn around.” he ordered and you at once turned your back to him, your front facing a mirror in front of you.
you felt him get closer to you. you felt his hot breath on you skin, his hands carefully touching your skin. he put you hair to the side and slowly brought the zipper up your back.
you were looking in the mirror when suddenly his hands grabbed your hips and you looked at each other in the mirror, carlos smirking at you.
“you look beautiful quierda.” he said and buried his head into the crook of your neck. you stayed like that for a few.
“guys let’s go the taxis arrived.” you heard f/n shout and that woke you up. both of you stepped away from each other, carlos quickly putting a shirt on while you started to leave.
“thank you carlito.” you smiled and walked out of the room.
you were in the mood of getting a bit drunk tonight and of course to dance. you haven’t been in a club for a while so you were going to enjoy the night to the fullest.
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you woke up with your head pounding and sun shining through the blinds. you opened your eyes and almost had an heart attack.
carlos was peacefully sleeping in front of you. you sobered up immediately and tried to calmed down, maybe you were just too tired to go to your room when you came from the club.
of course not.
you looked under the covers. you and carlos were fully naked. you turned your back to him and as you wanted to leave the bed carlos hugged you from the behind and pulled you closer.
“good morning hermosa, why are we leaving?” he said probably thinking you were some random girl from the club.
“to use the bathroom.” you said and you felt him tense up.
“fuck.”
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you tried avoiding carlos, you really did but probably someone from above wanted you two together more than anything.
one day when everyone left for a three day trip, your social battery too low and you didn’t feel like leaving the bed for a while, you stayed back at sainz house.
you were really looking forward to it, three days all alone with nobody around.
you thought so.
as you went downstairs in your bikini to go out to tan a bit someone was standing in the kitchen.
guess who?
“what are you doing here carlos? why are you not on the vacation?” you asked confused as hell, your peace now disturbed.
he turned around surprised as well. “i thought i would get a few days alone.” he said.
“your stuck with me now.” you smirked and went to get some water. “hmm i could not wish for more.” he said and stepped closer to you.
you knew you mustn’t do this, but let’s be honest who can resist carlos sainz?
you looked into his deep brown eyes and placed your hands on his naked torso, his hands immediately settling on your hips, rubbing small circles.
he looked at your lips and leaned in, your lips connecting, one of your hand burying in his thick hair.
one of his hands grabbed your ass and the other went to your neck, squeezing it slightly. he pinned you to the counter and the kiss deepened.
“you’re irresistible.” he said out of breath, his hand on your boobs. his other hand slowly traced down your body, stopping by your panties.
you put your hand on his and looked him in the eyes. “let’s take this to the bedroom.” you whispered and he bit his lips.
“oh mi amor we can take this anywhere.” he picked you up and ran to his bedroom.
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a year an half later, you were celebrating christmas, your families together as always.
you haven’t seen carlos in three weeks, last time seeing him at abu dhabi to watch the grand prix. you had too much work before christmas and new year that you didn’t have time to see him at all.
when you started dating you didn’t expect to for your relationship to last. there were many factors that made you think that you will not sustain the relationship. but your love for each other just grew more every day.
before the family dinner you were in “your” room putting your lipstick on as you heard a soft knocks on the door.
“come in.” you turned around to see your boyfriend standing in the doorway. he looked so good in a suit, you didn’t know how you were supposed to breathe through this evening without getting your hands on him.
he locked the door and came right to you to give you the most passionate kiss. “i missed you so much mi vida, could’t stop thinking about you.” he whispered an d hugged you tighter.
when he moved away he looked at you up and down, spun you around and gave you another kiss. “my precious princesa. you look amazing.” he smiled softly when he saw you wearing a necklaces he gave you.
“let’s go eat love or it’ll be suspicious.” you said, gave him last kiss and both of you went to dinning room.
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after the dinner you went out to clear your head a bit. it was a bit too much for you. carlos saw you leaving the house and went after you.
“what’s wrong mi corazón?” he asked, concerned. “nothing amor, just a lot was going on this month, i just need a break.” you said and leaned into him.
“we can go somewhere together, anywhere you want cariño.” he whispered. “we can definitely come up with something.” you smiled and kissed him.
