Hiiiii I Am Just A Girl Who Needs To Express How She Feels Through Written Words And Visuals Because

Hiiiii I am just a girl who needs to express how she feels through written words and visuals because that is all I know how to do. Not all of what I share is chronological <3 Enjoy

I like:

~ Pinterest

~ Listening to music 25/8

~ Reading

~ Writing

~ Being alone

~ Nature

~ Various different handsome actors

I feel incredibly heartless, but not in a way that hurts me, only those who are more sensitive and well meaning than I am.

I also often wonder why people don’t approach me, even when I feel like they may be interested. Am I unapproachable? Or is it just because I am good at deflecting things when I feel too involved. Like how people get nervous with intense eye contact, I get nervous with intentional behavior?

My role model Sinead O’Conner🩵

I love going to the library early when almost no one is here. It is very peaceful. I have not had the chance because I have an 8 am three days a week and I like to sleep until 8 on the days I don’t. I just need to stop being a wuss and get up early, because the library opens at 7 am. I can pick my own table by the window and do all my little tasks in total solitude, except for the occasional student library worker. I love solitude. I feel so natural and at ease in solitude. Sometimes I feel like if I spend too much time alone, though, that I start to crave it more in a way that may not be healthy. I obviously like certain people. I enjoy my tri-weekly conversations with **** **** on the bus after class. I like my chats with ****. I am always calling my mom, *******, or ******. And yes, I even like to talk with glasses **** before and after molds and mushrooms. But my favorite times are when I can be alone and listen to my music or talk to myself and rationalize and reason different problems in my head. I live in my head for sure. I have some pretty fine real estate up there and I don’t think anyone does more mental gymnastics than me.