I'm So Sick Of Myself. Gonna Go Pretend I'm The Main Character Of A Fantasy Novel And Not A Shy Mentally

I'm so sick of myself. Gonna go pretend I'm the main character of a fantasy novel and not a shy mentally ill bitch with no friends. 

Maybe you aren’t annoying, maybe they were just annoyed. Maybe your entire personality can’t be boiled down to actions others found disruptive. Maybe peoples feelings are subjective views of you, not objective. The same way we teach kids to say “I feel angry when you do this thing” instead of “you made me angry!” maybe you should consider that people, due to their own personal beliefs about social interaction, felt annoyed in response to your actions but that that doesn’t necessarily mean you did something bad or are something bad. And while its sweet that you want to make sure people don’t have negative feelings, there’s a lot of humans in this world and we’re always going to be stepping on each others toes so maybe don’t let people feeling annoyed with you define you. 

BRB jus hyperfixating on Awesamdude’s dream smp lore.

brb gonna go read classics and annotate gay themes.

“But I think the most important thing is kindness. If you’re not kind, the rest doesn’t matter.”

— Isabella Huffington (via caitlacoop)

head empty. head REALLY empty. i have aphantasia.