“y/n?”
fuck
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you watched f/n ran inside the house. you looked at carlos, his stare was blank.
“i’ll go talk to her.” he said, his voice stern. “we should give her some time and than go together .” you said, grabbed his hands and leaned into his torso.
you really tried to be calm but your hands were shaking and head hurting. how were you supposed to tell your best friend that you practically betrayed her?
“it’s going to be okay baby, breath.” carlos tried to calm you down by kissing your head and rubbing your back. you stayed like that for a good couple of minutes until you couldn’t just stand around anymore. you grabbed his hand and lead him inside the house.
you knocked on her door “f/n please let us explain.” you begged. you heard some shuffling behind the door and the lock unlocking. she peeked through the door, eyes puffy and red from crying.
“how long?” she asked obviously hurt by the scene she witnessed. you started shaking agin, carlos squeezing your hand tighter, reminding you that he’s here with you.
“year and a half…” you whispered looking down at your shoes.
f/n started blankly at you. “so you. my best friend, could not tell me for a fucking year and a half that you have a thing with my brother?” she was raising her voice a bit. “and you.” she looked at carlos. “you just can’t get enough. you take everything. fucking everything from me and now you decide to steal my best friend too? my whole life was not enough? i tried so hard for everyone and apparently it’s not enough…” she went on taking out her anger on you and carlos
you stepped closer to her and hugged her tightly. “nobody is going to take me away from you f/n.” you said and moved away. “i love so much you cannot get rid of me. ever. yes i didn’t want to tell you about me and carlos because that was the only thing in the world you didn’t want to happen. but it did. and i understand if you’re not going to be okay with us but i love him. i love him so much i am sometimes even scared of it. but that doesn’t mean that i love you less f/n. you’re like my sister, my twin even. okay? you have nothing to worry about.” you said with tears in your eyes.
her eyes were filled with tears to. she hugged you once again, so tight that you could barely breathe. “i love you too.” she said “and you. try hurting her and you’ll be dead man walking.” she said to carlos.
“that would never cross my mind.” he said and joined your hug. “i’m actually dating lando.” f/n said while shock and anger was plastered on carlos face. “that carbón. i’ll show him, he’ll not touch my little sister.” carlos said, taking phone into his hands.
“i’m joking.” f/n laughed and took his phone out of hush hands. “but at least you know how i felt.” she said
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fast forward two years later. everything was like from a fairy tale for you. you moved in with carlos, at work you were your own boss and your love for carlos grew. the sainz always loved you so when you went public and told his and your parents they were more than happy unite your families.
you went to watch more grand prix and he supported you and was always there for your hobbies or work achievements. you lived in symbiosis, you were like jing and jang.
one time you were home, carlos was after a hard weekend in canada. but you were there for him even in his hardest moments.
you left him alone for a while, you understood that he wanted to spent sone time alone with his thoughts.
after some time you came to his room “dinner is ready mi amor, you should go eat. you haven’t really went out of our room. or i can bring the food here for you.” you said and sat at the side of the bed, right beside him.
he looked at you, his stare blank. you laid down beside him and took his chin into you hand. “mi vida you did your best, you tries so hard to get into the points but it didn’t work out. and i know you are pissed at your self but this will not win with this setup.” you said and gave him a kiss.
suddenly he grabbed your body and hugged you tightly. “i love you so much hermosa.” he said. “what would i do without you.” he whispered in your ear and kissed your temple.
“without me you would be bored to death.” you said and laughed at yourself. carlos just looked at you. he loved watching and studying you, he could never get tired of that.
“marry me.” he said
“what?” you asked confused as hell.
“marry me. please, i don’t want anyone else in my life, just you.” he adds
you just stared at him.
“wait a second.” he ran out of the room and came back with a little box. he came to the side of the bed you were sitting on and kneeled down.
“marry me mi reina.” he opened the box that revealed a ring. “i wanted to do this for some time, but now felt right.” he said
“yes… yes of course i will.” you said as his eyes sparkled and he put the ring on your finger.
“te amo carlos.” you whispered, crying your eyes out.
he kissed you and laid you down on the bed.
“i love more that you’ll ever know.”
