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Hiii how’s your day going? or morning, or evening, or- hang on

how’s your timezone going? ^^

VERY CHAOTIC NGL

It was like started good, then bad, then neutral, then again good, now am I in a episode??? Man I don't even know what's happening with me in this moment 😭

Timezone sounds silly, idk why but it sounds silly to me

Us everytime we found a person who understand people are different and they can have different views, opinions, thoughts and stances about different things but that doesn't made them bad/your enemy and get to know the person better outside the assumptions based on those things and is aware that friendship and good relationships can happen with people who are different from you and that topic you're against/not ok/you don't agree with isn't the only topic you can have so they start friendships/relationships based on the respect, understanding and put boundaries of not talking about those topics but still interacting

Guys the amount of people we don't agree with in many cases, don't share opinions, thoughts, views, stances and all that kind but that doesn't make us any but we're in fact friends is wild

People aren't just one thing about it yk? You could meet great people if you stop judging based around those kind of things, knew the person if they seem nice and then judge around it

I promise they're not your enemy because of being different, the best friendships and relationships come from being different and having understandment about it

🎋 for your ask game !!! :D

🎋- Free question!

Uuuh, well well, I think I found super funny the fact that I'm one of the keys of our whole system

I've been host for like 9-10 years by now. and I think the brain got super used to me because now we can't function without me LMAO???

This means I'm always have to be near front or fronting, I am super important and I have like 8 alters guarding my back that have a lot of power and influence in my system

Not only that but I'm that important to my system that is normal to split more "mes", we call them Nameltives at this point XD

Like most of them share specific characteristics with me that makes them "a Namel" so we can be sure of them, all the Namels are part of the subsys Namelverse and I'm the host there too

It all started with me leaving more the front so the brain started forming and splitting new Namels to keep up with the roles, things and problems I couldn't hold, also to help the system in a way the brain found comfort even if my system kinda hates me and the rest of the Namels lol

The first Namel besides me was a Spiderman Namel and he's my brother :3

So now we're like a subsys of like 30 recognized Namels and like 100 I think in general?? We don't count fragments Namels as part of the subsys but ig they are

Bonus point of all of this, we talked about this Namelverse a lot on tiktok and in a friend server that there's a bunch of Nameltives in other systems, probably they're not active anymore but I know at least 10 other systems with their own Namels

Double bonus points because there's a anti-Namels grouping in the system LMAO 😭 (They wanted to do a blog about hating me an the rest of the Namels, I didn't let them, silly them)

🎍🌻 for your ask game :DD

🎍- Do you have other names for formation/fragmentation besides alter and fragment? (Having more categories for that)

We do! And it really helps us with the organization and understatement around the system

We use those two and one more, but we add like sub categories like to keep up with the organization so we can be more specific, each category has a % of how well formed they are

Alters-1A is 90% to 99%

Alters-1B is 75% to 90%

Demifragter-2A is 55% to 75%

Demifragter-2B is 45% to 55%

Demifragter-2C is 30% to 45%

Fragment-3A is 20% to 30%

Fragment-3B is 5% to 20&

Blank-4A is less than 5%

We love this organization ngl, we have to take our decoramin for this

🌻- Do you have an internal life? In the sense of alters being able to simulate life within the inner world

Frequent fronters and me don't have really prominent internal life because the acces we have to the inner is limited, specially for me ngl

But yes, most alters have a pretty solid life in our inner, we have a lot of things going on there and some of them might not be even aware of the real external word, they might think the inner is the real because of how good and ok are there

The few times I can go there and visit my family is so fun to see how the main city is and how all of them have their unique lifestyle

THANKS FOR THE ASKS!! /pos

🧅 - for your ask game!! we do and it's always curious to hear if other people do as well!!

Omg thank you for the ask!

🧅- Do you have multiple layers?

Yes we do, it's part of the complexity and function of our system, many layers do help in a lot of things to keep the system safe and functional in several ways

In some parts we also have layers who just hold a subsystem or a a place for specific alters to be there

I don't know many of the layers, I'm aware of like... 5 i think? Bt I heard of our mapper that we have like 20 or something like that, he doesn't really like talking about that layers for some reason lmao

I've been fronstuck for so long I don't remember what's not fronting anymore and it's fucking frustrating, like yeah I'm not all silly and good person, but how people tend to change how they treat me when they know about me being a persecutor is complete shit

You're totally right, treating us different when our role is not our whole fucking personaliy just worse for persecutores and I'm tired of pretending is not

It's like they can't handle the simple idea of... yk... NOT BEING A FUCKING ADULT WHO HATES ALL THE TIME??

