Choi Soobin X Reader: Unholy

Choi Soobin x Reader: Unholy

Summary: While passing by the local bookshop you found this Ouija Answer Book. Now, you were a collector, starting from figurines of horror villains and gothic models you thought having this in possession won't matter as long as you don't try to use it. Little did you know.

A/n:

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You placed your bag on your desk and walked to your shelves and placed the book there and went off to get fresh and grab some dinner. You had a weird dream that night, you saw a tall man standing in a dark room. You could only see his jet-black clothes and hair. You felt chilly even in the midsummer season. You woke up pretty normal and forgot it as you went along your day. You were sitting and drawing that man absent-mindedly when your friend Yeonjun came and sat beside you, which lead to you shutting the notebook instantly before he could peak but he didn't find it suspicious as you didn't like showing your drawing until they are complete.

"You look tired," he said. "I feel like I didn't get enough sleep," you said chuckling "Where's Beomgyu?" you asked. "He's probably off somewhere pranking someone" he replied and you nodded your head.

The following night, the same dream, but this time you saw him sitting on the ground drawing something, some kind of signs. You kept seeing these dreams every day and even your friends were worried for you to the point where Beomgyu called you a zombie. But, you slept every day and that too sound sleep. You could barely focus in class, your mind kept playing those dreams, that man, drawing those same signs, every detail of the dream so vivid it's as if you were there yourself. Thus, here you were that evening sitting with the ramyeon that was supposed to be your dinner but it was left cold and forgotten as you drew those signs that you saw in your dream. Once done you left the notebook on your desk, cleaned up, and went to bed.

Today's dream seems different, you were in a blue tiled room and infront of you was a foggy mirror. Between you and the mirror stood that man. Now, looking through the fogged-up glass, he looked more boyish. He held out a hand and wiped off the haze from the mirror, slowly. His facial features became visible one by one, his dimpled smile (more like a smirk), sharp nose, and his dark eyes. The darkness to overconsuming you couldn't look away. Without moving his dark eyes from yours through the mirror he said "Hi!" and your eyes opened as you sat up in panic. You looked around finding yourself in your room, your heart still racing as your skin was covered with cold sweat. This night you didn't actually go to sleep. You kept looking around you as you felt like someone was watching you but it was useless, you lived alone, all the curtains closed, it was just your mind.

The next day you met up with Beomgyu at the gate as he greeted you, he said "You seem to finally have gotten some sleep. You look well today". To say you were surprised was an understatement, "Beomgyu! I haven't slept yesterday night. What do you mean?" You said. "Girl you've gone crazy" he came to the conclusion. The rest of the day was uneventful and you returned home, you opened your door and walked in and closed it, and turned around only to scream.

There stood a whole 6 feet boy inside your apartment and he looked familiar and then realization hit you like a big heavy brick. "YOU! What are you doing inside my apartment?" You asked. He kept looking at you, was he mute? Did he not understand you? "Oh, Hel-" you were interrupted by him, "You're cute," he said. "Excuse me?" you said still trying to figure out what is going on? "You called me, more like invoked me," he said still in a calm tone. "What? I don't even know how will I-" you paused when he looked towards your dest in your open notebook where you drew that circle thing that you saw in your dream, you noticed the red blotches on the paper that reminded you of how you had cut your finger with a knife and a few drops had accidentally dropped on that drawing. Could he be-? No! All this is just a messed-up coincidence.

"Don't kid yourself Y/n" he said looking towards you and for a moment you saw his eyes change the white parts of his eyes go dark and a sinister smirk on his face, you almost shouted but he put his palm on your mouth "You summoned me the Greater demon of Envy, I am one of the 7 sins, with your blood. And I will not leave you alone until your soul is mine" his eyes turning back to normal.

"Why will I give you my soul?" you asked him, glaring daggers. "Simple, cause I can fulfill whatever it is that you want" he said. "Whatever?" you asked and he nodded smirking "Well, I want ramyeon, and I can cook that myself. So Mr. Demon, not today," you said with a smile and walked off towards the washroom. Holding a breath you didn't know you were. Every horror movie you knew said not to show weakness and fear to a demon so will have to hold your calm. You suddenly realized you left the demon alone in your room so you quickly got freshened up and changed and left.

"Would you like some Ramyeon Mr. Demon of Envy?" You asked. "You're offering me? Noodles?" He asked. And you noded, he seems like he had no plans to leave, so might as well. "Sure," he said, "So what's your name? Or do I keep calling you Demon?" you asked genuinely. "Oh! I won't be that stupid now. Would I?" He said with a wink and sat down on your couch scanning your bookshelf as you shrugged.

You were too tired so you simply put his bowl on the counter and somehow ate yours and went to bed, falling asleep instantaneously. It was in the morning when your eyes opened reality hit you, there sitting on your couch reading a Jujutsu Kaisen Manga was the Demon. YOU were being haunted?! You need to get him away from you. Suddenly you remembered and rushed to your desk and pulled out an eraser and were about to rub off that cursed drawing when a voice stopped you "I wouldn't do that if I was you" The demon said as he put the open book face down "That will detach me off you, let me be free and do whatever I want in the world. Well, I can still do whatever I want but my powers have limitations and there's the No kill policy until you command, but if you erase those sigils" he said and winked. Your eyes went wide in surprise as your cheeks burnt with an instant blood rush. You rushed to the washroom.

