4nor3xia - Tumblr Posts
Oh to be a “starves when they’re sad” person instead of a “binges when they’re sad” person because I’m sad all the time.
This is crazy! I feel like I started posting out of nowhere even though I've had a blog since I was 14.
So, I think I should finally introduce myself.
Thank you for reading my ramblings!
Genuinely kind of tweaking because I'm taking a nutrition course this semester. I have no excuse not to lock in on this disorder.
why do laxatives make you feel like your insides are tearing apart? I just wanted to shit...I did NOT sign up for a heart attack!
it’s another type of competition when you suspect your sibling also has an eating disorder
movies about eating disorders are like baby sensory videos for me
I've never seriously considered doing drugs BUT sometimes I find myself thinking about how quickly I would get to my ugw if I just...
shout out pickles, for being the safe food that keeps me from killing myself
Got an assignment for my nutrition class to track what I eat for 3 days…this is a dream and a nightmare for me
saw an impossibly thin girl who was also tall, had longer hair, and prettier curls than I did
about to starting gnawing at my desk out of jealousy
anytime I put together an outfit all I can think about is how much better it would look if I were skinny
I'm gonna go rabid, I need to be skinny NOW!
I can't stand the waiting that comes with starving
got asked, "did you lose some weight?"
this will keep me from killing myself for the next few days
yes, but also...those are the lyrics to a Pharrell song for a Despicable Me movie
who will you be tonight?
thats the question.
doctor’s appointments are horrific enough to be appetite suppressants
Y'all be honest...why have my posts been flopping (my dash has also been slowish)? Help! What do I do?
Why was 14 year old me so much better at this eating disorder?
somebody institutionalize me (but don't actually, please)!
Why is my mom trying to sabotage me?!?! I can't even get away from it even when I'm at college...I was doing so great too and she had to drop by and give me a bunch of food!
It's like she wants me to stay fat so she can keep criticizing me.
not to be an asshole, but I hate that everyone is SO worried about my sibling's -ating -iorder when I had it first!