I Refuse To Be This Petty On Main But I Need Those Of You Who Follow Both Of My Blogs To Know This Because

I refuse to be this petty on main but I need those of you who follow both of my blogs to know this because it's so funny to me:

"You shouldn't give advice"

".... Help I need advice"

I'M FUCKING WHEEZING-

like it's not about the same thing at all, but after my inbox being nothing but readings it was really funny to get these two so close together. I admit, I cackled a little.

for a minute I so genuinely thought I posted the fucking intro post of my new DUMB LITTLE FANDOM SIDEBLOG WHICH WILL NOT BE NAMED to THIS ACCOUNT and the panic that went through my WHOLE ENTIRE BODY-

YESSS no seriously I'm not usually outwardly protective often but I feel like the part of me that is protective comes from the draconic parts of me. The part of me that is angry at my friends parents because how DARE they be treated that way, the part of me that can and will get snippy of someone touches my things or invades my space, the part of me that fawns over even the smallest creatures and says "I would fight someone" for them only mostly as a joke. I was a protector of the ocean, and now I am a protector of what is mine.

I love being a dragon that protects people. The way I feel my dragonkin side the closer I am, my patients at the hospital, the child I shared my food with, the friends I hold dear to my heart. The serpent curls around its brood—and a dragon can hold its heart as the protector within the entire world.

All I need is for someone to gently cup my face and tell me I'm not as doomed as I feel.

I know that normally this is a dragon work/dragonkin blog, but I think for the sake of not neglecting it I'm just going to use this as a personal blog as well. Plus, I like posting random shit and I don't do that enough on my main because I like to keep it isolated to witchcraft and such.

So, fun fact, I have a special interest in a specific video game. Now before I say it, don't jump me, the fandom scares me too. One of my biggest special interests is Genshin Impact- which yes, is that anime game that people get weirdly aggressive about and spend too much money on. That being said, I'm a lore player. I get emotional over the characters and the WORLDBUILDING. While other players are leveling up their characters, I'm in the corner with the wiki and haven't played the actual game in a couple weeks.

So the actual point of the post: here's my obsidian vault on the characters and worldbuilding. Each dot is it's own note document. It's still in the pretty early stages tbh.

All the unconnected dots are worldbuilding, since I started with characters I write and now am working on the actual lore and history of the world. Just went down a huge wiki rabbit hole and am honestly considering posting some of my actual thoughts because even though I'm literally no one who follows me give a singular fuck about Genshin, this is still like... my blog. So. I mean I might make a side blog for it, but either way I'm having the time of my fuckin' life rummaging through the Wiki.

I just wanted to show it off for fun like it's a little trinket. This is my fictional knowledge hoard and it's a mess and I love it. It's also hyper-organized to the way my brain works specifically.

Y'all did I ever mention that I explained my draconity to my partner? because fun fact that conversation went infinitely better than I expected and looked like this.

Me, nervous as fuck but starting to drop hints: "Yeah, there's this community of people I found through the witchcraft community that just... don't feel human*. Like there's a ton of different ways to go about it, spiritual versus psychological reasoning- but they just don't identify with humanity, and usually have some sort of animal or mythical creature they feel they are."

My partner: "OH OH I KNOW THAT ACTUALLY actually I follow someone, it's so cool to watch how they've trained to move in a less human way and stuff- I mean hell if I don't feel human sometime, I get it-"

Me: "So... the reason I brought that up was to gauge how open you would be... uh.... because I'm a dragon."

My partner: "FUCK YEAH DRAGONS THAT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE I'm a dog."

So, I learned something new about my partner, and I think I found the funniest possible response to me coming out as otherkin. Which is to just one up me XD