This Too Lives Rent Free In My Head.

This too lives rent free in my head.

Someone asked me about my retirement plan. I'm in my mid-30s, and when I answered "a bottle of vodka and a tall bridge," they laughed. I did not.

Aerial Venice by li moly

Honestly, this whole anime is a meme factory, but this one I felt in my soul. It also took me 3 episodes to realise why I enjoy this absurd show so much - it's because the main character actually is the "dirty old man" in her soul, and it resonates. :)

This lives rent free in my head and every now and again I'll spend half a day with it stuck in m brain.

One of those days

I'm again having one of those days. Some of you will know what I mean, those days where you just want to scream at the top of your lungs. Vent all that sadness and rage, hoping someone will notice. But you don't. Because then it's public knowledge you're mad... I know for a fact that if I don't do something in the next few years to treat my depression I'll end up being a cautionary tale. Either because of suicide or becoming a spree killer. Probably the first one, I might be a gnarled ball of rage and sadness, but that rage has actual targets and I won't be killing innocents to make myself feel better. I think.