Oof My Heart

Oof my heart 💓

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>>  teaser [1, 2] || part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9, part 10, part 11, part 12, part 13, part 14, part 15, part 16, part 17, part 18, part 19, part 20, part 21, part 22, part 23, part 24, part 25, part 26, part 27, part 28, part 29, part 30, part 31, part 32, part 33, part 34, part 35, part 36, part 37, part 38, part 39, part 40, part 41, part 42, part 43/final, epilogue

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taehyung headcanons

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Updates/Fic recs

What I’ve posted in the last week:

Chinese Satellite & Moon Song from the Punisher series (Joel x reader) lots of smut, angst, pain, ya know all the toxic shit I write about 😭

august from the folklore series (Joel x reader) also more smut and angst 😭

A smutty Din x reader one shot called Don’t Be Scared

What you can expect from me:

Got some v smutty Din requests coming

And of course next installment of Punisher, Savior Complex

I also posted that I’ll be accepting requests for not only Din and Joel but also Javi P and Frankie, too!

Fic recs:

@atinylittlepain posted part two of June this week (a Joel x OC story) and it’s so beautiful and sad and human and I just love it so much!!!

@wannab-urs posted a Boygenius inspired Dieter x Reader fic called In the Next One that is also just so beautiful and we all know I’m a slut for anything Boygenius related

Dressed for Revenge Arc 2 people!!!! This Joel x NB reader is so unique and addicting. I hope y’all love Ghost as much as I do. @jksprincess10

@millersdjarin posted Chapter 20 of I Only See Daylight tonight and I haven’t read it yet but it’s one of my favorite Din series of all time and I’m so ready to devour it!!!

That’s it this week! Haven’t read a ton bc I’ve been writing so much but if you would like me to read what you have going on feel free to tag me!

pedro pascal doesn’t owe you shit.

it is absolutely fine to be disappointed by his absence at cannes. i am too. but he does not have to be there.

for whatever reason he’s pulling away from the attention. the esquire article talked about how guarded he is and his socials have really slowed down. maybe he’s unprepared or overwhelmed by all the tlou hype. i mean his follower count went up by the tens of thousands the day after the premiere. that’s insane.

but some of you have lost the plot. the ones wearing d*ddy’s little girl shirts in fucking public and yelling d*ddy at him at events and trying to convince everyone whether he’s queer or not and complaining there isn’t an explicit scene of him fucking in the strange way of life. it’s not a gay porn made for your fetish. ‘oh but narcos!!’ that’s called characterization. read literally any article from almodovar and understand why sex isn’t the point.

interacting with paparazzi content and making cute little edits - jfc. that’s creating demand and supply and paparazzi know no fucking boundaries. man’s got anxiety and no doubt the paps and fans watching his every move are probably making that worse.

let him make movies and rotate through his four shirts in peace. pedro pascal doesn’t owe anyone shit.

a stranger's heart without a home masterlist

Pairing: rivals to friends with benefits Joel x F!Reader, Post-Outbreak

Fic Summary: Sleeping with Joel Miller was supposed to be a one time thing. When the older brother of your closest friend showed up in Jackson, you hadn't expected him to stay more than a day. You'd both given into a brief moment of passion before he left, and that was the end of that. It didn't matter, you were never going to see him again. Then Joel returns a few months later, and screws up everything about the comforting life you had established in Jackson.

