MY ANNOYING CLASSMATE JUST SAVED ME!! HE TOLD ME WHERE IT WAS! I WAS IN THE WRONG FOLDER!!

MY ANNOYING CLASSMATE JUST SAVED ME!! HE TOLD ME WHERE IT WAS! I WAS IN THE WRONG FOLDER!!

I AM SCREAMING AND IT'S NOT OUT OF MIRTH

MY TEACHER GAVE US FOUR TESTS, THREE OF WHICH ARE DUE TOMORROW, AND HE DIDN'T

LINK ONE OF THEM

He isn't answering my email about it either. I am not well. I am not doing well.

I should have taken Criminal Justice.

I am so incredibly flattered! One of the baristas at a local coffee shop and I have become friends recently. He's pretty shy and quiet so I reached out to him. Well, it turns out he's an artist and he makes amazing artwork! Well, I told him I write poetry so we share our passions with each other.

I was talking to him last night and I sent him two poems that are like a set, one is from my perspective and the other from my boyfriend's, and he said it inspired him to make an artwork based on it. Then he said he'd give it to me once it was done!

I have never been so flattered. No one has ever taken my poetry like that! They always say, "wow, I totally understand what you're going through." Which isn't a bad thing, that's actually exactly what I want. I want my poems to help people understand they aren't alone. But to take it and be so inspired, enough to make an artwork? I almost cried.

Well... This wasn't what I expected...

My entire college career is resting on two electronic kits that don't work. I put them together and neither worked. They were due at noon today (July 30th) and I have never been so upset. I cried for about an hour yesterday because I did all I could and it still wasn't enough to make it work. I was up until 1:30 putting that damn kit together and nothing lit up. Do you know how discouraging that is? I worked so hard and it was all for nothing. I might even have to retake the class next year. I woke up this morning at 7:30 to get back to work on the project and I cried again, just for a few minutes this time but I was so frustrated with the stupid project!!

I emailed my teacher and he said to turn them in anyway, because it might not even be my fault, it could be one single faulty piece that's fucking everything up. So I turned them in. My radio doesn't work and I accidentally cut a leg off a piece that didn't need to be cut which could be the problem but I don't even know. My other kit is an alarm clock and it doesn't turn on at all. They're both pretty cheaply made so who knows what's gonna happen. But I am stressed, I have a massive headache, and I have been crying for SO long. I hate college.

When your nose bleeds for almost 2 hours and you're so tired and drained (pun intended) that you don't wanna do anything ever again.