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hi!! could you please write smth about like overstimulating (idk if that word even exists lmao) sub!logan howlett? tysm, great work btw🫶🏻
note: this can be any Logan you think of, but we wrote it based off of younger Logan Howlett who still lives in the x mansion.
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They’ve been talking for a couple of months. Sex ain’t a new thing for them, but he seemed to always be anxious. He was afraid she’d think less of him from how quick he crumbles.
“Ssh, Logan,” y/n whispered as she slowly got on her knees and traced her hands down his body. “Just for a little. Wanna taste you,” she said, tugging on his jeans until his cock fell out. He was always hard and leaky before she got to touch him.
“Fuck- y/n, we can’t do this. I-I don’t be able to keep down o-or function properly-“ Before he could finish his sentence, y/n took him in her mouth, going down as far as she could until too many inches hit the back of her throat.
“Baby!” Logan cried out before slapping his hands over his mouth. “Fuck, fuck, y/n, please,” Logan begged as she bogged her head, getting his shaft wet.
“C-Can’t, can’t!” Logan begged for her to get off or at least slow down. The man gripped the skin that y/n had him pushed against, trying to hold himself steady as his legs shook.
“Oh my god, y/n, fuck!” The man couldn’t believe himself as he looked down at y/n who slobbered all over him, sucking him like she’s never done before.
They were both drunk. This was their first time doing anything while they were drunk, and she couldn’t stop. She didn’t want to. He sounded so good.
“Baby, baby, baby!” Logan repeated as his eyes rolled back and his fingers stiffened. He tried moving his hands to push her head, but he locked up at the feeling of his cock twitching.
There was silence from him for a few seconds as he spilled in Y/n’s mouth, not being able to get anything out until his body finally came back to life.
“Fuck!” The man cried out as one leg shook the most it ever had. “Shit, get off, baby — Please!” Tears streamed from the pleasured man’s eyes, feeling his heart sink and his mind go blank.
“Fuckin- Fuck! So fuckin’ good, fuuuck!” Logan’s hands rested on y/n’s head, tugging her hair which pulled a moan from her throat. “Oh, shit,” Logan cussed, hips instantly bucking at the vibration.
“G-Gonna cum — Gonna cum,” the man tried pulling y/n back, but the way she sucked him in her mouth made it hard for him to leave her mouth.
“B-Baby I can’t. Please, just- Fuck! Please, spare me, baby. Please!” Logan’s glossy eyes looked down into y/n’s as his hands came together as if he were praying. “I can’t take it,” Logan cried, but y/n knew how good this felt to him.
He couldn’t hide the moans and cock twitching.
Y/n’s hands gripped the side of Logan’s waist, pulling him into her, harshly pushing his cock down her throat until she couldn’t take anymore.
“F-F-Fuuuck!” Logan basically screamed as his cock exploded for the seconds. This time the man got y/n off with a harsh push.
Y/n fell back and watched the man shake. He held himself up on the sink as his cum spilled from his freed cock. “S-Shit,” he cried low as his muscles tightened. He was broken.
Y/n sat there and watched the man. She watched him crumble until he was on his knees, trying to catch his breath and stop his cock from leaking.
“Baby, you can’t just- You — Fuck, it felt s-so good,” Logan admitted on his hands and knees. The way his back repeatedly arched, made y/n giggle. She did him well.
“Hey, stop that,” Logan looked up at her with an embarrassed smile. “You look so good like this, baby,” y/n crawled over to him and sat him down so he could fully rest.
“What if I do that to you? You’d be angry,” Logan said, but she wouldn’t. “At the moment, but I’d feel so good. Just like you did,” she said.
“Right — It felt so good, bub,
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Moth to a flame LN4



summary: charles makes you realise that lando is not treating you right
warnings: angst and fluff
a/n: FINALLY i finished this and i hate it tbh. but idc really i am just happy i wrote it. SORRY FOR THE GRAMMAR MISTAKES feel free to correct me🙏🙏so enjoy and i love you all, sending kisses💋💋
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1:30 AM
L Norris
«Can i call you?»
you looked at Charles that was cuddling to your side. you closed your eyes and took a deep breath. you didn’t even have time to reply, your phone already vibrating.
you carefully left your bed and went to the bathroom. you looked at yourself in the mirror, the feeling of guilt spreading through your body.