You looked at yourself in the mirror and tried to think why would you dream of those signs that lead to this disaster. Speaking of disaster the picture of him sitting on your couch reading manga while wearing round glasses flooded your brain. NO, NO! You can't think of him like that no matter how cute he may be, He is a demon. Strangely enough, when you left the bathroom, he wasn't there, and assuming he went to do whatever it is that demons do. Without further ado, you left for school yourself hoping to be able to find a solution with your dummy friends in the library or internet.

You barely got time until it was lunch, you sat there with two of your friends when they noticed "Y/n you're too quiet, are you okay?"

"Well I-" you were interrupted by the figure that suddenly appeared behind them, glaring at you and signalling a slit throat motion towards your friends. No! He'll kill them if you tell them, you can't risk that! You can't risk your friends' life. You made a lame excuse of not feeling well and went home.

"Were you there the whole time? Did you peak at me when I WAS CHANGING?! WTF!" you charged at him. "Hey calm down, just because I'm a demon doesn't mean I don't have a conscience. And No, I had just arrived back, and thank hell I did. It saved the possible blood spill" he said and settled down on your couch with a new manga. You shook your head and walked away. You stepped out of the house you had to go to the store anyway.

You took some time to get groceries, when you came back you were shocked to see the demon deep in conversation with another guy. His eyes were dark and you almost dropped everything if it wasn't for him to catch them first. "I told you to change your eyes. Look how you scared my little mundane" he said patting your head as this new demon changed his eyes looking humane enough to almost pass as one.

"Ah this is my friend, the Sin of Sloth" The demon explained. You didn't have 1 but 2 of those chilling in your room, tf? You had read about the demons and the greater demons and 7 sins. Apparently, you have 2 of the few most powerful demons in your apartment, way to go Y/n! You hit your forehead.

"I swear to God-" you said. "Hey! That's offensive!" The sloth guy said, almost offended. "Sorry it's a little offending to swear to him in front of us" The demon said. "Whatever" you said and walked to the kitchen.

"Y/n? Can you make some Ramyeon for my friend too?" He called out both immersed in a manga each. "Grrrr... Sure" you said. "Either you leave or you pay rent I swear- uh!" You grumbled.

What you didn't see was his nose scrunched smile, a smile Sloth had not seen in a long time.

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"Really, why are you following me?" You asked again. "Just making sure my anchor to this world is safe" he said non-chalantly "Seriously aren't you humans supposed to be wild or something on Friday nights?". "No? Who gave you that idea? Not everyone likes all that stuff. My friends do but not me, so we all respect that" you said and shrugged "I'd rather do something else". "But you're not you're walking around your desolated neighbourhood at the dead of the night. This is not particularly exciting" he said. "It's just that you can't always do everything alone" you said. "You're not alone though" he said "You have me" he said and for the first time you saw a smile, not a smirk but a genuine smile, he had a dimple and gosh was that CUTE!. Control your mind!

"Yeah but walking around talking to an invisible demon. It's really considered not normal. This wasn't on my bucket list" you said. "Who said I can't make myself visible to others?" He said and you looked at him in awe "Why are you surprised? I am one of the seven sins after all". You nodded, and just then a man passed by eyeing both you and the demon. "So do I call you Daemon?" You asked. "No. But just for the sake of it, call me Steve" he said.

So you decided why not take the advantage of having someone with you. You thought of showing Steve around. You went to show him a museum and he went on and on about how it's dumb to hoard old shit just for the sake of money. He gave you a detailed account on mummyfication and how the Egyptians protected these corps from curses. And other ritual that were common at that time.

"Why do your friends keep texting?" He asked, "because they think I am roaming alone, they dont want me to be lonely. But, I told them I'm out with some guy from tinder that shut them up" you said.

"What's a tinder?" He asked. "A dating app" you said. "You have apps to date?" He said shocked. "To find dates, yes" you said and he shook his head. "Hey what's that?" He said pointing to some kind of roller coaster stimulator and of course on explaining what it was he wanted to check that out. You two waited patiently while talking about various people. As the show started the two of you screamed along with the others and at some point even you did not notice but you were holding hands. You both were quick to pull away as soon as it ended.

"Did you like it?" You asked. "Yeah" he said, his dimple making an appearance. "Let's go to the real thing next week" you said and his smile widened. Like every night he watched over you as you sleep, making sure you don't have a bad dream, making sure no demon can haunt you. But tonight something strange happened as soon as the clock hit 3:00am he felt a sheer and excruciating pain inside his head. The sudden shock made him yelp and you jolted up, but you were surprised to see him doubled up in pain. "Steve! Steve! What's wrong?" You asked. "It hurts! It hurts Y/n!" He said holding his head. You rushed to your medicine drawer and pulled some painkillers and rushed back with some water. "Here, take these" you said, "What are these?" He asked, "Painkillers, trust me" you reassured him. He slowly opened his mouth and you put them in and made him drink water. "Nothing's happening" he said, still holding his head. "Be patient, it's not magic, it takes time" you said and you held in with your arms. "Relax" you said and patted his head, holding him right there. You hear him sigh and say "It's subsiding" and you were loosening your grip when he said "no, don-don't" his ears red, you smiled to yourself at his cuteness and held him again.