Damn, people are really dumb and shit sometimes /nay OP

I find super strange that being a host AND a persecutor is something that can co-exist in a way which I'm liked...

Most people don't even know I'm a persecutor, I'm seen as the "silly host" and it's super strange tbh, yes i'm seen as silly and i don't mind most of the time, but it's strange being a host like this

Then people start seeing me bad or similar shit because when my persecutor nature is more visible now i'm not the silly guy from earlier?? Sorry but I can't mask all fucking day ???

Also being median (if medians means like a teen alter) adds more strangeness to the topic

That sounds hard to front so long your strong for doing that. I agree people are so rude when the find out an alter is a persecutor. We can be as nice as possible and be funny and likable but when they find out its like a switch is flipped and they turn on you. Treating us horribly doesn’t make us want to stop it just makes us hold more resentment. They also get even ruder when they find out your a younger member in the system thats a persecutor they think littles, middles, and similar alters are innocent and when proven wrong they treat you like a mistake

Ok now I really think this person is into me /pf

Posting me and my blogs already 5 times in less than in the subreddit? Bro's obsessed

Yk if you want my attention I'm here, and if you want to laugh about me I'll make you company, I also think I'm pathetic LMAO

I can't believe how Calbriet manage to be hooker-upper to a wedding that's gonna be happening with an ugly ass flirting advice

He's gonna wear this fucking shit to the wedding 😭

I really can't with Calbriet, he just made a whole lot of random shit in less than a week and it's wild

@thermelalters bro Calbriet chill out you're so strange /silly

We're patiently waiting for the wedding to happen lol

hhiii :3 gmorningggg !! or night…idk :c

howsit going over there ??? js wanted to check in an say hiii :3

-unnamed fragment <3

HIIIII, GOOD MORNING BUDDY!!!

Kinda strange??? Waking up with a lot of new alters or alters that I didn't know at front with me is super strange but ok??

... Can I call you Litvey? /pf

Kinda thinking of filter tagging one tag because one alter COFCOF Antend of @blumbergsys COFCOF don't stop saying he's hella uncomfortable with seeing the tag

Adding to that we were BANNED from using the tag and people use it when reblogging some of our posts and shit like that

THE PROBLEM is that if we in fact block the tag we won't be seeing like.. 90% of the CDD content here 😭

You're totally right, persecutors harm the system because that's why they know, that's how they view the world and understand things, for some of su that's the best way of protecting the system and yourself

Just because someone's a persecutor doesn't mean they're inherently bad, I'm a persecutor and people seem to really enjoy being with me, which I find kinda surprising considering the fact that most of this people have this whole bad idea of persecutors being all evil or just "poor one doesn't know they're harming"

I'm very aware that some of the things I do are wrong, are hurtful and do harm us, but in reality I really don't care that much, i just acting from what I know and I'm trying to cope and survive to a shitty world, that is what it is

Not all persecutors are misguided protectors, some of them have a really fucked up way of seeing things and don't care perpetuating harm if it's seems good or logical for them

Like I don't even consider myself as a kind of protector, just some shithead that just harm and tries to survive, I'm not misguided it's just this is what I am lmao

Idk, I'm yapping nonsense

What do you feel about the two opposites called by people around the term "persecutor"

Yk the black part saying "They're evil horrible" and shit and the white part saying "They're missguide persecutors who harm without intention"

I'm curious to know what other persectors think about this whole thing lol

I think the “persecutors are all evil” is definitely wrong. But the view that “persecutors are just misguided protectors who harm with out intention” isn’t exactly right either it’s almost correct but just not quite. The idea that persecutors dont mean or intend to cause harm is just straight wrong if an alter accidentally harms the system they are not a persecutor, persecutors are well aware that what they are doing is hurting someone but do it out of survival. My experience being a persecutor has been that I come off as unreasonable but I do what I do from a place of hurt and to protect myself. I think persecutors tend to have flawed logic and we do things that seem stupid to others but make sense to us. I mean there are cases where an alter is a bad person but thats regardless of what there role is I dont think what role a alter has is what defines weather an alter is bad I think its their personality that defines that.

I hope this made sense :) if you feel differently id love to hear what you think as well