Fic Tags: One Night Stands, Rivals into Friends with Benefits, Emotional Slow Burn (really slow), Eventual Romance, Mutual Pining Idiots, Angst & Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Found Family (lots of Tommy & Reader and Dina & Reader friendships), Long Chapters

Fic Warnings: Explicit Smut (18+ MDNI), Language, Canon-Typical Violence, Alcohol Use, Age Difference (Reader around 30, Joel 56) Themes of Grief/PTSD/Depression with mentions of death (family members, both Reader and Joel) that can be heavy at times, Specific Warnings in each Chapter

Status: Complete

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official art by @cynibuns

chapter 1: I am not the only traveler

chapter 2: the holidays linger like bad perfume

chapter 3: do I wanna know if this feeling flows both ways (18+ Smut)

chapter 4: there it is again, that funny feeling

chapter 5: break the silence; damn the dark, damn the light

chapter 6: and I'll never see you again if I can help it (18+ Smut)

chapter 7: look at us, you and I, back at it again (18+ Smut)

chapter 8: maybe I don't quite know what to say, but I'm here in your doorway

chapter 9: I thought that you’d be here by now (18+ Smut)

chapter 10: can the killer in me tame the fire in you?

chapter 11: this slope is treacherous, this path is reckless (18+ Smut)

chapter 12: you take what you get, and you turn it into honesty

chapter 13: burned out flames should never reignite, but I thought you might take me home (18+ Smut)

chapter 14: he built a fire just to keep me warm

chapter 15: speak to me until your history’s no mystery to me

chapter 16: and it feels good to be known so well (18+ Smut)

chapter 17: baby, it's Halloween, and we can be anything (18+ Smut)

chapter 18: yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you (18+ Smut)

chapter 19: either I'm careless or I wanna get caught (18+ Smut)

chapter 20: with your boots beneath my bed; forever is the sweetest con (18+ Smut)

epilogue

morning after chapter 20

waking up to oral (18+ Smut)

lingerie & breeding kink (18+ Smut)

kissing scars

chapter 13 sneak peek (Jealous!Joel's POV Date Scene)

chapter 13 scene (Jealous!Joel Smut after Date 18+)

chapter 13 cut endings (Angst af)

chapter 14 sneak peek (Reflection Joel's POV)

chapter 15 sneak peek (Totally Casual Drinks Between Friends)

chapter 16 sneak peek (Dina and Ellie Plan)

chapter 17 sneak peek (The Dance)

chapter 18 sneak peek (Joel Pines for You)

chapter 18 secret scene (Tommy finally fucking figures it out)

chapter 19 sneak peek (Tommy and Reader)

fic playlist

MC playlist

Taylor-coded MC playlist (for my fellow Swifties!)

Joel POV playlist

Joel Miller Masterlist

series

Of Saints and Sinners - completed

Apothecary - ongoing

June - ongoing

Only Lovers Left Alive

oneshots

I've Got You

Sweetness

A High Price

Make it Better

Easy, Cowboy

Unexpected Expectings

Baby Blue - a continuation of Sweetness

We'll Be Expecting You - a continuation of Unexpected Expectings

Not What You Expected - a continuation of Unexpected Expectings

In a Pinch (Sweetness Universe)

Nothing to Hide

The Hayloft

requests

A Big Break

Talking Shop (Unexpected Expectings universe)

Big Fan

Big Fan - Part Two

Spring Foals

Splash

All Yours

Pieces of Our Path

Menace

Cold As Ice

Ride It

Let's Take a Ride - a continuation of Ride It

Looking

High Expectations (Unexpected Expectings universe)

Good

Better Off - a continuation of Looking

Unmet Expectations (Unexpected Expectings universe)

Untitled [drunk!joel begs his woman for another baby] (Unexpected Expectings Universe

An Unexpected Addition (Unexpected Expectings universe)

Jealousy, Jealousy

Favorite Part

What a Ride

Birds of a Feather

Unexpected Circumstances (Unexpected Expectings Universe)

Summer Lovin

I've been in love with this fic for ages and now that it's ended I'm sad but so so happy that I read it. Written by an amazing author and person,its officially my guilty pleasure.

summary⇢ what’s a girl to do when her sweet, innocent baby lab partner isn’t quite so sweet and innocent? well, he’s a grown-ass man, and you’re about to learn that the hard way. pairing⇢ jungkook/reader word count⇢ 97.1k  rating⇢ 18+

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