Hello I Am Not Dead (suposedly) I Just Feel Like I Am

Hello I am not dead (suposedly) I just feel like I am<3

One one hand, I’m sad my therapist had to reschedule because I am really struggling… One the other hand, that means she can’t be “mad” at me for my recent actions because she simply ✨doesn’t know ✨

CW: body dysmorphia

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Bewildered:

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Im becoming the monster that I’ve despised

I wish I could open my eyes

I wish I was not so uncomfortable

When I’m walking around here covered in eyes, a skeleton dripping in this green gooey mess

And I refused to put on a dress

No, I cover myself in black

Wear a cloak long enough to hide my body

Please don’t let anybody see me like this

My bloodshot eyes can’t stand the sight of daylight

If I show more skin, maybe they’ll think I’m fine

It’s getting so hard to pretend that I’m divine

You worship me at my feet

Swear the ground I walk on is made of gold

But I tarnish and break everything I touch, everything I love

So if I cover my hands, I will conceal won’t feel

I am bleeding, bearing my heart on the ground

but I’m terrified in the end the monster is going to get you too

I will end up cold and alone

Lost and dethroned

Just like I was before I met you

- @pentaclekarkitty

Here comes the extra sparkly ✨birthday depression✨

Whenever I see people call ICIMI boring or the worst album this image flashes in my mind

When I was a kid I was “darn I just love when female characters pretend to be dudes for whatever reason” and the reason will not shock you in the slightest