I've Been Fronstuck For So Long I Don't Remember What's Not Fronting Anymore And It's Fucking Frustrating,

I've been fronstuck for so long I don't remember what's not fronting anymore and it's fucking frustrating, like yeah I'm not all silly and good person, but how people tend to change how they treat me when they know about me being a persecutor is complete shit

You're totally right, treating us different when our role is not our whole fucking personaliy just worse for persecutores and I'm tired of pretending is not

It's like they can't handle the simple idea of... yk... NOT BEING A FUCKING ADULT WHO HATES ALL THE TIME??

Damn, people are really dumb and shit sometimes /nay OP

I find super strange that being a host AND a persecutor is something that can co-exist in a way which I'm liked...

Most people don't even know I'm a persecutor, I'm seen as the "silly host" and it's super strange tbh, yes i'm seen as silly and i don't mind most of the time, but it's strange being a host like this

Then people start seeing me bad or similar shit because when my persecutor nature is more visible now i'm not the silly guy from earlier?? Sorry but I can't mask all fucking day ???

Also being median (if medians means like a teen alter) adds more strangeness to the topic

That sounds hard to front so long your strong for doing that. I agree people are so rude when the find out an alter is a persecutor. We can be as nice as possible and be funny and likable but when they find out its like a switch is flipped and they turn on you. Treating us horribly doesn’t make us want to stop it just makes us hold more resentment. They also get even ruder when they find out your a younger member in the system thats a persecutor they think littles, middles, and similar alters are innocent and when proven wrong they treat you like a mistake

Someone just told me that one of the ex from our co-host it's finally trying to move over after they break up

Yk? Knowing that it was problem of the host and not of him I'm glad he's finally moving up from him (our co-host), I hope she can feel better soon and stop crying over the break up

Ok now I really think this person is into me /pf

Posting me and my blogs already 5 times in less than in the subreddit? Bro's obsessed

Yk if you want my attention I'm here, and if you want to laugh about me I'll make you company, I also think I'm pathetic LMAO

can I js say that you guys and all your sideblogs have made us so much more comfortable accepting our system and has helped us realize the good in an otherwise terrifying new discovery. we love you guys /p sm for that :33

-Theo (They/Them)

That's... Actually pretty sweet of you, thank you

I'm glad we're able to help someone to accept and see the bright side in one thing that's terrifying and scary, we understand how hard is to accept is being a system, we have a very hard time accepting the idea and it was... Actually pretty horrible, so many problems and fear in the process, it's just this months after one year of accepting that we're seeing some good things about being us

We made the sideblogs in hope to help, to provide a good and safe space for systems, a place were no syscourse is allowed, when you can find the acceptance, understandment, help and support you don't have normally, we want to truly help systems and give them what we couldn't get this four years of journey in our accepting and understanding process

I might not be the best in many things neither my system, but I'm glad we can make a difference at least with you guys :'3

Thank you again, we love you too /p ✨

The fact that the full inbox it's was keeping me away from continuing my Distra project is wild bro

I'm super excited for doing the blog, tiktok account and discord server for Distra but it looks like I'm never finishing with my inbox LMAOO

You're totally right, persecutors harm the system because that's why they know, that's how they view the world and understand things, for some of su that's the best way of protecting the system and yourself

Just because someone's a persecutor doesn't mean they're inherently bad, I'm a persecutor and people seem to really enjoy being with me, which I find kinda surprising considering the fact that most of this people have this whole bad idea of persecutors being all evil or just "poor one doesn't know they're harming"

I'm very aware that some of the things I do are wrong, are hurtful and do harm us, but in reality I really don't care that much, i just acting from what I know and I'm trying to cope and survive to a shitty world, that is what it is

Not all persecutors are misguided protectors, some of them have a really fucked up way of seeing things and don't care perpetuating harm if it's seems good or logical for them

Like I don't even consider myself as a kind of protector, just some shithead that just harm and tries to survive, I'm not misguided it's just this is what I am lmao

Idk, I'm yapping nonsense

What do you feel about the two opposites called by people around the term "persecutor"

Yk the black part saying "They're evil horrible" and shit and the white part saying "They're missguide persecutors who harm without intention"

I'm curious to know what other persectors think about this whole thing lol

I think the “persecutors are all evil” is definitely wrong. But the view that “persecutors are just misguided protectors who harm with out intention” isn’t exactly right either it’s almost correct but just not quite. The idea that persecutors dont mean or intend to cause harm is just straight wrong if an alter accidentally harms the system they are not a persecutor, persecutors are well aware that what they are doing is hurting someone but do it out of survival. My experience being a persecutor has been that I come off as unreasonable but I do what I do from a place of hurt and to protect myself. I think persecutors tend to have flawed logic and we do things that seem stupid to others but make sense to us. I mean there are cases where an alter is a bad person but thats regardless of what there role is I dont think what role a alter has is what defines weather an alter is bad I think its their personality that defines that.

I hope this made sense :) if you feel differently id love to hear what you think as well