Lando was like a virus that you couldn’t get out your body. it was never anything serious between you two. you were just very good friends that decided to start hooking up.
you always had some attraction to Lando, who would not. he was handsome and charismatic young man. the problem was that you started to develop feelings for him during your “relationship”. and that was it for you.
first of all you knew that he definitely didn’t want anything serious, at least nothing serious with you and second of all you knew that you weren’t the only girl he hooked up with and after you caught feelings it was something you could not stand.
so you distanced yourself a bit but lando knew what was happening and somehow you were spending more and more time with him.
you felt special, who wouldn’t, he took you everywhere and he was treating you like a princess . you went to see his races, he took you on holidays with him and you even got to know his parents.
but apparently…
you weren’t the only one.
one evening you had planned a date because you haven’t seen each other in a while but lando wasn’t picking up his phone and didn’t reply on your massages.
it started to make sense when your friend sent you paparazzi pick of lando and some girl holding hands and having dinner in restaurant YOU should have been in with HIM.
that was the first strike.
you needed time off, you didn’t want to see him, hear from him or meet him. you were hurt and offended. did he really forget about your date and just took some other girl with him?
after three days he started to call and text you but you just ghosted him until he showed up at your door.
he showed up with the most beautiful bouquet and beautiful necklaces.
and that’s how it always was.
he did something, you ignored him, he came to apologise and you fucked.
it was exhausting, you really tried to change your relationship but it never worked out.
and than you met charles.
you got to know him on a party of landos first win. you shared room with lando and all evening he talked about how he’s so lucky to have you and that he can’t wait to celebrate with you.
but somehow when you were in the club he disappeared from your sight and you couldn’t find him anywhere. you gave up and went to sit on some couches with a drink in your hand.
“ do you mind if i keep you some company?” you looked up and saw clearly tired charles.
“i would actually love some company right now.” you smiled
you talked for hours. he listened to you, you listened to him. you always had something to talk about.
you started to feel tired so charles decided to accompany you to your room.
as you came upstairs you took the room card from your purse. as you came closer to your room you already felt off so you hoped that lando was there and okay.
well he was more than okay.
you stood in front of the room door and clearly heard a woman moaning landos name from your room. you just stayed still and tried not to cry.
charles took your hand and led you to his room. as he closed the door you hugged him and started crying like a child.
you explained your relationship with lando to charles and he listened carefully to everything you had to say.
he didn’t understand why would someone play with you like that. he wanted to help you, he wanted to show you that it doesn’t have to be like that with everyone.
you slept at charleses room that night.
in the morning he ordered breakfast straight to your room and you ate at on a balcony with beautiful view and sunny weather.
after you finished you knew that you should go and pick up your bags from yours and landos room but you really didn’t have the mood to deal with him. you thought about every possible way of how to not go to go there but none of them seemed to work.
“what are you thinking about?” charleses soft voice snapped you back from your thoughts.
“nothing important, i just need to get my stuff and i really don’t want to see him.” you sighed and closed your eyes.
“i’ll go for them.” charles said and immediately stood up.
“no no no you don’t have to, i will get them in a minute.” you didn’t want to bother him with such a stupid thing.
“i want to do it for you. i’ll be right back.” he said and before you could answer he was gone.
i want to do it for you. this sentence meant everything to you. you’ve never met a man who would really took an action and not just say sweet words.
he came back minutes later with your bags and you went straight up to him. you hugged him tight and said “thank you charles.” you looked up “for taking care of me.”
“that is what you deserve chérie.”
and that’s how your soon to call relationship started.
you started going out on dates and few trips and to be honest you never felt better in your life.
charles was sweet, caring and his love for you is true. but he doesn’t know that you still call lando from time to time.
charles understands that you still need somee time to get over him and he doesn’t want to rush things.
after that night in miami lando tried to reach out many many times but you’ve never replied. you were really hurt and he was annoying you with every call and text more and more.
until he showed up at your doorstep and you felt like you’re reliving the same moment every month.
“can we talk, please?” he asked giving you flowers. you nod at him to come inside and while he’s sitting on a couch you put the bouquet in a vase with water.