"Y/n, you have school tomorrow, right? Go to sleep" he told you. "No, I don't go tomorrow. I- tomorrow is an important day, I'll go back to my hometown. I'll return by night though, then Yeonjun and Beomgyu would come. They'll let themselves in so you better hide or something cause I'll have no explanation" you said. "What is it?" He asked. You teared up a bit, your glassy eyes didn't go unnoticed "It's my parents'death anniversary. They passed away in a car crash when I was 12" you said. "Oh Y/n, um.... Can I- nevermind. Go to sleep, I'll see you tomorrow night then. I got some business with Kai anyway" he said and your eyes went wide. "So, the sloth guy's called Kai?" You said. "Well shit! Even though it's not his full name. Don't let him know that you know" he said with a smile "Go to sleep" he said, and you did.

Just like many more mornings, he wasn't here today too. That's good, you sighed, you had the whole place to yourself. You got your things and got ready after taking a shower, when you heard a knock on the door. You opened the door to find Steve there. "You're here? Now?" You asked as you let him in. "I wanted to see you before you left" he said and did something that surprised you, he held onto your cheeks and planted a kiss on your forehead "be safe. I know you like to do this alone, so I won't intrude" he said, and you smiled at him, a warm feeling inside your heart. The feeling being with Steve gave you, was the same warmth you got from your friends but somehow he felt a bit different. You knew you're not supposed to feel this, but it's not like you can control it.

You paid respect to your parents' graves and finally took on the courage to do something you haven't done in all these years. You walked down the same lanes, some parts seemed new but some looked like they were stuck in time, just like your old house. You pulled out the key from under the rug, you had told your uncle he could do whatever to this place but he took care of it for you. Getting it cleaned regularly and stuff, it's really impressive. As you entered you saw, how the place was actually exactly kept the same as if it was locked up in a time capsule. You looked around every corner the same way your mother had kept, it almost felt like she'd walk out of the kitchen any given moment to greet you. "You're back?" "I made your favourite, go wash up" memories flooded inside your mind "Papa, you're home!" "Y/nie look what papa brought for you" "Yay!" Tears stung your eyes. "Mama, Papa" you fell on the couch sobbing, you regretted not bringing someone with you. This place was filled with them your mom and dad and you were glad your uncle preserved it. Suddenly a chill ran down your spine you felt like you heard the sound of knocking, once, twice, thrice. It wasn't coming from the main door, but a place you had long forgotten. And slowly all the nightmares started flowing into your mind. The attic door right in front of your room, how you heard sounds, how you never slept in your room. Tears stung your eyes as that old fear came back and you started walking towards the sound. You thought it was your childhood imagination. Then what do you hear now, the closer you went the louder it got until the door opened and down came a creature, it was pitch black and had two burning red eyes.

"Ahh little girl, I was waiting years stuck here to devour you" it said in a strange whispering voice, your whole body went numb and your hands felt cold as more tears flowed down your eyes. "Your mother can't protect you now can she? Strange creatures mothers are, no matter what or where protecting their children's aura. But you are weak without her now" it said and took a step towards you. You wanted to step back, run, hide but you couldn't, you couldn't move. It took menacing steps towards you when, a cloud of black smoke appeared in front of you and there you saw him, Steve, his back towards you but you knew it. "How dare you try to touch someone I marked?" He said in a menacing tone. "My lord, I didn't know!" It said. "You didn't she her mark?! You didn't know she was my prey" he said and lifted a hand and the creature started burning right where it was standing, the flame not even touching any other surface.

"Sorry you had to see that" he said, but your knees gave in but he was quick to hold you. He helped you to the couch. "Y/n? Are you okay. Sorry for my face, I can't change it immediately this is not our turf strong magic takes away a lot of energy" he said as you looked up into his dark eyes, you slowly placed a hand on his cheek, you were sure he'd flinch but he didn't, you traced the scar on his cheek.

(A/n: I edited it. Idk if it's bad!)

"That's the beating for killing my own kind. It was a ravener a lower kinda demon" he said. "I- I always thought that it was my imagination" you finally said "an infringement of my childish mind". "No it seems to be preying on you for years" he said. "How did you know that I was in trouble?" You asked, intrigued. "You're my Anchor, I sensed that you're distressed. But it was so difficult to find you, it took a lot from me. Tell you what next time, just take my name thrice and I'll appear". You smiled slightly at his concern but nodded. "What are you nodding for you don't even know my name yet. It's" he took a sigh "Soobin, the descendant of Lord Leviathan of Envy" he said. "Do I have to say ALL that?" You asked. He giggled, that was the cutest sound ever, and said "Just Soobin three times would do. And I'll appear, no matter where you or I am" he said.

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"So, can I ask you something?" you said as the two of you left the house. "Y/N?" you heard someone call your name and you turned around to see a face you hardly expected to see, of course, you recognized him, his existence just never came up to your mind. "Y/n! IT'S really YOU!" Taehyun said again and ran to hug you, you were almost taken aback but held him nonetheless. "Taehyunie oh my god!" you exclaimed. "It's been so long! You disappeared" he said, he sounded like he'd tear up any moment. You suddenly heard a throat clearing, and you two parted, "Hi" he almost stated. "Oh Taehyun this is Steve, and Steve this is Taehyun" you said as the two shook hands.. "Y/n the train will leave" Soobin said. "Yeah, Taehyun, I wanted to tell you that I am so sorry for disappearing. The trauma became too much to handle, But I live in Seoul now, and this place is taken care by my uncle. Lets change numbers and keep in touch." you pulled out your phone, "That's good, I study there two, let's catch up sometime" he said, as you put your number into his put and he into yours. With a last hug you parted way with your childhood bestfriend.

