I Cant Find It, Grasp It, Keep It
i cant find it, grasp it, keep it
not in books, not in series, not in movies, not in my life
there are sometimes, thought, where i have glimpses of it in my daydreams and my soul feels a little lighter for a moment
comfort, its always escaping me and im getting tired of running after it
in a race i can never seem to catch up, so many obstacles that never stop coming that just make me wanna lie forever under a golden sun were i can close my eyes and picture myself laughing, relaxed
it always runs away from me and i cant seem to muster the energy to chase after it anymore
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yes im trying
im always trying
and no matter what i do it doesnt work
im trying dont u get it
you know what i want the most?
i want that in ten years time i am able to say that i am happy and content without an ounce of doubt, to say and feel that completely and purely
i want to be able to build a life for myself that makes me proud, content and makes my wildest dreams seem pale in comparison
can’t talk rn i’m doing hot girl shit
*dissociates*
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Is anyone else ever genuinely shocked when you find out you have an impact on someone’s life? A coworker can be like “I’ve missed seeing you” and I’m just like “???? you?? missed me????? My presence has an effect on your daily experience???? I affect things??? W h a t ? ? ?”