Currently Crying While Taking A Test That's Due In Three Hours

Currently crying while taking a test that's due in three hours

Life's going too good. Where are you sudden rollercoaster drop??

i love cats

you have long cat (serval)

ear cat (sand cat)

small evil cat (black footed cat)

spherical cat (pallas cat)

cat who probably watches makeup tutorials on youtube (caracal)

very round cat (leopardus guigna)

water cat (fishing cat)

cat with socks (leopardus colocolo)

grayscale cat (geoffroy’s cat)

and let’s not forget revolver cat (ocelot)

I am so torn between following Matthew 5 to be a better person and being an absolute ass to everyone. My shoulder angel and shoulder devil are going crazy.

My entire college career is resting on two electronic kits that don't work. I put them together and neither worked. They were due at noon today (July 30th) and I have never been so upset. I cried for about an hour yesterday because I did all I could and it still wasn't enough to make it work. I was up until 1:30 putting that damn kit together and nothing lit up. Do you know how discouraging that is? I worked so hard and it was all for nothing. I might even have to retake the class next year. I woke up this morning at 7:30 to get back to work on the project and I cried again, just for a few minutes this time but I was so frustrated with the stupid project!!

I emailed my teacher and he said to turn them in anyway, because it might not even be my fault, it could be one single faulty piece that's fucking everything up. So I turned them in. My radio doesn't work and I accidentally cut a leg off a piece that didn't need to be cut which could be the problem but I don't even know. My other kit is an alarm clock and it doesn't turn on at all. They're both pretty cheaply made so who knows what's gonna happen. But I am stressed, I have a massive headache, and I have been crying for SO long. I hate college.

People reveal so much in the simplest ways. They show how cruel they can be in their kindness. How loud in their silence. And their truths in their lies.