"Aren't you so happy?" Soobin muttered with a pout. "Why are you- NOOO, you're jealous?" you said looking at his face with disbelieve. "I am the Sin of Envy. You and your little mundane friend is lucy I didn't scortch him on sight and pull his soul back to hell for touching you" e said looking into your soul "What did you wanna ask though?" he said changing the topic, you giggled to yourself at his cuteness and asked "How did I end up with those sigils?" you asked. He looked at you with an amused expression. "Do you remember that ouiji book thing you bought?" he asked and you nodded, "Someone used it and didn't close the connection, dumb mundane. I just happened to find it on random, I, well, I put them in your mind" he said. "That book was actually haunted?" you asked and he nodded this time. "No doubt it seemed used and it was cheap. I randomly picked it up on a whim" you said, in your mind though, you're glad. Later, when your friends came he disappeared, what you didn't know was he was lurking around to watch you to see that you're not unsafe or sad. He felt envious of your friends how you were so free with them and talked about anything and everything. Yes, you were free with Soobin too, but you still had your guards on. After checking the door he left, it was getting too much for him when you leaned your head on Yeonjun's shoulder.

He went back and got to work to keep his mind busy. He was in the middle of shifting some souls and grading them with his friend Kai, when he felt a strange pull in the pit of his stomach. And he knew he was being summoned, he knew only one person could do this right now, so he entrusted the paper work to Kai and left. Immediately appearing in where it seems to be your washroom. "Y/N ARE YOU OKAY? ARE YOU HURT?" he rushed to you, only to notice your face is flushed. "Soobin!~" you cooed, "Soobinie~" again, his eyes went wide and his face felt hot, is he blushing? "Y/n you're drunk" he managed to say "Sssssshhhhh those two are sleeping inside. I'm not hurt, I missed you" you said and wrapped yourself around his torso. At this point he felt like, drunk you were like a child and he smiled to himself. You were mumbling something and he helped you sit on the closed toilet pan and sat in front of you. "What's up? Y/n?" He asked, patting your head. "You're so pretty" you said. "It's the face I put up" he said, "No, YOU are pretty" you insisted. Within seconds he changed his looks to the original "You think this is pretty?" He asked, you nodded and slowly touched his horn, and his head from where it grew. You looked at it with admiration? and amusement, like he is the most interesting aspect in the world. You traced his scar that's still quite prominent. "You're pretty" you said, giving the brightest smile and did the unexpected. You brought your face near his face, and placed a peck on his cheek. His expression made you giggle, but you didn't move your face away. His eyes were stuck to your lips. How they seemed plumpy, and so kissable, a little chapped but who cares. But he stopped himself, you were drunk. He slowly opened the door to peek and see if your friends were up, but they were passed out. He asked you to stay quiet and helped you to bed and rushed back. That was when he felt it, a warmth in his chest and a pulse. NO! THIS CAN'T BE? WHAT IS GOING ON WITH HIM?

He rushed back and fell to the ground, he stood up and shut the door so that nobody knew. He can't let anyone know. What was this feeling in his chest? Why is this happening? The answers came to him as your face came to his mind. You. He was in love and that can't happen. He needs to do something, he can't let all his life working up to this post go to waste. He needs to stay away, maybe seeing you everyday did this.

You woke up to not find Soobin in his regular place in your room. That's a first, you went to university and came back, still no sign? Maybe he was busy, you didn't wanna be clingy. The day passes still no sign of him. He didn't even bother to come see you once? It's good anyway right? Good riddance right? You thought.

The next day passed and he never turned up, it's okay, if he doesn't want to come, that's fine. Did he just leave? Could have at least said bye. The third day, you were supposed to meet up with Taehyun so you walked to the cafe. On the other hand someone was restless, every time he closed his eyes he saw you, he was yearning to hear your voice to say his name. He rushed out, he found you walking back to your apartment with Taehyun who dropped you off, hugged you and left. You walked straight to your apartment and whatever was in hand fell. There he was, with tears in your eyes you ran and hugged him "I thought you left me" you sobbed. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I got stuck for some work" he said and you hugged him tighter as he held you too. That was the first time he openly showed so much emotion, and you basked in it. You spent the night talking in each other's arms. You were falling asleep, but one thing came to your ears his voice "Don't worry if you don't see me. I'll always be with you, one way, or the other" and you felt a pair of lips on your forehead. He lied there, your sleeping form in his arms, he loved watching you. He knew he wouldn't be able to do that for much longer. So he held your hand. But slowly the pain was getting unbearable to stand.

