When Youre Lonely And Single Af So You Make An Edit Of Your Favorite Couples Only To Feel Even More Depressed

When you’re lonely and single af so you make an edit of your favorite couples only to feel even more depressed after watching it 💀

Preference 2: how you hug

Ruby:

He likes it when your close that way he can hold you to him tight. After the shooting he just couldn’t handle the stress, but with you it was different, all he needed was to just be near you, to be with you, because that was all he needed.

Jamal:

He’s never been in a relationship so it was all new to him, yet over time he was able to get over his little awkward quirks and found comfort in bringing you in his arms. Of course he would always kiss your head first, that’s how you knew everytime he was gonna hug you and you weren’t going to deny that.

Cesar:

Ever since his brother kicked him out he’s been trying to stay strong as best as he could, but deep down you knew he was slowly breaking on the inside. So when the crew is gone and you confront him about it you grab him tight and squeeze him to show that you’re there and that you aren’t leaving.

Oscar:

He hates to show weakness, especially in front of the gang. But when you’re both alone and you see the stress lines on his head you go over to sit on his lap cause he knows once you sit that you will not move and bring him close to show him that you’re here for him and that you love him.

Spooky’s girl

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Four years.

Four years since Oscar had been locked up, and those four years were really stressful for y/n. She did everything she could to make sure Cesar had everything he needed, food, clothes, an education, and guidance.

Sure it was a little easy due to the fact that Oscar was allowed visitation and y/n would go and see him every chance she got, she never missed a chance and she never missed a phone call from him.

“I’ll be home very soon baby.”

He would always say at the end of the call.

“I’ll be waiting for you.”

She would reply back.

“I love you.”

And just before she could say it back the phone would cut off due to time restriction.

“.....I love you to.”

Y/n wanted him to be home right now, but she knew that wouldn’t happen.

‘Only a few more months.’ She thought.

Looking at the time she figured she should go to bed now. Walking into her’s and Oscar’s room, she later down in her spot up against the wall as she lied her head close to oscar’s pillow.

She could still smell the very faint scent of his, it was barely there, but she could still smell it.

Closing her eyes, she falls into another dreamless sleep while moving past yet another day without her lover.

When the next morning came, y/n stretched her arms out but froze when she felt something warm against her hand. Her eyes were closed but she still moved her hands, she could feel the warmth of the heat that radiated.

It was soft and smooth, her hands continue to delicately trace across until she felt it. The giant cross, that could only mean one thing.

He was home.

Slowly opening her eyes y/n couldn’t believe the sight. There in front of her was Oscar Diaz in the flesh, breathing and smiling.

“Surprise.”

Y/n stayed quiet not over the state of shock.

“How? How are you here?”

“Got out early princessa. Now you just gonna sit and stare or are you gonna give me some love?”

Not wasting anymore time, y/n jumps on top of him wrapping her arms tight around his neck and her legs wrapping around his waist. Her hands latched onto him, remembering the feel of him, and taking in his scent.

Silent tears trailed down her eyes and they delicately touched his skin.

“Estoy en casa ahora.”

“It better be forever this time.”

And finally after four long years, she was finally able to kiss him. His lips were still smooth and soft, she could taste the weed that lingered from his lips but it was satisfying.

A moan escaped her mouth when she felt his hands trail down her back and to her butt giving it a soft squeeze. Their bodies were quickly becoming hot with undeniable lust, slowly she trailed her hands up and into his shirt, lightly grazing his skin with her nails which made him shiver.

Lifting his arms up, she takes his shirt off and takes a moment to look at him. His body was much more defined with muscle definition, his biceps were a bonus but he was still handsome as ever.

He leans his hand up towards her cheek, softly caressing her as she holds on to his hand.

“I missed you so much.” She whispered.

Sitting up, there chests touched and he tried to bring her in closer.

“I missed you mí reína, so so much.”

Ever so gently, he slips her shirt off and watched as the mini goosebumps rised on her skin. His eyes took in every curve and detail of her beautiful body.

“God you are so beautiful.”

He pulls her in again, hooking his fingers on her belt loops and trails kisses from her lips down to her collarbone. His teeth leave soft bruises all around her, but her eyes were too busy being shut due to the pleasure of just his mouth.

Trailing his hands down, he takes off the shorts that clings to her skin and throws them to the ground, then follows her bra.

Flipping them over, he hovers over, both of them breathless but still wanting more. His lips trace over every inch of skin, not missing a single inch or spot. He was memorizing her.

Both of his big hands spread her legs slightly apart and grabs at the edge of her underwear. Though slightly impatient, y/n remained still.

After removing the undergarments she was now fully exposed. Her hips slightly bucked as his hands got closer in between her thighs, the anticipation was starting to get to her.