“so… you and charles…” he started but you immediately cut him off.
“lando if you came here just to talk shit you can leave.” you were pissed off. the audacity this man had. unbelievable.
“sorry… i mean, i missed you and i just can’t go on without being either you.” he said while look into your eyes.
you hated the soft spot you developed for him. you didn’t even listened to what he was saying because every time it was the same, but he looked so handsome in his white button up shirt, two buttons unbuttoned, his tan skin peeking through and his messy hair.
“can i kiss you?” he asked and you went straight in. you didn’t want to admit but you missed his soft lips and curls. you straddled his hips and kissed his neck slowly.
“i hate you norris.”
“i know.”
after that you gave him some rules on how your relationship will be working.
first of all texts and calls only at night. second of all no day to day communication and third just sex. nothing more, nothing less.
you knew that this wasn’t right, that you needed to get rid off him and keep no contact but somehow you just couldn’t let go of your past.
soon enough your love for charles seemed to grow more every day. he treated you like a princess and he gave you reasons to fall in love with him more and more.
but as your lando situation was never solved you could not devote your heart to charles for 100%.
you haven’t seen lando in two months just photos of him and his new girl on the socials.
until the call.
“hello? babe are you there?” he asked as if you were full on his girlfriend.
“i’m here. how are you? ” you whispered.
“fine, portugal is beautiful, i’ll take you here some time.” he said confidently.
you laughed. “when are you coming back?” you asked.
“next week. what miss me that much?” you could hear him smirking.
“yeah right, i just need to talk to you about something.” you said while closing your eyes.
“oh, okay, can’t wait. i need to go love see you next week. love ya.” he replied and hung up.
“everything okay ma belle?” you heard charles outside the bathroom and the guilt just grew bigger.
“yes baby everything alright.” you said, turned off the light and opened the door. he hugged you and kissed you on top of your head.
“can sleep without you.” he murmured and you giggled and hugged him tighter.
“let’s go back to sleep.”
the thing you wanted to talk about with lando was breaking everything up. it was draining you, the relationship you kept just for nothing. you felt guilty because of charles and you could not keep it up anymore.
you truly loved charles and you to stop loving lando you needed to let him go.
you were in his apartment laying on the couch. “so what did you want to talk about?” he asked definitely bot expecting what you were going to say.
“listen, i really like you lan, i really do but i can’t do this anymore. i want a relationship, i want someone i can rely on any time, any day and i do not want just simple hook ups. i loved you enough and i’m not willing to spend any more of my love on someone who does not feel the same way i do.” your eyes started to water. “it was very hard for me to come up with this topic because i still have some feelings for you but in past months i’ve realised that there are people out there who can treat me better.” you finished with tears streaming down your cheeks.
lando just looked at you, too stunned to speak. he was in shock.
“so… you want to break up?” he asked.
“we were never together lando, i never had you.” you whispered.
“you have me now.” he whispered back, his eyes watering too.
“it’s too late lan, i waited too long and i went through too much pain because of you.” you smiled through the tears.
“no i it’s not i want you, just you. it was always you.” he said, and cupped your cheeks. you were slipping out of his grasp and he could do nothing to save you.
“lan stop with this nonsense, just last week you were with some new model, or we never discussed your night in miami.” you laughed at him.
“please, don’t end this.” he hugged you and cried on your shoulder.
you stayed like that for maybe minutes maybe hours. “i need to go lan.” you moved away and caressed his cheek.
“i know, i’m sorry… for everything.” he said and walked you to the door.
you stayed by the door for a few minutes just looking at each other. until you kissed him one last time.
“i’ll always have a soft spot for you norris.” you smiled.
“i’ll always be one call away baby.” he sniffled and smiled back and you closed the door behind you.
the show|LH+WW



summary: wade just can’t leave you alone with one request so you come up with an idea
warnings: smut, voyeurism, p in v, m and f masturbation
a/n: i had this idea for a really long time and finally i did it!!! hope you enjoy, english is not my first language btw so sorry for any mistakes!! love you allđź’‹
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logan would do anything for you.
he won’t show it much, but you both know you have him wrapped around your finger.
there were only few things he wouldn’t allow.
one of them being that he’s the only one that could touch you.
he can’t stand seeing guys even looking your way. every time he just wants to claw their eyes out.
so when wade was asking AGAIN to join your bedroom activities, logans first reaction was to beat him up and stab his face over and over again.
let’s say you weren’t really against of wade joining you, you just loved logan too much and you knew all about his possessive situation.
that’s when you came up with idea where both of the men would end up somehow happy.