Soobin rushed back to his quaters and crashed into the table. He couldn't breath the pain was unbearable. At that moment Kai Hueningkai came running to him, "Hyung? Hyung? What's wrong why are you clutching your heart?" He removed Soobin's hand to feel and his eyes went wide. "Hyung! You need to break the contract with this mundane girl" he said. Soobin nodded his head and sat down, he couldn't keep up with this but, thoughts rushed into his mind. You'd be sad and in trouble if he left, the idea of Yeonjun, Beomgyu or that Taehyun came to his mind and he snapped "NO!". "Hyung, what are you saying?" Hueningkai asked him. "No I can't. I can't leave her Hyuka! What do I do?" He said tears stung his eyes. "Hyung, you worked so hard for this position and you could get punished" he knew though Soobin was stubborn, didn't get to the Sin of Envy for nothing.

"I can't leave her, Hueningkai. I'd rather face whatever consequences cause then I'd know I at least tried. I can't think of me leaving her, anybody else holding her when she's sad, or something happening to her cause I wasn't around. I- I can't" he said and felt another severe pain. "Ah!" He moaned in agony. "Hyung with the way you're going I don't think you will be there for the consequences. Love and care is a virtue of God. It's a sin to us the Sins. I'm so sorry Hyung. I don't know what I'm supposed to do?" He asked. "Take me to her, she at least deserves to know, before I-" he stopped you'd cry maybe but you wouldn't think he abandoned you.

The two immediately appeared at your apartment, "Y/n?" Hueningkai called out. "In here" you called out from the kitchen. You went into shock when you saw Kai supporting a dishevelled Soobin. "Soobin!" You rushed to them as they sat down. "Soobin what's wrong?" You asked, you could tell he was in physical pain, "Y/n" he said putting his palm on your cheek. "Y/n I'm sorry, I don't have much time please listen to me" you nodded "Y/n, I love you, I'm so sorry, I had to come like this in your life. But, I'm a demon, and this is deathly to us, but I don't regret a thing. I really love you, I- I thought of not coming but I couldn't let you think I abandoned you. Please forgive me Y/n" he said and by then your eyes were stinging with tears and you took his face into your hands "Soobin, Why? I knew something was wrong, you weren't telling me? Why didn't you tell me? I love you Soobin, I have never felt this way for anyone. Why do I have to lose everyone I love! Soobinie!" And crashed your lips on his, your tears mixing with each other. As you pulled each other into yourselves. As soon as you parted you hugged him tied, "I wish I could be with you for longer, see you grow into a hag" he said and let out a giggle and so did you. Suddenly, you felt the weight of your shoulders lighten. Your eyes went wide, and you started sobbing as tears fell more and more from your eyes. "Live on and take care Y/nie" was the last words you heard before he disappeared, completely. As if he never existed.

"Kai!" You said looking at him helplessly. "I'm so sorry Y/n. There was nothing we could do" he said and you curled into a ball and cried. Even he felt sorry for the two of you. Is this what happens? Is love really a sin to them? Do they really deserve nothing? were all the things going inside his mind.

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You had cried all night that day, Kai had gone and whispered to your friends that you needed them. And thank god they came to you. You wouldn't have been able to pass that time without these two and also Taehyun who visited you from time to time. But strangely when you said it was some trauma, none of them raised a question. Yeonjun and Beomgyu literally held you while you cried for days on the end. They went so far as to feed you when you had refused to eat. This was getting too much for you, his memories and words kept you up all night. It took you a month to get back to classes. Yeonjun and Beomgyu took turns so that you were never alone. Even though you told them that you would be fine. You were fixated to never let anybody else in, you can't let this go on. It hurts, it hurts so much.

It was almost 45 days, since he had gone, Kai had visited you a couple of times and you were glad. Finally, Yeonjun and Beomgyu had both gone to University because they had something important. You heard loud noises from outside, and stepped out to see someone moving into the apartment beside you. Good, it was empty for so long anyway. You stepped back inside, and were about to lie down when you heard a knock. You trudged back to the door and opened it and your eyes stunned. You felt your mouth go dry and tears threatened to fall. "Soobin?" You whispered and tears ran down free. "Miss me?" He said and you jumped on him, thank god he caught you. He's here, he's fucking here, in flesh and blood. "I was forgiven by the light, your love saved me Y/n" he said "You're here?" You still asked holding him tight so he wouldn't disappear. "I'm here and I'll stay" he said as he connected your lips as tears fell free. He was here, that's all that mattered.

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Other Works

Idk if its silly but this has triggered me bad.

I'm aimlessly sitting and staring into the black screen without even realising.

I couldn't sleep. Everything is just not okay.

I'm sorry for whatever you were going through. I feel so bad that you had to face your demons and you took this way.

I hope you found the peace you were yearning for.

Hope your soul rests in peace.

Moonbin

My condolences to all your members, friends and family.

MC needs to teach that to Asmo 😀

Then grab a bowl of pop corn and watch

Asmo: I don't think we can mansplain, manipulate or manwhore our way out of it this time....

Satan: *cracks his knuckles* Manslaughter it is.

Imagine him looking at Jimin like "hyung" 👀

And at Yoongi like "Hyung" 🥹🤩😍

The fact that Jimin's bother was there as well, fanboying over Agust D, tells the fact that these seven normal boys from Korea are closer than you think!

I am in pain 😭

🤣🤣🤣🤣

A-Yuan: I'd like to go to a haunted house like in one of your stories, Xian-gege

Wei Wuxian: What's wrong with the one we live in?

A-Yuan: What?

Wei Wuxian: Good night, A-Yuan!

