Hear Me Out, Usually I'm Not Into Blond People, But Nikolai Lantsov

hear me out, usually i'm not into blond people, but ✨nikolai lantsov✨

i watched hotd s2e4 and cried multiple times throughout the day because of it. and it's her fucking birthday apparently. i feel physically sick

isabelle: i sleep with a knife under my pillow

jace: pf, weak. i sleep with a sword under mine

alec: you're both losing this game

jace: yeah? and what do you sleep with?

alec: the high warlock of brooklyn

i don't know if anyone has done that yet, but i had to anyway. the urge was too strong

so now that i finished the witcher season 2, i can go and write a bunch of angsty geraskier fanfics in the theme of "everything wrong with jaskier's mental health and fuck you geralt"

best things i've done since adopting the academia aesthetic 📜

started to write poetry

started to overcome my fear of social interactions by asking for books in second-hand bookshop

sat it front of a gothic church for an hour and a half to sketch it

spent the entire day walking around the old town and admiring monuments

started to buy mostly second-hand clothing and accessories & improved my style

started to write letters to my best friends

walked into every single monument on a trip with family and friends even to admire those historical buildings and art

took on a challenge of learning four foreign languages at once

started to appreciate jewelry passed on me by my grandmother and great-grandmother

watched and read dead poets society

turns out i am not writing angst (yet), just butchering my guitar with "burn, butcher, burn"