I Know This Is Going To Sound Like A Broken Record, But I Have To Say It.

i know this is going to sound like a broken record, but i have to say it.

thank you guys for interacting with my posts and becoming friends with me and making me smile. i’ve been struggling recently, and getting on this app and being in this community has been a safe haven for me. i hope you guys know how much you mean to me, even if we’ve never interacted or spoken to one another. thank you endlessly.

crazy Cal hcs please plz plz 🙏 also have u listened to Inside … by Decalius? there’s a cal sample from zero day 😩

CRAZY/DISTURBED CAL HCS

- When Cal was little, he would find dead animals, usually birds or squirrels, sometimes even roadkill he could find, and pick at them. He didn’t really want to torture them; he just wanted to look at what was inside.

- There were times he found animals that were injured, not dead. He would judge how badly the injuries were. Most of the time, he would say the injuries would result in the animal’s passing anyways, which wasn’t always true. He would take rocks and smash them over the head so he could examine them, deciding it was better sooner than later. He thought he was a good person to put them out of their misery.

- His actions above got him obsessed with blood, whether it be his own, another person’s, or an animal’s.

- Every time Cal came in from playing outside as a kid, he would have blood on his clothes. As he got older, he made up excuses such as nosebleeds or falling and scraping his knee or elbow.

- In kindergarten, there were multiple instances of Cal hurting others. Two examples are when he yanked a girl’s hair during nap time, ultimately tearing chunks of hair out, and when he pushed someone off the rock climbing wall, causing a kid to break their leg.

- Cal didn’t cry much as a kid, even as a baby. When he broke his nose as a kid (something he did often), he didn’t cry. When he was sick, he didn’t cry. When he fractured his elbow, he still did not cry.

- Cal doesn’t care about being in public. He genuinely doesn’t act differently in public compared to in private. If he’s told to be quiet or stop pestering someone, he’ll just get louder and almost always lashes out. There have been multiple instances of him facing repercussions for this, including the fight in the movie.

- Cal didn’t begin hurting himself because he was sad. He felt so distant from life and from his body that it was fun to hurt. He would enjoy watching his body squirm with pain, a natural response even though he was so numb that he couldn’t feel it.

- Cal does not care about hurting people’s feelings. There have been times he’s said things that truly hurt people like Rachel, his parents, and his siblings. This is part of what makes him like Andre. Andre doesn’t take shit from him and insults him back.

- Ever since Cal was young, he didn’t care about safety or responsibility. He acted purely on impulse. If something would hurt him, he didn’t shy away from it.

- An example of the above is when Cal made Andre close his eyes while driving. Andre had gotten used to Cal’s antics and played along.

- When Cal was charged with possession, he did not care. While this seems normal, Cal went beyond normal. He would play in front of cops more. He would act out just to see if the police would do anything worse. He would fight with his parents about it and leave the house to buy more.

- During Zero Day, Cal would stand by people after he hit them. He liked to hear them struggle, to see the life fade from their eyes.

- Cal likes risk; he likes danger. This is obvious when he asks Chris which gun would be best to use on someone. When Chris kind of dodged the question, Cal asked again. He didn’t care that he almost gave Zero Day away.

- Cal fights just to fight. He’ll start shit with anyone who is willing to talk to him. He just wants the stimulation and likes making others frustrated.

- Cal can lie 24/7. He is good at it. It’s not even a conscious decision most of the time.

imagine. caldre at the movie theater. you think they'd be the type to be rambunctious and like whisper too loud in the crowd while watching on a movie together? andre would probably be more silent and attentive while watching, maybe cracking a few jokes here and there to cal, and then considering cal's behavior at the poetry night, i have a feeling cal probably has no care about his behavior in like public places if he's not under the pressure of being judged by peers (take his night in the limo and his possible experiences at school as examples).

it's probably a really lame headcanon, but i wanna know ur thoughts on it. i'm a fan of movie theaters

andre is definitely quiet and stares at the screen, absorbing the movie and basically memorizing most parts. cal is the exact opposite. he’ll get a lot of snacks, especially a slushee, for the movie, which drives andre crazy. there are several times andre has had to take away cal’s slushee because he’s literally slurping at nothing and it’s so loud.

when something weird happens in the movie, cal asks about it, but he doesn’t whisper. he speaks over the movie, making sure andre can hear him. he’ll repeat lines over and over and laugh at his own jokes.

every single time the two of them go to the theater, they get shushed. andre profusely apologizes while cal stares at them or tells them to shut up. sometimes cal even gets andre angry and he’ll start making fun of the people telling them to be quiet too.

when they get to the car after the movie, cal barely lets andre even start the vehicle before he asks what the movie was about. he has two motives behind this question. first, he genuinely paid no attention and doesn’t know a thing about the movie. second, he knows andre loves to talk about it.

also… cal sits criss cross in the movie theater seat while andre leans back and rests his feet on the chair in front of him.

the note was from me. i was the girl. i wrote it. andre, please. don’t throw it away.

–what is that?

–this is a note I got from a girl in like, the eighth grade and uh…

–aww…

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hey guys this is more of a serious post, but anyways.. does anyone know what to do with infected cvts? like.. the past two times i’ve done it i’ve had one or two infected ones and i don’t know what to do about them bc that’s never happened before

if i sound stupid i’m sorry. just want to know if anyone has any tips or anything bc i don’t want my arm to fall off or whatever

andre and cal are literally just autism and adhd. i love them.