Idol! Yoongi x Reader: Lucid

A/n: It's a bit long Ig, but I poured my heart into this. I used texts for the first time. :)

Summary: What happens when one look at you leads the Min Yoongi to have dreams about you.

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In a Club in Seoul

"Hey Yoongi" Nayeon's voice was heard from behind where Yoongi and Jimin were sitting at the bar, as if on queue Jimin slipped off the stool and went to God knows where, Yoongi cursed under his breath to be left alone with Nayeon.

"Hey Yoongi. Why do you ignore my texts?" She asked.

"I was busy" he mumbled.

"You can't be that busy that you could not even answer a text?" She said running a hand on the back of his head and he flinched.

"I was. And do not touch me without asking me. Only my members can do that" with that he got up leaving the visibly "hurt" girl alone to find someone. At this point, anyone!

"Why do you keep rejecting her?" Taehyung asked as he sat beside Yoongi on the rooftop, 2 Clout beers in hand (A/n: yeah i did that 😸).

"Why won't I reject her" Yoongi said, grabbing a beer and taking a swing "I have no interest in her"

"Don't tell me this is about that literal dream girl of yours" Tae said with a chuckle.

"I knew I should have never told you" Yoongi deadpaned.

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In a Restaurant in Ilsan

"Do you have to go!" Minji was heard saying, holding your hand tight.

"It's not my decision Minmin. The boss wants to shift me to the Seoul office" you said with a pout.

"Don't make a fake pout bitch! We know you also wanted to go!" Ryujin said, throwing you a french fry.

"Yes she does of course. Eunkwang is in that office. You better give us all the tea Y/n" Minji mumbled still clinging to your arm and you laughed.

"You guys that's stupid, besides I had a crush on him way back when I went for that 3 weeks project in Seoul and never even spoke much after that" you said, gulping down the soju you had in your glass.

Yes, you've been working in this construction company for the last 3 years, it's been 3 hectic years of you not being able to do much except work, but you were also taking higher degrees along with it, which you were finally done with, hence the promotion to Seoul sounded good.

"What is the first thing you wanna do when you reach Seoul. You'll have a week-long moving break" Ryujin asked interrupting your thoughts.

"Minji and I have a concert to attend" you said smiling at the drunk girl still clinging to you for dear life.

"Yeah I forgot. Enjoy you two!" She said giving your other hand a squeeze.

"I asked you to come too" you whinned

"I have a blind date" I told before, my parents set me up with someone again.

"Yeah yeah I know" you said bitterly.

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In Jhamsil Stadium

"She's here!" Jungkook whisper yelled as they walked down the stage to change their dresses.

"Jungkook! Shhh!" Hobi said to lower his voice

"Who? Your mom?" Jimin asked

"No!" He said and went to Yoongi as soon as he completed wearing his outfit for the next stage and said something in his ears to which his eyes were wide and stunned.

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Also in Jhamsil Stadium, (but in the Audience)

Your breath hitched the moment you laid eyes on him, him and the dancers making the most beautiful black swan. His hand along with his wife shoulders wide open and you hit your clapper along with the rest of the Armys in excitement

"Girl, Yoongi has been looking this was so many times! Do you think he recognises you?"

You chuckled at Minji's silliness and said "Of course not Minji, he sees millions of people daily. He wont remember a single face from ages ago. He's probably found some interesting posters"

You both kept on cheering even though not being able to scream was a pain and difficult but you managed it. Especially looking at Jin, the most handsome man on the Earth. It was so difficult to not shout and awe when he dent kisses. But, something about the glaces Yoongi kept throwing toward your side was strange, even Jungkook kept looking at your side, you were after all near the stage. But, you told yourself it was nothing. After the whole concert, you were full of joy to the brim.

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Jhamsil Stadium, (but Backstage)

"They are moving out!" Yoongi exclaimed "I will lose her, again!"

"Calm down Yoongi! We'll do something about this" Jin told the distressed boy.

"I have a plan, don't worry Yoongi, I've got you" Namjoon was heard saying and Yoongi looked up to him.

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Later in the car

"I've gotta say this, At first I thought I was seeing a ghost or something, when Jungkook showed me that girl. I've seen the picture Yoongi hyung got made by the sketch artist so many times, but never knew she was real" Jimin confessed.

Yoongi was heard to scoff. "You guys never listened to me! I told you I saw her"

"Sorry if we didn't believe you saw a girl in a skirt on a chilly night and then started seeing in your dream to be real!" Jimin retorted and added "C'mon we thought, you wete going Senile! Even Hobi hyung didn't believe you!"

"Hey" Hobi protested.

"I swear to God-"

"Okay Okay! Calm down, we're almost there, lets are Shihyuk hyung" Namjoon said

"You think he'll help?" Hoseok ask

"Oh I know he will" Namjoon said.

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At Hybe Office (the next afternoon)

"So you're all sure you saw her yesterday, as in she's real?" Hitman Bang asked.

"Ah! I told you this won't work I-" Yoongi started but was stopped by Namjoon

"Hyung, please be patient" Namjoon said.

"I'm sorry Yoongi but this situation of yours is not specifically usual, you see" Yoongi tried to calm himself down cause even he knows the poor man is trying his best to understand

"I have an idea, but first can you pin point the seat she was in?" Hitman Bang asked

"Yeah, she was in the 2nd row, left side of the stage" Jungkook spoke out and everybody looked at him "What? I noticed" he said shrugging.