“he can watch us.” you blurted out when wade wouldn’t stop talking about logans “fuckingly beautiful hawaian rolls” and how he compered you to a greek goddess.
both men were just blankly starting at you. to be honest they did not expect you to respond like that, but you wanted to satisfy both of them. (and for wade to shut up)
wade just smirked and starting babbling something about that he’ll make you fall for him and you should stop pretending and be with him (he always knew how to get on logans nerves).
logan just looked at you, looking a bit shocked and pissed at the same time. you smiled at him, “it won’t be that bad baby, will just give him a show.” you said and kissed his temple.
“come ooon kitty cat, what scared i’ll steal your girl?” wade grinned and oh boy how hard it was for logan to not stab his fucking face all over again.
but how could he say no to a woman like you?
so that’s how you found yourself on your back with a skirt and a bra ( cause logan would not let wade see all of you) with logan between you legs and his tongue lapping at your slopping hole.
“oh she sounds like a heaven.” wade moaned out, spreading his legs and touching his dick through his jeans.
“eyes on me sweetheart.” logan growled, his hands gripping your hips harder than before, making you look back between your legs, his grip definitely leaving some marks.
one of his hands carefully came up your cunt while one of his fingers slowly entered your heat. after few pumps he immediately joined another finger.
you jolted from the sudden movement and pulled his hair , getting a moan from the man which got him feasting on you more aggressively.
“wolvie come on make the girl finish.” wade spoke up.
as logan was about to scream at him to shut his fucking mouth but you managed to take his face into your hands and whispered “don’t let him get you” and “you make me feel so good”
logan gave you a kiss and continued to suck on your clit and pumping his fingers in and out of you adding a third one.
“lo- yes please i’m so close.” you moaned out and looked at the place wade was sitting.
his jeans were unbuttoned, shirt was off and his hand was carefully stroking his rock hard cock in the same rhythm as logan was getting you off. you looked into his eyes and moaned again.
“go on honey, let go f’ me will ya?” logan said with his movements speeding up, his thick fingers hitting the sweetest spot in your hot needing cunt.
in the same time, wades hand and breath was speeding up as your moans got louder and the feeling in your tummy got bigger.
“oh yes lo i’m c- i’m cumming!” you screamed, your eyes never leaving wade.
wade threw his head back and spilled all over his jeans and stomach.
“enjoying the show wade?” you asked still out of breath and logan licking you cunt clean.
“you’re unreal sweetie pie.” his legs twitched.
“oh that was just foreplay, here comes the best part.” you smirked and pulled logan by his shirt to face you.
between kisses, you pulled his shirt down and made him sit on the bed so you were on top of him.
you trailed wet kisses down his neck, to his chest and down to his lower tummy. logan meanwhile played with the meat of your ass and tights.
you pulled his boxers down, his cock springing out and hitting his stomach.
“you’re so beautiful lo, always make me feel so good.” you said your eyes never leaving gis as you gave his res tip kitten licks and small kisses.
logan growled and took your hair into is hands , urging you down to his cock.
“don’t tease baby.” he breathed out and you finally relaxed your jaw and took his girth inside your mouth.
“so good to me honey, love your mouth so much.” he growled and pulled your head closer, your nose almost touching his happy trail.
“you can do it baby, so pretty.” he was looking down at you, your eyes were glossy, mouth full and red lips. he could cum just by looking at you.
as he feels your nose touching his abdomen he was a goner. his legs tensed and the grip on your hair tightened.
“okay off, wanna- wanna cum in you.” he patted your head. you gave his shaft one last lick and a kiss on the tip.