And right when she was about whine in protest, she finally felt his moist tongue on her most precious treasure that only he could touch. Immediately, her head fell back as she chocked on a gasp.

His tongue flicked and swirled all over her and she was loving it. With her head smushed into the pillow, and her hands gripping onto his shoulders, it made Oscar work even faster and harder.

“Oh god Oscar.”

The feelings that overwhelmed her made her sensitive and her thighs shake, proving that it has been indeed a long time since she’s been intimate.

When she felt the feeling of her stomach tighten, she bucked her hips up into his face causing his tongue to go deeper inside her walls which made a scream release from the back of her throat, which then turned into her orgasm being triggered.

“Let it out baby.”

Y/n didn’t even get a chance to catch a breath until she felt Oscar slide deep into her walls, which left her even more breathless.

“Jesucristo, tu tan apretado.” He cursed as he felt how tight you really were.

He stayed still for a moment, just wanting to remember the feeling and cherish it, he truly missed and loved her.

One snap of his hips and she fell weak into him, her legs wrapped tight around him, his head buried in her neck as her hands dig into the skin on his back.

The feeling was euphoric.

Each time she would move her hips he would just thrust harder and faster, it wasn’t until he hit a spot.

The spot.

The spot that made her tremble beneath him, the spot that made her beg for him to stop and yet keep going at the same time.

And so he continued to thrust into her, hitting that spot over and over until her mind sent her into a euphoric state of pleasure as they both released.

“Don’t leave me ever again.”

Dating Ruby would include:

dedicated to @seawaterspritzer

First off, that boy is a freakkkkkk

Whenever you guys are alone (which is rare.) he will have his hands all over you.

Squeezing, groping, touching, licking biting

EVERYTHING.

Though he really loves to be intimate 

CLINGY AF!!!

But its a good kind of clingy, you don’t mind it.

Never lets go of your hand, even if you try to walk away, he’ll make you drag him along

Forcing the twins to help him set up a date in his kitchen

Of course after he would give them the left over food and sweets.

Constantly putting Jasmine in check,

“If you don’t back the fuck off my man,”

Ruby of course getting turned on

Always keeping an eye on Olivia

He hates rough sex

He likes to take his time so the both of you can enjoy it.

Though he won’t object to a few quickies here and there

All depends on the time and place though

Loves laying down in between your legs and when you run your hand through his hair.

He could stay in that position forever if he had to.

Never, ever misses a day without saying he loves you.

FAMILIA (Oscar Diaz imagine)

Dedicated to @thecraziestcrayon

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“It’s gonna be a boy.” he said as he caressed her stomach, she giggled at the feeling of fingers running across her skin.

“How can you be so sure?” she asked, her fingers lightly scratching the back of his scalp, his body settled between her legs as they lie on the giant mattress in their room. Across the room she looks at the fully built crib and cot that was already prepared even though she had at least six more months to go. Oscar wanted to be prepared though, a baby was a big responsibility and on top of that he had the gang and Cesar to take care of so his attention was demanded a lot from each aspect.

“because I just know.” was all he said as he placed a gentle kiss on her stomach.

“He’s gonna be big and bad, just like his daddy.” He continued on and left small pecks on her skin. Her smile slowly began to fade, of course she was excited to have this baby, especially with Oscar. But she didn’t want her son or daughter to even be involved with the gang in any way, shape or form. She already has to worry about Oscar being safe and on top of that with Cesar slowly becoming no longer affiliated but apart of the Santos was scary enough.

“What are you thinking about mama?” Oscar noticed her face, the way her body deflated into a shrunk and her lips slightly pouting. She knew there was no point in keeping what was on her mind on lock, so she told him.

“I’m just worried about what will happen when he or she gets older,” the movement of his hand on her stomach cane to a halt and he sat up to get a good look at her. “I just don’t want our child being apart of the gang Oscar.” She whispered in the end and turned her head to the other side so she wouldn’t see his reaction.

“Hey.” He spoke gently and moved her chin towards him. Leaning in he gives her a soft peck and then gave her a deep long kiss before pulling away and leaving a kiss on her head.

“I promis you, they aren’t gonna be apart of this. I won’t let he or she be in this life, I know it seems like I am cause of Cesar but this is my child, and I swear to you I will make sure they won’t be part of this life.” He promised her and left another kiss on her small bump.

“I love you Oscar.” The emotion was clear as day in y/n’s eyes, same with Oscar. It was raw and surreal, he never showed this type of feeling to anyone except her and Cesar but he truly did love this woman, the mother of his child, the love of his life. They were still only sixteen but they were ready for this responsibility, as long as they were together. Just as he was about to reply a loud and wild commotion erupted as their bedroom door was slammed open and several cops with guns pointed right at the couple were present.

“PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR NOW!” One man screamed as his gun was dead set on Oscar. Y/n tried to stay calm so that she wouldn’t cause stress to the baby, but because there was so many cops in their room pointing guns at her that could harm her and the baby she couldn’t help but start to hyperventilate.

“Alright, alright don’t hurt her she’s pregnant man!” Oscar pleaded as he tried his best to shelter y/n from being in the guns view.

“Oscar Diaz you are under arrest, Put your hands where I can see them.” Tears began to build as she watched Oscar raise his hands in the air and practically be man handled by the police. Putting the cuffs on him they drag him out aggressively as they read him his rights out loud.

Although her breathing started to become uneven, y/n got up with her wobbly legs and quickly made her way outside to where Oscar, Cesar and the rest of the guys were on the porch. She could the sound of Cesar’s cries as he tried to get to his older brother.

“Oscar!! Please don’t go please!” His heart ripped into two as he watched his little brother and the love of his life watch in horror as the police stick him in the backseat of the car and close the door. Just as the car was about to take off, he took one last hard look at them and mouthed the words ‘I love you’ before they took him away.

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He was sentenced to ten years in prison, four if he had good behavior but to y/n that was still too long. Oscar would miss out on every mile stone with their child, their first breath, first skin contact, first steps, first word every little thing.

It completely wrecked Y/n, she would have to be a mother and a father for the first few years of their child’s life. On top of that she was going to have to raise Cesar as well and there’s no telling how this could go. She remembered the day of his sentencing, Cesar crying into her neck as she tried her best to comfort him and not break right then and there.

The dullness and the pain that swimmer in Oscar’s eyes as he watched the people he loved the most suffer in silence as the judge read his conviction made him want to get down on his knees and beg god for forgiveness and to somehow find a way to reverse this situation.

“I’ll be out soon baby I promise. Just take care of Cesar and our little one and I’ll be out before you know it.” He whispered in her ear as he hugged her close and tight one last time before he was to be transported to the correctional facility. He rubbed her back soothingly as she sobbed very hard into jumpsuit, staining it with her endless tears. Giving her one last kiss for the moment he tries to remember the feel of her lips, the taste of her and the smell of her. He rubs his hand across her bump and feels the small feet kick against his hand one last time.

“I love you, daddy will be home soon.” He whispered to her stomach and left one last kiss until he was taken away by the guards.

Y/n knew she now had to be strong, not just for herself. But for the baby and for Cesar, and she would do whatever she has to to keep them both alive and safe.

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*Four years later*

The sound of tiny feet padding into the room caught Y/n’s attention as she turned over from her spot on the bed. She sees the messy curls that covered the little head and then sees Cesar following in right after to grab them.

“Good morning precioso.” She said as she bundled her little guy up in her arms and smothered his face in kisses. Small giggles erupted from his little body which brought a smile to her face.

Mateo Oscar Diaz was born on December 21st weighing in at 8lbs and 9 oz. Precisely almost a year since Oscar has been locked up. Four years later and this little version of him was the only thing keeping her sane besides Cesar.

It was hard at first, Cesar tried his best to help but he was just a kid, it isn’t his responsibility. Since he was away, she’s sent him letters and pictures of them which he would then reply back. Oscar missed his family dearly, and soon he would be seeing them since he was just eligible to be released on parole. He was coming home to his family after four years.

“He looks like him everyday.” Cesar mumbled as he watched his nephew and sister. Y/n nodded in agreement and sat up to go and hug Cesar. Just then the phone went off and Y/n gave Mateo to Cesar to hold as she answered.

“Hello.”

“Y/n, it’s me.” His voice was raspy and much more deep. Her body tingled as she heard him.

“Oscar?” Her voice came to a whisper and Cesar flicked his head towards her at the mention of his brother’s name.

“I’m coming home baby. I’m out.” She couldn’t hear anything else after that. So many emotions were happening in that moment, she was relieved, happy, anxious, nervous, all in one. The love of her life was finally coming home and he was going to meet his son for the first time.

“When will you be here?” She asked as she finally caught up with her thoughts. She heard the sound of a honk and immediately started walking.

“Right now.” He said and hung up the phone. Taking Mateo from Cesar, they all rush out and see the one person they’ve been waiting for. He still had the buzz cut but he was so much taller, so much lean and buff, the wife beater he wore highlighted his bulging muscles and there’s was tattoos on his neck and arms. A typical Cholo, but a Cholo that Y/n loved nevertheless.

They were frozen in their place and wasn’t until Oscar started walking forward that Cesar immediately ran after his big brother and crushed him a death grip. She decided to let them have that moment before walking up with Mateo.