"Now we need to find the exact seat number through the videos and clips that are there" he said

"Sorry to interrupt but what will you do exactly?" Jimin asked

"Oh I have already started doing it. We have announced a lucky draw for the Tickets" He said

"And?" Taehyung and Jimin asked at the same time.

"We'll choose the specific sear along with the other few. A proof of the ticket and a concert selfie would be required to prove their point, and we'll ask for their contact details" He said

"Superb!" Jin said

"Then? Than what?! I just text her like a weirdo?" Yoongi exclaimed

"Now that, my boy is up to you" Bang PDnim laughed and turned back to his computer.

"First things first, we'll figure what to do later" Namjoon said and ushered the members out.

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XcX Office, Seoul (A Week later)

"The presentation was mind-blowing Y/n" Eunkwang said

"Really?! I felt so nervous this morning" You said and left. Sigh it was your first presentation and you nailed it.

"So what are you doing later after the shift? It's a friday, any plans?" He asked

"No, just stay in and watch Netflix Ig" you said tucking a hair behind your ear.

"There's a restaurant I really like in Hongdae, they have happy hours on friday. Wanna join?" He asked, damn his brown shiny eyes. You'd be lying if you said your "small" crush on him, was not so small in actuality. Unknowingly a smile and a blush crept to your face as you nodded your head.

You were excited for your date, if only you knew.

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In Hongdae

"Seriously hyung, did we have to come all the way here just for shawarma?" Jimin deadpaned

"You know I love specific places for specific food" Jin said, wrapping an arm around the shorter guy.

"Why did I get wrapped up in this" Yoongi said with a huge sigh.

"Oh C'mon Yoongiya breathe some air outside that studio" Jin said and chuckled

The three wore masks and caps, and looked around trying to enjoy a calm friday evening,

They were walking towards the restaurant Jin told them about but Jimin stopped when he saw something.

"Hyung" he called and the two head swiped his way and he pointed at a restaurant rather at two certain people

"Fuck! In all of this mess I completely forgot this possibility" Yoongi said stomping a foot "You guys go on I need to go back to the studio" he was about to go when Jin said.

"And do what? Just write songs! No! We don't even know if they are dating"

"They don't even look that close to be honest" Jimin said

"Don't indulge him" Yoongi told Jimin "I don't want to come in between them, if they have something"

"No of course YOU won't" Jin assured him "but we might? Just check" and with this he pulled Yoongi towards their new destination with Jimin at tow.

They entered the restaurant and tipped the manager off to not let anybody enter the restaurant and the manager accepted when he saw their faces.

"Show time boys" Jin whispered

"Target locked" Jimin said

"This is a very bad idea" Yoongi said while he face palmed, but he couldn't ignore the butterflies he felt in his stomach the moment his eyes landed on her. The one who keeps her away in his dreams. He felt like a school goer looking at his crush. He'd be lying if he didn't feel like throwing that guy off the chair and sit himself, talk to you, get to know you.

He shook his head and went to sit, yes of course they chose to sit at the table right next to you and if that wasn't enough, Jimin turned and said "Hello" to her when she were staring at them.

Yoongi heard a whisper from Jin saying something about "Mission Successful"

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Meanwhile

(I've never made texts. Please bear with me.)

"Wouldn't you wanna go grab a picture?" Eunkwang asked with a slide smile.

"I actually do" you said shyly.

"Then what are you waiting for?! Let's get you a picture with BTS!" he said and the both of you grabbed your phones and went there way.

"Hello" You said.

"Hi!" Jin chirped,

Damn he's more handsome up front

"Thanks" he said

"Sorry? What? Did I say that out loud?" You asked embarrassed.

"No. But your eyes tell that you were admiring me" he said and laughed a bit.

Yoongi was seen shaking his head. You smiled at him and he smiled back.

"Are you guys enjoying the evening?" You asked

Yoongi nodded and Seokjin said something about the weather being so good and you wanted to ask them where Jimin was but couldn't.

"Is that guy your boyfriend?" Jin suddenly whisper asked

"Hyung!" Yoongi sneered

"No, no! He's just a friend" you said smiling

"Good. You can do better" you heard Jimin saying from behind Jin.

"Sorry I was in the washroom" he said "Hello I am Jimin, what... Is your name?" He suddenly said in english and extended his hand. And you giggled and said "My name is Yn, its nice to meet you" in english and shook his hand.

"Now we can click a picture" Jin announced, and you stood between Jin and Jimin with Yoongi beside them as Eunkwang clicked a picture. After congratulating them on PTD and complementing each of them, you went back to your table and they went to theirs.

"It's good that there weren't many customers to start off or it would have been chaos by now" you told Eunkwang

"Yeah I heard the manager telling the ones before you to not upload the picture right away. But you seemed to be talking quite much with them" he said smiling

"Yeah, they are really easy to talk to." You said.

"Apart from the pale one" Eunkwang commented.

"Yoongi? No he's just quiet" you smiled to yourself.

The day was an actual dream and you thanked Eunkwang 1,876 times for taking you there even if it was a coincidence.

