Man How Do People Starve Easilllyyyy! Idk I Keep Trying But It's Always Soo Hard To Do, I Just Try To

man how do people starve easilllyyyy! idk i keep trying but it's always soo hard to do, I just try to keep it under 800 cals a day.. but idk maybe that number is still to high... keep feeling like wannarexic yk

I am so fat I want to cry omg

no literally, like if the number isn't going down, is it really an 3d?

sometimes I feel like my 3d isn't real lol. I feel that if I don't stop eating then It's not real, even when im fasting or only eating like 500 cals. It's not real, or at least i don't think it is

this is kinda just a rant for myself. seasonal depression has got me so fucked up, i've been masking it pretty well, but damn everyone's comments on my body have really been getting too me lately.

"you look so tired'

'you look like youre gonna burst out crying any minute from now'

'youre so fat, when are you gonna stop eating fatty'

idk i think imma start just wearing baggy ass clothes and try to 'hide' myself, like idc if the baggy clothes makes me look fatter. i just wanna sweat off as much water weight as possible aesthetics dont matter rn when i am this big. just gonna go around with no make up on and live my life. get my steps in. aad try to loose weight. loose so much weight that i have people asking me 'omg how did you do it?' 'omg are you okay, you look so sick!' idk maybe that's just wishful thinking i hightly doubt anyone would notice. but hey a girl ccan dream and i am gonna keep on going until i finally get where i need to be.

hate myself ssooooo much... binged at school and now i feel so sicckkkk.... never doing that again omg...

people really need to think before they speak