“I missed you so much Manó.” He whispered into Oscar’s arm as he tried to keep his composure.

“I missed you to Cesar, I missed all of you.” He said as he looked up to see the love of his life and his child standing there on the porch, waiting for him. Breaking away from Cesar he walks up to the pair and stares at his child, his son.

“He looks like me.” He whispered as he took it all in. “He does, just like his daddy.” She whispered back as the tears started to form. This wasn’t a dream, this was all real and she couldn’t be more happier.

“What’s his name?” He asked as he was tempted to grab him and hold him.

“Mateo Oscar Diaz.” She started as the little boy in her arms stared at his daddy. He knew who he was, she never kept anything from him. She showed him pictures everyday.

“You want to hold him?” She asked. Oscar nodded and held his hands out carefully. Passing Mateo into Oscars arms he slightly braces himself just Incase Mateo would freak out and start crying. But he didn’t, he just stared at his father, taking it all in.

“It’s daddy Mateo.” Y/n told him as he continued to stare at Oscar.

Leaning his head on his chest Oscar moved his hands so that one was holding him securely and the other was holding his head to his chest. This was his son, his flesh and blood and he was finally able to hold him and see him.

“We missed you Oscar.” Y/n said as the tears started streaming, wiping them away with his thumb he gave her a sad smile before leaning in and leaving a lingering kiss on her lips. Finally after so long, he was with his family.

“I missed you to mama, I missed you all.” He said and guided his family inside the house.

Oscar Diaz: playlist and scenes

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Sativa - Jhene Aiko ft. Swae Lee

“Why you make it so complicated?

Off the drink, we concentratin’

I know you won’t leave me hangin’

Smokin’ weed out the container.”

Light it up, inhale, release and pass, the same thing depending on the routine. Moving closer to him, she lies her head on his lap as he smokes from the addicting drug. They didn’t say anything, not when they got in an argument and are now in this predicament.

One tiny argument led to a bigger argument which led to a full out fight. No doubt, it was over petty and small things, but both were too stubborn to cave in. Their pride and their ego were to important at the moment to be wasted.

“Why you gotta be so goddamn stubborn?”

Exhaling the smoke that invaded her lungs, she leans up to be at eye level with him. Taking the blunt in between her fingers, she lets it invade her mouth once again, before blowing the smoke straight into his mouth which in return, he inhaled.

“Because I learn from the best papí.”

B.E.D - Jacquees

“I know you wanna love, but I just wanna fuck,

I know you wanna see, I know you wanna be, in my B-E-D,

Grindin’ slowly.”

Their breathes were shallow and shaky, her arms wrapped around his neck, his wrapped around her hips, her thighs straddling him as she circled her hips at an angle to make him go deeper.

“Oscar.” She moaned

His face was buried in her chest to hold in the groans that wanted to release from his throat. He puts his hands down lower, guiding her, feeling her, and loving her. Occasionally he would thrust his hips up to get a reaction out of her, which then turned into them both meeting together simultaneously until they released in pure bliss.

Fingers digging into their skin, eyes rolling back, it was like being high, only it added much pleasure.

Wasted Times - The Weeknd

“Now I’m asking, who do you belong to now?

Who you give that love to now?

Who you pullin’ up on?

Who you getting sprung for now?”

Hey may be an ex convict, he may be a leader of a gang, but Love happens in mysterious ways. You didn’t expect to fall in love with Oscar Diaz.

“You really think you two are gonna last? He doesn’t love you, he’s only using you just to get some pussy.” Your asshole of an ex said.

“Funny, cause isn’t that what you did to me?” You rolled your eyes. I

“That was only one time, guarantee you though he is, you should stop wasting your time on him.”

Turning around to face him, you shove your finger into his chest.

“You were a waste of time, are whole relationship was a waste of time. I’m with Oscar now, I love him, at least he knows how to treat me right and fuck me right unlike you.”

And with that you walked off, going straight to Oscar.

Power trip- j.cole

“Got me up all night,

All I’m singing is love songs,

She got me up all night,

Constant drinkin’ and love songs,

She got me up all night,

Down and out with these love songs.”

Here he was, out on his front lawn on the couch, letting go time go by and chugging as much alcohol as he can. He couldn’t get her out of his mind.

Taking a drag from the blunt between his lips, he thinks about the good times, the memories they shared.

He pictures her long curly thick hair shaping her face, her eyes bright and shining, her skin glowing and her soft plump lips that he wanted to feel against.

She was the only piece of hope he had besides his brother, the only person who knew the real him, the vulnerable him.

But now she will never be able to see him, not when she’s gone.