You sent the picture to Rats and they went crazy. You were happy and content, you decided to rest and chill the weekend. You were about to enter your house and were searching for the keys, when a paper hit your fingers. You felt strange because you didn't remember putting it there, you brought it out and found it to be a note, it said:

Call me: XXXX-XXXX

What the hell? You thought.

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In the Bangtan Dorm

"YOU DID WHAT?!" Yoongi asked in surprise "What made you think she'll text?! What made you think she can be trusted?!" He added

"I have a feeling she will and the rest is up to you. You're a smart man hyung figure it out" Jimin said

"I am doomed" Yoongi sighed

"Hyung, it's not that bad. Just talk to her and get to know her then tell her okay" Jungkook said

"That is IF she texts" Yoongi said.

"She will" Jimin said with a gleam in his eyes "I believe in the power of love"

"Aww Jimin ssi" Jungkook coo and said "But, I feel it too, there must be a reason why she shows up at your dreams"

"She was really fun to talk too as well" Jimin added, and the two got engaged in their own conversation when Yoongi stood up and walked out of the room.

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And they both started talking, Yn told Jungmin a little about her self and Jungmin told her about himself. They both strangely found it easy to talk to each other. Yn got to know that Jungmin was a producer and loved music. Jungmin got to know that Yn is an interior designer for a leading construction company. She's like an architect but for the insides of hotels, restaurants and public places.

She got to know that Jungmin doesn't like working but realised that when he does work, he doesn't know how to stop. But the guy loves to nap, almost like a cat.

He got to know about her friends and how she sometimes misses her parents back at Ilsan. He also knows how much she loves pop music and loves this band called BTS. Yn knows that being a music producer himself, even Jungmin was a fan of their music.

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3 months later

Jungmin and Yn often spoke on the phone, even though Yn insisted Jungmin never facetimed and said that he was shy. She had no idea what he looked like, but Jungmin had become an important part of her day. Jungmin was a busy guy, but he still looked out time to text her and Yn found that endearing, but she hoped that she could actually meet Jungmin soon.

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Genius Lab, Hybe Building

"Hyung? Which base do you like?" Namjoon asked, Jimin sitting beside him. The younger boy sets down his switch and glances at Yoongi who has headphones on and is typing away on his phone. And of course he sneaked up behind him and peaked at the contact name and gasped.

"OH MY GOD! This is why you turned down Shihyuk hyung when he offered you her number because you had it!" Jimin said

"Yeah he did, he's actually smitten for her" Namjoon said

"You knew?" Jimin said

"Yes, only Namjoon and Hobi knew" Yoongi muttered.

"Tell me everything or I'll tell Jin hyung right now" Jimin threatened and Namjoon almost shook in his seat imagining Jin's rap scolding and said "No. No. Hyung will tell you, don't tell Jin hyung"

And Jimin smirked and Yoongi went on with the story.

"Jungmin?! You said your name was Jungmin?! Couldn't you get a better name!" Jimin exclaimed

"You and Jungkook were the only ones in front of me so it happened, okay!" Yoongi said sinking into his chair "But I think I'm gonna meet her" He declared

"Are you sure?" Namjoon asked

And Yoongi nodded "I trust her"

"All the best hyung" Jimin said.

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A few days later

To say you were nervous was an understatement. You were probably shaking with nervousness and excitement. You were gonna meet Jungmin, finally. But for some reason he told you to be patient and not get freaked out. Did he look strange? That's not a problem? Is he an alien?! That thought made her laugh.

You reached the cafe that Jungmin had told you. He said he'd be in a black tshirt and black cap. You noticed such a figure inside. But, the nearer you went the nearer you saw him and when he looked up at you, your world stopped

"Yn" he called your name and it sounded like honey to your ears.

"Jungmin?" You still asked in amazement. You thought of a lot of possibilities but this one never popped into your mind.

"I can explain Yn" he said and you nodded for him to go on as you took a seat. "I remember you, from the 2019 concert when we had eye contact. That night the moment our eyes met when I was in my car and you were standing outside, I could take my eyes off you. I kept staring almost like a creep until the car turned and you went out of my sight. I couldn't sleep properly for days I kept dreaming of you. Everyday, I saw you, but could never get close to you, in my lucid dreams. But then you came to the concert and I saw a new ray of hope" and Yoongi told you the rest.

"So, Jungmin comes from Jungkook and Jimin's names right?" You said smiling and continued, "I understand why you did what you did. I kinda forgive you" you said and found the kitty boy beaming and it's obvious the two of you had a great time. He dropped you home and you were in a daze.

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The boys found Yoongi laughing a bit more these days. The music he made had a sign of that. He seemed genuinely happier. Meanwhile, Yn was seen to smile a bit brighter.

Meeting Yoongi, facetiming Yoongi, having at least one Yoongi activity daily had become a part of you day. To a level that on the days you didn't hear of Yoongi, you felt incomplete.

Yes, you had a huge crush on this Kitty boy and hoped that his dreams and everything actually meant something.

Within moments you heard a knock on your door and you ran and opened it and were pulled into a hug. He pulled away and looked into your eyes and asked "You meant that?"

"every word of it" you said and you didn't need to say again, he could see it in your eyes and so you could see the amount of love and adoration he held for you in his eyes.

And he pulled you in a soft kiss, it was soft but it held all the feelings that the two of you had for each other.

Yes, the boy ended up cuddling with you night long and left early in the morning for schedules.

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