Currently Having A Sesh With My Hot Girlfriend In My (hers) Cute Green Gingham Dress And Fully Decked

currently having a sesh with my hot girlfriend in my (hers) cute green gingham dress and fully decked out crocs about to eat lunch she made (tilapia, broccoli, and brown rice) while listening to spotify dj and making playlists while going on pinterest 🎧💗

some unedited pictures of september/october of 2022

a time of growing, changing, and taking lots and lots of pictures. i would label this time in life as falling in love with myself truly- and in the way of learning how to better be the very best i can be for myself. i was struggling a lot, an incredibly large amount, and largely i kept it completely to myself. i didn’t want it to deter me from the larger journey i saw myself on. i tried really hard to imagine myself in a life i would have dreamt of living. 19 and alive and loud. i tried to summon up my time with elizabeth in the basement as a sort of coming of age opportunity. things were beautiful, in a way they felt beautiful and in a way it felt like i was finally learning what it meant for me to be happy.

it’s funny now because i feel very little attachment to this version of myself— this idk thwarted pseudonym of sorts, it was truly a time of growth and surviving. i can breathe now, and it feels nice to recount it like it was a distant memory or something. it makes me feel like i’m farther away from that pain. and in a lot of ways i am. i do love the pictures, though. i’m glad to have them

LOVING VINCENT (2017)

Who am I in the eyes of most people? A nobody, a non entity, an unpleasant person. Someone who has not, and never will have any position in society. In short, the lowest of the low.

update it’s been approx. 27 hours since she got it + being in the hot tub + a 45 min shower and it is very faded but she refuses to wash it off herself i love her

ELLIE TLOU TATTOO!

freehand sharpie doodle on my girlfriends arm of ellie’s tattoo from TLOU!

i would love to be a tattoo artist one day… but i feel that’s much more a passion project for me!! so sharpies it is!!

my tuesday afternoon ✨