“oh man, honey badger you’re one lucky motherfucker.” wade stated.
you looked at him and smirked, sending him a air-kiss. logan just grabbed your face and kissed you, “ride me sweetheart, want to feel you so bad.” logan winced.
oh how you loved seeing logan like this so needy even if he doesn’t show it. the man is down bad for you.
you kissed his jaw, his hand gripped your hips as he helped you sink down his veiny and thick girth.
“so- so big lo- fill me so good- can feel you so deep.” you mumbled out, not sure your words had some sense.
after a few moments you started moving your hips slowly, occasionally grinding on logans thick cock.
“yes baby so tight, sucking me in like a little slut.” logan said making you moan, you loved when he talked to you while his dick was buried inside you.
“my girl, my pretty pretty girl.” logan whispered his hips slamming back to yours.
you looked to the side, checking on wade that was absolutely astonished by you. his eyes couldn’t leave yours, you tried saying something but you felt too good to even form a sentence.
you tried to speed up you movements, but your legs were wearing out which logan took advantage of and slammed you on your back.
his lips never left yours as he reentered you again. your eyes rolled back and your nails dug into his back which made logan moaned.
“squeezing me like a vice bub, let go for me love. give it to me baby.” he urged, his hips slamming into yours, “look at me when you cum.” he growled.
out of nowhere, your orgasm washed over you, your legs trembling, digging the heels of your legs into logan and moaning out logans name.
you looked so beautiful that it was hard for logan to keep it together. he fucked you over your orgasm ti near overstimulation.
“almost there baby.” he spoke up, reminding that he won’t hold for long.
“yeah want my cum sweetheart? gonna fill you up so good baby, fuck a baby into you.” he groaned, his hips stuttering as he shot his load into your overstimulated cunt.
logan fell on top of you, holding up by his hands. as you both calmed down, you kissed, slow and loving after sex make out. (as always)
“oh god, it should be illegal for you to be together. like fuck it’s not fair that both of you are so hot..” wade started speaking again.
you looked over to face logan again,
“at least now we know how to shut him up.”
Kinktober with Wade Wilson/Deadpool
day 1: rough
Summary: as much as he’s not willing to admit it, Wade is jealous and he will make it known (fem!reader in mind)
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“Sugarplum, baby, I really don’t appreciate you rubbing up against Steel dick over there, stroking his cock about the amazing benefits of breakfast. My god how boring can the fucker be? You like him more than me? I’ll fucking show you”
Wade growled out as he grabbed your arm, dragging you across the X-mansion to the first bathroom he could find and away from the confused Colossus. He slammed the door, yanking off his mask and throwing it across the room before grabbing a fistful of your hair and yanking you up into a heated kiss. Your teeth clanked together uncomfortably, his tongue taking residence in your mouth as if it were his own.
“I’m an X-man, Wade. I have to be nice to my colleagues”
You whimpered out when he finally pulled away. He turned you around, grabbing your X-men uniform and yanking the zipper open, skilfully cutting through your sports bra with his loved baby knife. He watched with a grin as your tits fell out, quickly taking the opportunity and shoved you against the mirror. Yanking the suit down your arms and waist, pulling it down your hips with your underwear. His hand fished into his crotch zipper only taking out his cock before shoving it in like an animal.
You cried out in discomfort, but not in pain. This whole attitude of his turned you on like never before. He grabbed your knee as he pulled your leg up, propping it against the sink as he put on a brutal pace. He didn’t even pull out all the way before ramming it back in, pushing you up further up the mirror. You could already feel him bruising your cervix.
“You get fucked like a whore for acting like one. You’re gripping me like a vice. You’re liking this aren’t you?”
He growled with a grin as he licked a stripe up your sweaty back, making you shudder. You moaned like a cheap porn star but then squealing like a piglet when the rough pad of his glove made contact with your puffy clit. He rubbed his fingers harshly against the sensitive bud as you squealed for him to wait, that you’re about to cum. Moments later a stream of clear liquid squirted from your abused cunt, showering his thighs and legs in the goodness. A couple thrusts later he finished as well, heaving a dramatic sigh as he laid down in your back.
“I didn’t know you could do that, carebear. We’ll have to do this more often. That shit made me so fucking horny”
He grinned as he gently moved your head to the side to press his lips to the corner of your mouth.
“I love you, pumpkin”
“I love you too, Wade.”
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